Secluded

Sometimes I wonder, am I trying too hard? Am I asking for too much?

Why is it so hard to find someone who can please me? Whereas I go around pleasing people all the time. And the thing is, I don't ever complain.
Whenever I ask something from someone, it feels like I'm asking them to sacrifice the rest of their lives for me.

Why is it so very hard?

Why isn't anyone willing to do anything for me? Am I not worth the help? Am I not worth the time?

Oh god, please give me the strength.

But sometimes, the strength that I have can only last me for just so much.

I just need some alone time and pour out to my heart's content :(