Continuing my stories

This is the continuation of updates from the previous post of what's been happening lately. I haven't been a disciplined blogger eversince. I just don't feel like blogging sometimes. Haha. But of course, I'll never stop blogging.

Ok back to where I was.

Nira had a CCA Recruitment Drive performance on Wednesday last week. I helped out since I've got not work to do and at least my time is filled with Nira rather then nothing.

I won't bother rambling so it will just be pictures.









That is Nira. Next would be Abg Zul's and Kak Mardiana's wedding. There's hundreds of pictures for that, so I'll keep that for the next update.

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Of a "Battery Low!" Experience

I was doing my usual routine of playing and surfing in Facebook when I came across a fan page of "I Hate "Battery Low!"".


It got me interested and as I was reading the experiences of the fellow fans of this page, I remembered a typical experience I had with "Battery Low!"

It was a Saturday morning. I had an early start to the day because my schedule was packed with appointments (dental, friends, family etc.).
I have started a habit of not charging my phone despite it being left with only one bar to survive because I've had my share of batteries going haywire despite having it charged for HOURS. I'm very sure all of you had the same experience.

Well anyway, so yeah, I didn't charge it. Even if I wanted to, I had no time for it to be charged, at least long enough to allow the battery to be filled with two bars. (The total number of bars on my F480 is 3 btw)

So I went out with my mom and my sister to Orchard. I was praying so very hard, (you had no idea!) that my battery would at least last til the time I would meet up with my mom again after my appointments.

I guess God was having his tea time or something while I was giving prayers so my prayers weren't granted.

In the train, on the way to Orchard, my handphone died. Died as in totally dead and I can't even switch it on again to glance at the time.

OH THE HORROR!!!! YOU HAD NO IDEA!!!


At least I wasn't alone. Mum and sis was there so it was alright. But it only felt worst when mum decided to leave me when I head for my appointment at Mount E hospital. HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO CONTACT HER W/O A PHONE?!!?! Being in the heart of town didn't help either. Thank god there was a public phone at Mount E's lobby. But it is so tak glamour to be calling someone from a public phone. Then again, the situation doesn't leave me with any choice.

So I decided to head to my next appointment over at Wheelock Place. It was at 11pm.

And guess what...

I DID NOT WEAR A WATCH!!!

You had noooooo idea how much I wanted to scream.

I felt like shit for the entire day.

So please people, learn from my experience. Just charge the bloody phone whenever you want to. HAHA!

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So many stories

The weather has been rather crazy the past few days. It's so freaking hot, I sweat buckets everyday! A way to lose water in the body without having to do much of a workout. Then again, I hate feeling all sticky. Haha!

I remembered last Wednesday night, the wind was bonkers! It was so strong, the store door kept making noises and I felt as though the whole building was about to tumble.

...
Ok maybe not.

But I'm sure everyone experienced the crazy winds on Wed night. Scary man.

Enough about the weather....
Now back to my stories...

Kak Diana's Engagement

It was a purple affair and Kak Diana was definitely gorgeous in purple. Very chantek! I like.






Ok, I'd do more updates soon because blogger suddenly decided to retaliate and stop me from uploading anymore pictures. -.-

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Aku penat

Aku penat.
Penat tahap maksima.

Aku penat memahami keadaan orang lain.
Aku penat memahami tanggungjawab orang lain.
Aku penat menjaga perasaan orang lain.

Walhal, diri aku tidak difahami oleh orang-orang.
Adakah patut aku mendapat layanan seperti ini selepas aku mengambil berat tentang kesibukkan orang?
Macam maner eh?

Kalau ditegur tentang sikapnya, aku dianggap seperti orang yang tidak "understanding".
Kalau berdiam diri, naik sedap pulak.

Sampai biler aku harus memahami dan bilakah masanya aku akan difahami?

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Chilling, BBQ Session

It was a good chilling cum BBQ session with the uncles, aunts and cousins over at Changi. It wasn't the usual, cool, breezy night by the beach. It was rather humid. What's with the weather going bonkers, thank god it didn't rain last night.

It was a pre-wedding celebration for the weds-to-be, Abg Zul and Kak Mardiana. They're gonna get hitched this coming so friday so this is the last celebration for them as singles.

It was a night of FHM Poker Cards, Taboo and just good ol' laughs over the usual silly antics.




Sungguh baik sekali! :)

I have no idea why I suddenly feel excited for their wedding. :p
Oh..

AND I'M HOOKED ONTO TWITTER-ING!!! :) :)

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Betraying your own flesh and blood

I was tuning in to Ria 89.7 and it was Fiza O's session "Girlfriends" where listeners can send in their top secret experiences on air.

Just a few minutes ago, I was listening to a story shared by a girl who was betrayed by her own flesh and blood.

You had no idea how much fume I was having when I heard her story.

Imagine this.

You're working as a stewardess, you're in and out of the country so very often. You have a fiance whom you trust so very much.

One day, you found out, your own sister was pregnant, with your fiance's kid.

OMFG!!

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD... YOUR OWN SISTER!!! YOUR FIANCE!!

