Untuned Rhapsody

i noe deep down u r hurt when all i wanted was juz being frens. i noe very well dat u r...but i haf to tell u da truth......

i juz feel numb ryd now. i duno wad i want, i dun wana hope for anyting.....i'm soo lost.

n relationships, its gud to make sacrifices but never give in too much coz u will juz end up hurting urself even more. seeing sumone happy doesnt make u happy but deep down u noe dat it was juz fate and between u n him, its total history.... and juz a living memory..or mayb a dead one.....

but i m strong and confident abt moving on. i noe i can 4get dis and juz continue...its no use looking back...

i guess dis is not da time to start fresh again..... i m juz too young. and i noe dat very well. i might seem like i dun care but i do. i wish to haf dat feeling again but its juz not da right time.

mayb i m being selfish. not giving a chance. i noe dat and i dun need pple reminding me abt it. but noone understands how i feel. or mayb dats wad i tink....

mayb its bcoz since dat day, or mayb it was frm da incident which happen abt 2 yrs ago. i duno... i cant forget anyting which has gotta do wif him but i noe i haf to coz now, he has a family. i juz haf to let go of dis....but its hard. its really hard........

pls understand me.....but i noe u tink dat i m being unreasonable. but i wana be frank about my feelings frm now on coz if i dun, i'm scared dat i wld hurt u later on. and i noe u been hurt alot of times...and u suffered alot. soo pls.....all i need now is juz a fren to listen and understand how i feel. not a partner..............

*BroKen DowN.*