relieved..

No words can describe how I feel right this moment.
I was about to give up, throw it all away...

There it was, the one thing I've been longing to see.........

The sound of your voice.... That soothing voice....The one I've been longing to hear....

I was almost speechless..
I thought I heard the last of you.....

I almost did.

You explained yourself... I was taken aback. I was about to go into tears right at the moment where you said it. I couldn't believe what you went through..
I regretted every thought I had of you. It was all due to my own selfishness. I couldn't believe I was much of an egoistic.
There you were fighting for your life, and here I am thinking of the most absurd thoughts. Thinking of giving up.. thinking of letting go...
How could I...... I'm sorry..

I almost lost you. Almost.

Now on, I treasure you even more. You're the reason why I believe now... I'm not giving up. Not now, not ever. Please don't leave me.... please...

I Love You. I really do.