Not letting go

Seems like I can't seem to let go of my blog. I've had intentions of clicking on the "Delete Blog" button but the blog holds too much memories, ever since I was in my early years in Secondary School.

So I'm gonna start updating again. Promise.

So what have I been up to? How I'm doing?

All is well. Alhamdulillah.


My family is fine. Though since she's been gone, I'm still adapting to the difference in the environment at home. It's already been a year and a kenduri was held on the 7th Nov. I didn't realise time flew THAT fast.


Phadale(bf) has been wonderful. Though sometimes he gets on my nerves but all is for the better. He has been supportive and encouraging me in whatever I do. My relatives are getting to know him and it makes me smile seeing that he is getting on well with my family members. My parents are so supportive of me being together with him.

Work has been alright. It almost got the better at one point and I was about to breakdown coz of the frustration with the school management. Nonetheless, I've had the most awesome-est colleagues ever. Nadia and CT have made work a whole much better place. However, CT is leaving soon, and I'm kinda sad because we're already so close to each other. Well, life is all about changes right?


Dikir is probably taking up a large part of my life right now. There are major plans for Nira. Previously, we were involve in the Piala Seni Dikir 4 competition. We didn't bring home any trophies or individual prizes but that debut appearance in an open category competition was an eye opener. We were ultra satisfied with how we did on stage and seeing our "big brothers" do a standing ovation at the end of our performance made us felt like we already won.

Seems like almost everything is on track but I've been depriving one very important person in my life.


To you my gf, I know we both are occupied with our own schedules but nonetheless, I is hoping hard for us to spend some time together. Even Phadale asked me to ask you out. I don't know what you've been up to other than work and probably the Mr. (At least I know he is taking care of you well, when I read your blog (: ) I hope to hear from you soon. I'm not very sure if you'd ever read my blog. Hopefully you will. I miss you truckloads. We've got lots to catch up on. :)

Ok this seems like a virgin "wordful" update so far after a long time. I promise I'd update it often now. I still have my tumblr coz I love the stuff I stumble open there :)