Friday, September 28, 2007

if love was a colour.....

Earlier in the day... an MSN buddy of mine asked me a random question...

Tommy says:
If love is a color, which one would it be?

Niki; Colour me, love says:
hmmm...

Niki; Colour me, love says:
well now its red right

Niki; Colour me, love says:
but if i cld choose.. i wld choose yellow

Niki; Colour me, love says:
bcoz love is suppose to make everything bright and cheerful

Niki; Colour me, love says:
like the sun.. regardless of those bumpy crossroads

Niki; Colour me, love says:
like de rainy days

Tommy says:
wow, very insightful......

Tommy says:
i think love should be white....

Niki; Colour me, love says:
why?

Tommy says:
coz luv is pure..

Tommy says:
plus if its white, u can paint on many other colours as u see fit

Tommy says:
like a canvas

Tommy says:
interesting isnt it

Niki; Colour me, love says:
wow

Now that's something.....

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a clueless start

I woke up to a call from a number which was familiar yet I cant recall...

Unknown:
Hello... Ni Niki eh? Niki Tamp?
[Hello... Is this Niki? Niki Tamp?]

Me:
Yer. Sape tu?
[Yes. Who is that?]

Unknown: (Ignoring my question, he kept asking me some questions)
U tinggal tamp dekat Afghanistan eh? U skola poly kan?
[you stay tamp near Afghanistan is it? u schooling in poly right?]

Me:
Yes.. tapi awak sape?
[Yes, but who are u?]

Unknown:
For me to know, for you to find out ah. I dulu perna busted u ah.
[For me to know, for you to find out. You got busted by me before last time]

Me:
Sape sey?
[Who sey?]

Unknown:
Rabak sey u. I ingat u, u tak ingat i. Takpe ah. For me to know for you to find out.
[So bad sey u. I remember u, u dont remember me. Nevermind ah. For me to know for you to find out.]

*click*

Nasib baik laaa aku ni tak puasa. Kalau aku puasa, betul punye menguji kesabaran aku ke tahap MAKSIMA sia.

Thanks eh!? This "unknown" person expects me to figure out who he is through a conversation which lasted less than 10 minutes oh and only giving me a pathetic clue of "I pernah busted u dulu ah."

Yerla, selama 17 tahun hidup aku ni, aku kener busted stakat SEKALI je per. Puh-leeaaaseeee eh.

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Monday, September 24, 2007

stuffs.

Iftar last Saturday at my place was kinda kecoh. So many food!!!!!!
There was:

  • Asam Pedas
  • Soup daging
  • Daging ketuk
  • Bagedil
  • Ayam goreng
  • Fried tauge (erk..)

That's the main course. For dessert:

  • Bread pudding
  • Caremal pudding
  • Munchy donuts
  • Fruits
  • Goreng pisang

Ok like super alot of food. I know. I was super full la after that. Padehal aku tak puasa sia.

Then the whole family terawih-ed together in the living room. Such peace and serenity. Awww....~ Everyone left at about 11+pm.


***

I had some surfing done and if some of you watched Suria, there was an advert about the website for young muslims naming iNvoKe.sg and the advert showed something like the website enables Muslims to ask questions regarding anything for e.g. Can we dye our hair? or Can we wear nail polish?

Was surfing around this particular web and I clicked on a link which redirected to here..

iAsk.com.sg

Sure thing, it got me hooked on it because it showed different individuals asking all types of questions regarding our religion and our actions. Some questions asked was regarding smoking, dating *boypren girlpren la. lagi tak tau.* , and also stuff like shaving of the hair on our skin *not the one on our head. pls eh.. kalau dah tak lei potong rambut, sesatu dah mcm momok.*.

So I was reading the queries and I found this one interesting....

What is Islam's position on entertainment for youngsters?
Answer (by Fadhiilah)

First of all, let's establish the fact that Islam is not only a religion. Islam is a way of life, and all Muslims have to live it.
Can all of us live without fun and entertainment?

No.

Why?

Life would be boring man!

So c'mon, don't make Islam sound boring.

There are records telling us that even the people in the time of our prophet Muhammad s.a.w had entertainment. Aisha, our prophet's young wife, played with dolls when she was a little girl. People of that time engaged in sports and enjoyed beautiful melodies and music.

Islam, being logical and human's way of life, will never go against our human inclination and needs. And for that, entertainment and seeking pleasure is allowed.
But (haha… yes, there's a but!), while Islam allows entertainment, like food, clothing, sex within marriage, and pretty much all else in the religion, it sets limits, rules and guidelines.