*screams*

It's something which you might never thought it would happen. But this for sure is real. I can tell by the voice of Marsha, whom shared her story, she was devastated. I don't know how long ago this happened, but she was definitely holding back her tears when she was re-telling her story. Her younger sister, only a year apart, whom she treated as a best friend, whom shared everything with her, betrayed her right under her nose. Sharing everything doesn't include boyfriends, fiances and husbands.

*pulls hair out*

Ok. I might be abit exaggerating but CMON MAN! WHO IN THE RIGHT MIND WOULD HAVE THE HEART TO DO SUCH A THING!?!!?!?!

And for the record, her sister even had the cheek to ask her to lay her hands off her ex-fiance because he is now her's(the sister).

!@#$%^?&*@*#!%)*!(@$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You have no idea how I felt just hearing her story. No points given for guessing what Marsha felt having to go through the whole experience.

I'd probably shoot my sister dead if that were to happen to me.

Some people just have the heart to do such a thing. To your own flesh and blood.

The extent that humans go through to get what they want... unimaginable.

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Note to self

And now I've come to contemplate...

No wait.

I don't really know what I'm doing. I'm just thinking. Just some plain, rather deep, thinking.

Why?
How?
Should I?
Should I not?
What if?

I know I'm not gonna give up but then again I tell myself, do I ALWAYS have to keep trying? Would it be worth the effort? Will the time to stop trying ever come?

On the other hand, should I succumb to it?

How I wish...
I never stop wishing now, do I?

I should stop my wishful thinking.

Ok what the hell am I saying? My thoughts are messed up. Like how I am right now.

I'm jobless.
I have no direction.
I have no idea what I should do.
I don't know if I should do what I feel like doing.
I feel the same like how I felt 2-3 years ago... rather unaccomplished.

Things are different now. I know.
But it doesn't feel that way.

It did feel different a few months ago. I thought it would last forever.
It didn't. It stopped, a few weeks ago, apparently.

Would things change? I want change. Or rather, change from how it is now to how it was before. Or maybe change for something better.

I'd trade all others away for any change. Really.
No, I'm not desperate. Or maybe, I am, just that I don't want to sound like I am.
But, I guess there was something that made me realised, there will be NO change and I keep on forgetting that. It kills me.

And again and again, it kills me.
I keep forgetting.

I need to tie a knot on my finger to keep reminding myself that there will be NO change. That's just how it is. I just have to do it "the old fashion way", I guess.

This could just be one of those days...

Or maybe, this could be a realisation, after I felt my eyes well up for abit...

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Random tears...

Or maybe, just maybe, it's a realisation?

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Piala KGMS - Saringan

I had a blastful weekend with Nira. It was a virgin experience for Nira to be doing work for Piala KGMS, a dikir competition organised by Kesatuan Guru-guru Melayu Singapura (KGMS).

For all dikir barat enthusiasts, or anyone for that matter who wishes to watch this competition, please visit http://pialakgms.blogspot.com


Sunday, 5th April 2009, was the preliminary rounds. A total of 15 groups competed and 12 groups made it to the semi finals. To the groups who made it through the first round, congrats. For those who didn't, never give up because there is always a next time. They say, winning and losing is all part of the competition.


Back to where I was, yes I had total fun that day. With my favourite girls, we were all clad in blue, despite having to wake up early in the morning, on a Sunday with groggy faces. We were quite hyped about the event.


At the end of it all, the whole event went smoothly. Alhamdulillah.


Next up, Piala KGMS - Separuh Akhir. :)

To you,
We'll make this work ok :)

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To my Babe

To my dearest Babe,

I know this has probably got to be the hardest, most painful, lowest point of your life that you've faced so far. I'm sorry I can't be there for you as much as I want to because of work. Nonetheless you should know that I'm always here if you need someone to talk to. I'll try my best to cheer you up okay?

2 years isn't easy to come about. Despite all that you've done for him, I know you feel that this isn't what you deserved. This doesn't make up to what that was experienced during the 2 years. Nonetheless, this is only one phase in your life. You've only lived 19 years. You've still got a long time ahead of you.

Look at it on the bright side, he doesn't know what he's losing.

However, don't let this bring your whole self down. Like I said, this is only ONE phase in your life. There is bound for more and even tougher hardships throughout this maturing period. I know it's easier for me to say because I'm not in your shoes.

I'm just encouraging you to keep your chin up. This is not the end. Believe that this "mishap" happened because you're just fated for something better. So keep your spirits up, cry about it if you have to (but this should be the last), pick up the pieces together, move on and gradually let go.

Time waits for noone, so make use of the time to find something to do and make yourself happy and contented. Don't waste anymore time thinking about it when the other party doesn't give two hoots about you.

You've got a wonderful family.
You've got an awesome lot of friends.
You've got me.

So what have you lose?

I know you too well that this won't be easy for you.

Remember what I said to you...

Help yourself before others can eventually help you.
Once again, you know I love you.

With love,
Naq

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Dliia Harry, the latest addition

Presenting the newest member of Family46...


Dliia Harry
(pronounced as Di-lia)
Weighing at 3.2kg, she was borned yesterday, 31st March at about 6+pm.



I SUKER!!!!!
The red spot on her head was caused by the suction which was used to pull her out of her mummy's tummy.
Poor lil cutie :(

Nonetheless, welcome to the family!
(Yes, I'm OBSESSED with kids. Teehee..)

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