Desperate

The title speaks for itself.

Yes. I'm desperate. VERY desperate to be exact. Why you ask?

I'm ending my internship with OCBC Bank next week and I am in desperate need to find a job after that. I probably want some holidays of course but I don't think too long a holiday would do me any good. I'm bound to be lazy to get any job then. So with the undying will power to never give up, I'm still searching for a job.

Figures, I have no clue to what kind of job I'd prefer to do in the long run.

I'm looking into event managements or childcare assistant teachers. Nonetheless, those are my choices for part time jobs.

I hate retail lines because it's tiring and they offer meagre pays.
I hate F&B lines because I'd only bother to clean up after myself and not others. I have a low tolerance for dirty cutleries and dishes and wasted food. Yes. I do.

I don't mind deskbound jobs. Well, it's kind boring, come to think of it, and having to experience it myself at this point in time. The job scope can get really stressful too but during tough times like this, I guess that's like the most stable job ever. I can't tolerate having to sit on an office chair, facing the computer almost for 8 hours a day, looking at loads of information which basically means almost nothing to me. However, it's not tiring, all you do is sit down and not run around, you get to dress up everyday, the pay is promising (depending on the job you do) and it can get exciting when they are corporate events.

Ok now tell me, am I being fussy? lol.

Nonetheless, if anyone has any job recommendations, PLEASE TELL ME!
Thank you very nice.

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Say what?

I feel deprived.

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He's Just Not That Into You

Are you the exception?
Or are you the rule?

Based on the wildly popular bestseller from "Sex and the City" scribes Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo, He's Just Not That Into You tells the stories of a group of interconnected, Baltimore-based twenty- and thirtysomethings as they navigate their various relationships from the shallow end of the dating pool through the deep, murky waters of married life, trying to read the signs of the opposite sex... and hoping to be the exceptions to the "no-exceptions" rule.

Gigi (Ginnifer Goodwin) just wants a man who says he'll call - and does - while Alex (Justin Long) advises her to stop sitting by the phone. Beth (Jennifer Anniston) wonders if she should call it off after years of committed singlehood with her boyfriend, Neil (Ben Affleck), but he doesn't think there's a single thing wrong with unmarried life. Janine's (Jennifer Connelly) not sure if she can trust her husband, Ben (Bradley Cooper), who can't quite trust himself around Anna (Scarlett Johansson). Anna can't decide between the sexy married guy, or her straightforward, no-sparks standby, Conor (Kevin Connolly), who can't get over the fact that he can't have her. And Mary (Drew Barrymore), who's found an entire network of loving, supportive men, just needs to find one who's straight.

If you've ever sat by the phone wondering why he said he would call, but didn't, or if you can't figure out why she doesn't want to sleep with you anymore, or why your relationship just isn't going to the next level...
He (or She) Is Just Not That Into You.

Source: www.hesjustnotthatintoyoumovie.com

You know how we, women, tend to blame the men for causing the failure in a relationship when in actual fact, we are being in denial?

Not being discouraging here but sometimes we just tend to make ourselves better by saying..

"Oh he doesn't deserve you."
"He is just intimidated by your level of maturity."
"Screw him. He doesn't know what he is losing"

Reality is, he is just not interested. Haha.

I didn't realise it myself, not until I actually watched the movie. True enough, it hit me hard 'til I felt like my nose fell out of place.
Whether we like it or not...

We, women, are sooooooooo in denial.

But we still kick ass. :)

The movie is a definitely must-watch. The movie is not heavily filled with romance. It's light hearted, witty and everything sweet. It's not the usual chick flick which guys hate watching. I bet guys would be glued to their seats watching this movie.

I'd give a definite
5/5 :)

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Of pretty petals and sunshine thrills

Of endless spreads of greenery....
And the crimson sky that has no end.


Of splashes of colourful beauty....
And the joyful cheers of kids running around.

The wonderful spread of mother nature.



Pure magical.


Bliss.

It's times like this where I can smile and tell myself that it's not bad afterall.
Lets sway to the rhythms, free our minds and just forget the world.

It is life's cheap thrills that make the world seem like a better place.

Pictures are taken by DIDI at Hort Park.

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Drained out.

The anger and frustration is definitely tiring me out.
Pooped.

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Amsyar's 1st birthday

This is rather delayed because the event was on the 1st of February, which was a week ago, but his birthday was on the 31st of January.