The entertainment we seek for ourselves should not bring us harm. So, if you think
it's fun to sniff glue, take Subutex, bungee jump without the bungee rope, slit
your wrists as a fave pastime, think again. Entertainment should be within the confines of the Islamic law. Meaning, no, you cannot entertain yourself with gambling, watching pole-dancers, drooling over Joakim Gomez or kicking a dog.

And we should also be moderate in entertaining ourselves, and not get carried away. You like cyber-gaming? Go ahead. You like to do graffiti? Go ahead. You like to read novels? Go ahead.

Just make sure you don't lose your head and fail to come back to real life.

Sometimes we get too carried away with entertainment that we forget that such entertainment is sometimes too "made believe" and can be said "almost impossible". Yet such things get the better of us.

I myself do get involve in such entertainment, like the IRC. Sometimes people inflict too much realism in IRC that I myself, frankly speaking, scared of such stuff. It gets too serious that sometimes terbawak-bawak until rivals are made, eventhough you don't know who that person really is behind every desktop or laptop.

Also, sometimes authority is being used to their advantage. For example, hackers. Sometimes when there is some misunderstanding between parties, then tend to go to extreme measures and making use of their skill of these IT gadgets to breech the privacy of people.

Extremist? You can say that.

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Friday, September 21, 2007

balik kampung

I was surfing you tube for some Hari Raya vids *yer, aku tau aku semangat. don't rub it in.*, and I came across this video......


COOL SIAAAA!!! I wonder how they make these SIMS videos.

When I watched this, I was really laughing siaa.... LOL! Imagine an alien celebrating raya. ALIEN PON ADER KAMPUNG!

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The reveal....

Ok here goes...


Ta-daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....!!!!!!!!!!!



Nice or not?! It took a whole 8 hours to complete this. Thanks to GF..... I love u la GF!

I LOVE MY ROOM!!!!!!

Nanti Hari Raya datang rumah k kalau nak tgk sendiri bilik aku.

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Monday, September 17, 2007

under construction...

I'm working on quite a small project for now.... once done, it will be revealed.


You must be asking yourselves "What the hell could this woman be doing?"

Stay tuned.......

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Sunday, September 16, 2007

it's done.

Maafkan ku harus pergi
Ku tak suka dengan ini
Aku tak bodoh
Seperti kekasihmu yang lain
Terima kasih Oh Tuhan
Menunjukkan siapa dia
Maaf kita putus
So thank you so much
I'm sorry goodbye....

It's done. No more. Zilch.

They are out of my lives officially. I've caused them too much trouble, though I didn't had a clue, and I'm gonna forget about him. And her.


Sharul, you've been the one to make me feel the most appreciated and loved. Since the past 3 yrs, I couldn't find that one person who could replace you. It was hard letting you go but love is about making sacrifices. It was never meant to be.
You're too afraid of the truth.
I've known you well enough to learn that you're not the type to speak up. Yet, you have to and keeping it down deep inside won't help people realise what you really want.
I couldn't wait. I had to tell Ira. I'm really sorry but even if you were to confess, I would still leave you. I'm not your source of happiness. I'm not the one you love.

Regretted leaving me? What for?
It's over. I'm your past. You left me dry with no words to console me. I was hurt. Really hurt. God knows how much pain I felt. Yet, I was strong. Even I'm amazed.

The truth hurts. I was scarred. Well, you moved on. So I should to.
Your goodbye was all I needed to see how much everything meant to you.

Ira, I'm sorry for not being able to make you happy. I'm sorry for being such a trouble to you. No matter how much you say that I wasn't the one to be blame, I still hold the belief that I was the cause for the wreck between you and Sharul.
I'm noone. Making Sharul having to re-ignite the flame between me and him is not the solution to your happiness. I'm not your answer to the problem.

You're his present and future. Think of the kids. They are the ones who need you and Sharul. I can't be the one to help Sharul stay happy. You have to play your part as his wife. 2 years should be enough for you to understand who Sharul is.

No matter how much anger, suffering and hatred you have in you, you too need to learn to confess. You need to let people know the pain you're going through. If you think that telling people would cause them to worry, trust me, people seeing you suffering in silence would make them worry more.

I know you are capable and you're very intelligent. Please... don't make decisions which would make you regret in the future.

So the both of you, learn to talk things out, listen to what each other has to say. Understand each other's needs and wants. Don't say that it's of no use or the both of you tried doing it. Both of you might have tried, but you didn't try HARD enough. Think about it.
*Dah mcm marriage counsellor la pulak! ROM ader tgh nak carik org tak? LOL*

I've done too much sacrifices. When would I get that someone who would sacrifice for me?

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Thursday, September 13, 2007

So exam results are out. I think I'm gonna go crazy. My results suck like hell, and all hell is breaking loose. Please get this over and done with.. PLEASE!

