my own fairytale

hrmms....sumtymes, i get jealous seeing other pple, living their own fairytales, creating chapters and chapters of each n every moment, storing them neatly in a place in their hearts.

it juz leaves me wondering....how do pple actually overlook each other's imperfections? mayb....i juz haf to take time to understand wad all dis is about. i havent lived over 2 decades, soo i guess im juz too young.

haha....when im all alone, i wld juz sit down, wonder wad the future will hold fer me. wad wld i be doing 10 yrs frm now? where will i be? who would i b wif? what would i feel? wad problems wld i face?

that goes to show, that we dont noe how the future wld be like fer us. we simply do not haf the slightest clue about the future. soo is it actually time that we should take time to treasure everyting dat happens and always accept the good n bad wif an open mind n heart? i juz love to wonder about the unexpected coz it will juz come to me in small packages called "surprises". when would it be the right time for me to start creating my very own "Once upon a time....."?

haha....well, im juz a young girl, who loves to daydream about their wedding day, dream guy, love, hugs n kisses. Raging Hormones.

haha...its cute to see dat happening. but thats the stuff that makes u smile, seeing those happy moments playing infront of ur eyes,in ur mind,in ur heart. its simply like a sweet suger-coated honey caramel candy dat u haf longed dream for.

i juz loved looking at pple living their fairytales, njoying every moment of it, reading their stories abt them n their prince charming or gorgeous princess, ranting abt their problems, n how they managed to actually cross over that obstacle.

when i look or read, i wld juz heave out a sigh....and wish dat the tingling sensation of having sumone to shower the love towards u wld juz run thru the heart over n over again...infinity times, forever n ever.

but......

Forever Doesn't Last

doesn't it?

*daydreams.....*