Amsyar Afiq, as of today, is 1 year and 7 days old.

Pictures only. I'll let you guys oogle on that lil kid.

And sure as hell, I'm jealous of his presents!!!!! Can I be ONE again? please ah please.

Hi. I'm Amsyar Afiq and it's my 1st Birthday, my 1st ever birthday party!

You bet I'm DAMN happy about it!

What's more with my wonderful Mummy and Daddy who brought me into this world...

And my whole family who's always tolerating my nonse

Although you might not be able to see it through my facial expression, but deep down I'm sure they know how much I love them. I'll just do it in my own language...

"GAEOIDJOAK OIEPAKLD WAAA WAA PEKADPLSFPI EOPAJF"
Hee.

Isn't it suppose to be MY birthday party?! Why are the cousins getting all the fun?!!?!?!?

Oh right. I remember now. I was getting cranky and all because it is suppose to be my naptime. Thanks to Mummy and Daddy for organising it at the wrong time of the day. Hmph.


Oh well, despite getting all cranky, I'm still in the limelight.... :)

And of course, I would like to thank my aunts, uncles, cousins, grandaunts, granduncles for the wonderful toys and clothes and shoes. I still can't figure out why I have so much of them but that doesn't mean I'm willing to share. NO SHARING!

Mine... ALL MINE!

Well, that's all folks. And this is me with my "feeling gorgeous" aunty (in blue) and my other "obviously cute" aunty (in yellow behind the door). But I'm definitely not bothered by both of their nonsense.
AND THANK YOU UNCLE FADHIL FOR THE PICTURES! :)

Till then..

This definitely feels right. :)

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What's a girl to do....

What's a girl to do when she is feeling insecure about the things around her?
What's a girl to do when she suddenly loses all sense of direction?
What's a girl to do when she is left stranded, all alone with noone to talk to?
What's a girl to do when she had her hopes high only to find them shattered into smithereens the next minute?

What's a girl to do when she felt so excited, looking forward to it, but it never came?
What's a girl to do when she is working so hard, only to find out that it didn't pay off?
What's a girl to do when she feels scared of her own feelings?
What's a girl to do when she thought that what she did was right, but only to see that it made it worst?

What is a girl to do.......?

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Supposedly.... not

Supposedly, it's my last day of SIP last Friday, but my clever LO (Liaison Officer, bacially, my lecturer la) brainwashed me into agreeing to extend my stay with OCBC. Right.

What did he do?

He did this.................






Ok no. He didn't.

He just asked a simple question..
"What do you wanna do after this? Do you still wanna work?"

And me, being the dumb one, said yes.
Right. A simple yes and it took away one more month of my 19th year.

BAIK PER!

I have to drag my sorry ass out of bed early in the morning, out of the house, take the bus, to the MRT and keep my eyes open for the whole entire journey, sit in the office chair, face the laptop, surf here and there, to and fro the pantry, count the seconds to 6.30pm, the train ride back to Tampines and walking home to my block.

Oh such joy! *squirms*

(It's all about the money.. all about the dam dam da-da dam dam)

Well anyway, I had a blastful weekend.
With the family and gf.. and someone

Headed down to Henderson Waves with the family for a short while just to visit the place..

When you are tired, going uphill just to get up to Henderson Waves, you're bound to have that expression (Looks at Dad). Don't worry if you look funny. It's kinda "normal". Hahaaahahahaha.

Look Ma! NO HANDS!
AND WAY ABOVE SEA LEVEL!

My sister is so kental to be posing like that. Like some tourist dude who is a geek and tryna act cool.

"GELOMBANG HENDERSON"
That's right people... let's go catch some GELOMBANGs

Well, feeling la kan. Biler lagi nak feeling2. HaaaaAHHAHAHAAahahahAHAHa
What more can I annoy all of you other then my face and my macam paham posings. :p

Gorgeous place.

To someone: Bring me there please. :)

Oh, and has anyone tried the Oreo Cookies Milkshake from Spize at Simpang Bedok?

It was a first for me for dinner that night, and the only thing that went through my mind after the first sip and when it touches my taste buds..... was...

UMMMM UMMMM UUUMMMM UUUMMMMM.

I better get some sleep and have dreams of oreo cookies...

Coz I sure as hell do not wanna end up like this dude......

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