Anyways,

Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan!
Jalankan ibadah puasa dengan penuh kesucian dan dengan hati yang terbuka.
Amin.

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Monday, September 10, 2007

sentosa-ing

It was total fun-ness ok. Though wet, cold... we still had fun.


Initially, a bit lengit wanted to wake up due to the weather. Was having second thoughts on wanting to go out, but in the end, we proceeded with the initial plans.
Biasa laaahh.. Janji Melayu.. Semua lambat. LOL!
Must be the weather la. The one who lived the furthest, reached first. Haha. *smirks to Mr Gee*
So anyways, there were 7 of us initially. Then 2 came along, then there were 9.

Basically, it was sheer fun-ness.


Keledek Hanyut.
Sesat at Harbourfront MRT Station.
Mat.
Young-ies.
Butt crack.
Boncets.
Babats.
Cold.
Seaweed.
Buih kuning.
Pure Jakuns.

Haha! I was like the Tour Guide, guiding Shah, Nany and Zul, who were totally deprived of any Sentosa-ing. Like seriously.
So, buka time together during Ramadhan guys?
P.S. More pictures @ my multiply

Side-tracked...

An accident happened right infront of my block. A bike and a car. No serious injuries though. Just that the rider of the bike was flat on the floor. No bleeding what-so-ever. I guessed he was just traumatised. Lucky for him, it wasn't a near death experience.


Quite a crowd gathered to see. Typical of Singaporeans la. Some people helping with the traffic and all.

Then the ambulance and the traffic police came to settle things. Then it was done.

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soo colourful!!!! :)

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Thursday, September 06, 2007

Happy Birthday Adek.

Happy 12th Birthday Adek.
May you be blessed and have a fulfilling year ahead. Study hard and do Mama and Papa proud.





So had dinner at Bistro Delifrance at Novena Square. Apparently, the fam was running out of ideas of where we should have dinner. So Bistro Delifrance it is. Looking for a good place, we decided to go with Novena Square coz of the non-existent crowd.

Anyways, on the way there, there was like a pretty freakish accident If I'm not wrong, it was a blue Mazda or Toyota which has crashed and landed on the passanger's seat side..I think. If you're the driver, the car is tilted on your left side. Apparently, the car was speeding. How fast? I don't know, but I'm quite sure it was VERY fast.

The accidents in Singapore are getting more freakish. Once I saw a pick-up capsized. Like woah.

Anyways, when we passed the accident site, I guessed the accident just happened because the police wasn't there yet. Considerate passers-by stopped to help control the traffic. I didn't saw the passengers in the car though. I guess there were helped out of the car.

Must be nightmare for the car's owner and the passengers. Gee...

Oh another thing that happened....

At 1-ish am, nenek came into my room and told me to look out the window and I saw this...

I guess this guy had too much booze for the night that he just landed on the floor outside 7-11. He looked really pathetic. Before this, according to Nenek, 3 chinese kids tried to wake him up. A failed attempt, they reached for his wallet and just walked off. Kurang ajar ke aper siol!

Then the police came and asked him to go home. I don't know what happened to his wallet though.. But nevermind.

I wonder, what happened to him 'til he got so drunk?

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Monday, September 03, 2007

relieved..

No words can describe how I feel right this moment.
I was about to give up, throw it all away...

There it was, the one thing I've been longing to see.........

The sound of your voice.... That soothing voice....The one I've been longing to hear....

I was almost speechless..
I thought I heard the last of you.....

I almost did.

You explained yourself... I was taken aback. I was about to go into tears right at the moment where you said it. I couldn't believe what you went through..
I regretted every thought I had of you. It was all due to my own selfishness. I couldn't believe I was much of an egoistic.
There you were fighting for your life, and here I am thinking of the most absurd thoughts. Thinking of giving up.. thinking of letting go...
How could I...... I'm sorry..

I almost lost you. Almost.

Now on, I treasure you even more. You're the reason why I believe now... I'm not giving up. Not now, not ever. Please don't leave me.... please...

I Love You. I really do.

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Sunday, September 02, 2007

only when i thought...

Right when I thought that the holidays would be a blast...
So far... it's such a bore.. BOOOO!!!~
Dateless, moneyless, boyfriend-less, outing-less...
It has been about my laptop and me.. oh.. jolly....
C'mon mayn pple.. bring me out already!

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Saturday, September 01, 2007

so excited!

Me and family went passed Geylang after a kenduri at Cik Ajib's house... and guess what....



The lights at Geylang Serai are up!!! So excited!!!!!!!

Puasa is coming.. means food galore and bazaar to explore! *rhyme ke aper....!* And also a chance for me to lose some calories. Teehee. *smiles gleefully*

Oh also means.. Raya is coming!!! YAAAYYY!!! *ka-ching ka-ching*

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