Cousins night out

Weekends were great but it had to be shortlived with the punching realisation of having to work tomorrow. :(

Nonetheless, weekends were well spent.

I'll upload the pictures soon... but I so have to post this picture because I find it HILARIOUS!

Trust me, this was UNPLANNED AT ALL! Haahahahaaaahahaha! LOL!
Everyone's expression.. TOTALLY PRICELESS!

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I'm not dead.

Note: Content of this post will be heavy with images.

No. I'm not dead.
Nor am I depressed.

If that's what you thought.

Been busy as hell! With work, rehearsals, practices, Pentas, family event.
Saving up this wee bit of energy I have left just to blog.

Pentas: Sutera, 21st November 2008

Eventhough my supervisor gave me a whole day leave, I decided to come by work in the morning, ok it wasn't really half. It was only..... 3 hrs? Haha. Yeah yeah, you might say I'm trying to get on the good side of things. HAH. Wrong. I had some work to do and it worries me knowing that I haven't finish it. Really. It does.

Well anyway, after work, trained down to school and preps began for the big show that night. Darn right I was excited. Despite the very very tired me, I was so very excited.

The show was awesome.

Awesome...
Awesomer...

AWESOME-EST!









I just loved loved loved it. I loved the girls more. I loved Nira most! Aww man. Alhamdulillah, I didn't backed out last minute. I wanted to bccause I couldn't take it. But thank god, I didn't.

We rocked the stage didn't we, girls?

Like how my hair rocks the shit....?

HAHAAAHAHAHHAHA! Gosh. I look barbaric. But the hair still rocks! Haha.

And thanks Nano darling for coming! :)

SilatulRahim, 22nd November 2008


It was a great family event. Everything was a success. The family ties strengthen, everyone had fun, everyone enjoyed themselves.

The performances were great applause for the MC, Mr Usop, for an entertaining show. Not gonna elaborate much..


But I have to warn you, feast your eyes on the DESSERTS!

WARNING: EXCESSIVE SALIVATING MAY OCCUR!

Gingerbread House!

Chewy Chocolate Fudge Brownie Teddy Cake!

from cravingforbrownies.com

I warned you didn't I? And those chocolate tarts you see...... DA BOMB I TELL U! DA BOMB!

And then it's SHOWTIME!

The committee that made it all happened

And then night fall.....

Signing off....

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As much as we know that.... But the fact is....

I still remembered well enough how she took care of me whenever parents are out to work. She would cook me a plate of her best nasi goreng with all sort of surprises in it.

I still remembered how she would always always always visit my room after midnight to see if I was asleep or not, but I was always still awake. She kept saying..

"Bagus Naqiah tidur lambat. Nenek ader jugak kawan.."
"It's good that you actually sleep late. At least I would have company..."

And I would always "ngomel" at her..

"Nenek asal belom tido? Aper sajer tau buat.. Haha"
"Why aren't you asleep yet grandma? Whatever are you doing up so late..Haha"

I still remembered how she loved gripping my hand tight whenever she walks down the stairs or whenever my family brings her out. I was the one who gave her the support and hold her hand to walk.

I still remembered how she protected me when I was about to get beaten up by my parents. (not gonna elaborate.)

I still remembered how she consoled me whenever I had a disagreement with my parents.

I still remembered how she would say that she loved seeing me eat coz I made the food looked soo good and she would always have the appetite to eat.

I still remembered how she advised me to never ever disrespect my parents no matter how much I think that it wasn't my fault.

She was my saviour.
She was my pillar of strength.
She was my idol.
She was my role model.

It has been 8 days..

Yet, the fact that she is now gone forever still hasn't sink in.

As much as we know that she is no longer there...
As much as we know that she is in a better place now...
As much as we know that she has suffered enough...
As much as we know that she has been fighting hard...

The whole family misses her.
Each mention of the name "Arwah Nenek" saddens me. I tear up each time trying to say "Arwah Nenek". I can't even bring myself to say "Arwah" when saying "Nenek".

It's not that I don't want to let her go.
But, I can't believe that she's gone.

A person whom everyone thought had the undying will to fight back.
The "never-say-die" attitude.

Everything is gonna be different in the house.

I promised her to drive her around when I get my license.
But I didn't even manage to.

I promised her that I'd bring her out for dinner when I get my first pay from my SIP.
But the time didn't come.

I keep on staring at her room for a few seconds each time I pass by.

It just feels.........................
silent.
still.

I just miss her very much.
But right now, I'd give all my Fatihah to her, arwah Tok and arwah Adik.

Nek, kalau jumpe adik, ckap dgn adik, Naqiah rinduuuuu sgt kat dier k.
Naqiah pon rinduuuuuuu sgt kat Nenek. Nenek jaga diri baik2 k. :')

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PENTAS: Sutera

Lembut, apa nilainya?

Pentas Sutera merupakan pementasan yang
memaparkan hidup seorang individu yang dibelenggu masalah.
Kerana cinta yang murni, apa yang akan beliau lakukan?
Akankah putus asa menjadi kata muktamad?
Dengan mengekalkan reputasi produksi tahunan kami,
persembahan tahun ini menjanjikan 2 jam yang akan membawa
para penonton menghayati kisah perjalanan si individu yang
mencari jalan hidupnya di Pentas: Sutera 08/09.

Daintiness, what is its worth?

Sutera (Silk), is the chosen theme for this year’s Pentas because it
resembles the controversial issues faced by the lead
character, Helmy. Silk, being a soft and translucent material that is
prohibited for Malay men to wear or use, resembles the controversy
between the character’s dream and societal expectations.
The fragility of the material also
aptly represents his emotion throughout his struggles.

Tickets are going at $6
For tickets, please leave your comments at the end of this post.

GO WATCH OK!!!! :)

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When the time is here...

She lived a good life.
She has suffered enough.

I can't bear to see her in such a state

And the time is now...

It was her last goodbye........

I love you very much.
I'm gonna miss you very very much......

Nenek

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