waddap yall...~how yall doin'..haha..kkae..now im talkin' nigga....haha...lolz..haiya...now at skool..doing the stoopid eng proj. ting again...but now not at the comp lab..im at the skool lib. its supposed to be eng period now..dunoe wad rest of the klaz doing in klaz...must be making noise....=P....aniwayz...its freezing cold rite now in da lib.....now i resourcing for sum stuff from X-Men The Movie.....chatting at msn wif aida..moi fren..and an aussie guy....dunoe how i got to noe him..lolz...newayz....bout my life.....nothing much....7th day of the fasting month.....so fast oredy 1 wk...AND I STILL HAVEN'T STARTED FASTING SIA..!!!stoopid menses....~haha...haf to pay back sia....i tink tmr i start fasting oredy..sat im meeting my dear.....breaking fast together outside...duno where...not sure yet...cant wait....tmr got no skool.....meeting my 2 pri skool best frenz to chill together after a looonggg time.....hehe...today got no plans....duno wad to do after skool..~k la...i tink i end here...ciaoz..PeAcE oUT mY NiGgAz....
Thursday, October 21, 2004
Monday, October 18, 2004
yo yo..~waddap ppLe..~haha.....been a looonnggg time since i got hold of the net...lolz....now at the skool lab....doing sum eng stuff on the movie x-men..while listening to my disc man.
i let u guys catch up on mah life.....
now its da fasting month...but i still havent start fasting..!!!!~period lar.....4 days oredy sia.... stoopid...newayz....im oredy wif sharul 4 one month....haiz....luv him soo much....he in ns now... became sooo tan...sexy sia..lolz.....but sorrie gerlz...his mine now...lolz...newayz....i luv him... there is alot 4 me to say..but i duno where to start..lolz...where should i start.........
haiz..duno la....k la..i tink i end here....ciaoz..!!!!~
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
i fought wif my parents...feel soo fucked up...been crying for the past 2 hrs....hate my parents....dis is my last time using the net....i duno wen i will get hold of a comp again....i hate my life...i hate my family....i hate everyone in dis house..noone cares...noone listens...i'm gonna live on my own world...by myself..i'm glad i haf u my dear.....u're my one and only...u're the onli one who cares wad i feel...wad i think....i lup u soo much...dun leave me....my eyes r sore...my nose is stuffed...my ears r stuffed....and i'm gonna tuck in my bed now.....end here....fucking parents i haf......i will never 4gif u 4 doing dis to me 4eva.........FuCk u..!!!~
Sunday, September 26, 2004
harluu..~
today...quite tiring...went to madrasah in the morning..then last minute ella sms me..said adan got 2 xtra tix for the dk barat comp Sri Temasek 2004. it was at Tamp Centrall CC.
K1-Hai Sing Catholic
K2-Ite Clementi (girlz)
K2-Ite Clementi (boyz)
K3-Bedok Town Sec
K4-[i 4got]
K5-Ite Tampines
K6-Ite Yishun
K7-Ngee Ann Poly
K8-Temasek Poly
K9-Marsiling Sec
newayzz....Ite Tamp became Champz.....2nd was Hai Sing Catholic and 3rd was Marsiling... congratz to all the skoolz..~
after dat i went home....met kartini half way.....damn tired when i got back home....dat was wad happen basically today...hehe..k la..off to sleep now..~ciaoz..!~
Friday, September 24, 2004
heyya..!!~im soo happy...im chatting wif my dear rite now..!!~so happy..!!~hehe.....i mish him soo much...!!!gonna meet him tmr..!~yay yay..!!~cant wait....hehe.....newayz....wadya tink i did wif my blog..??nice..??hehe....newayz...juz now at skool....boring..!~first 3 periods was A mathz... damn sianzzz..~did Binomial Theorem sumz....crap sia...was cracking my head while doing dem..!!~den it was 2 periods of physicz....~did sum experiment abt refraction of light....stress sia...we had to do for 5 diff. angles...hidayu stress sia..!~until she cry....ahakz...lolz...~realli veri hard urh...~stress sia...newayz....after dat it was recess.....den after dat was 2 periodz of bio...~ had a bio test on transport in man and plants......i never study..!!~aarrgghh.....!sonfirm im gonna flunk dis test..~all da ques i anihow do..!~haiz...i m sooo slacking dis yr......~i duno y...its juz too stressful..~
newayz...after skool...i went to the skul cafe......ate ice cream..den went home straight wif zareena n hidayu.....zareena went home...hidayu came over to my house...we started toking crap....~she larf like hell..haha....juz crapped alot.......she want home at 6+.....den i ate mcspicy burger....my dad bought from mcdonalds...den he also ordered pizza frm pizza hut...lolz...datz all da thappen today...
k la..i end here...ciaoz..!~
Monday, September 20, 2004
4 more days till my dear cumz home..~cant wait to meet him...how u find my new template..?cute rite..~haha... plZ tag my board....i was struggling to find a suitable template...
newayz...im chatting at mirc rite now...listening to songz....da usual stuff.....my mum nagging at me rite now in da background...wadeva..heck care...
juz now skool realli sux...it started out ok lar...did revision during E maths periods...den it was physics...boOring...den it was PE...we played basketball..crap sia...damn tired after dat...den it was recess....n dat is where da bad part of the day started to happen....it was after recess...n it juz finish raining at dat time..we had to assemble in da hall....den mrs sandra tan came to pick us up frm da hall..n guess wad...she n mdm fazidah notice our class line was too short..mdm fazidah ask to do a head count..n found out onli 27 ppLe were present...12 ppLe didnt know go where...!!hidayu counted again..tot there was a miscount...but it was correct.. a DOZEN ppLe were missing...~den mrs tan asked charlie to go look for dis DOZEN ppLe....n guess wad..they were found outside the classrm...they cabot recess assembly...siak urh..~we had to f**king wait for dem n guess wad....wen dey came back to the hall...mr nahar said dat the whole class will haf to go for detention for 1 whole hour after skool..!~~fark sia..!!~so fCuked up all the way back to class.....bcoz of 10 stoopid ppLe...the whole class had to suffer...damn..~everyone grumbled sia.....haiz...~
then after skool was a diff. matter..the klaz was suppose to haf physics remedial aft skool...but everyone decided not to go bcoz of the detention n everyone wanted to go back home early...but 3 or 4 ppLe wanted to go to physics remedial..~datz where the prob started....sum where angry..sum where fed up....sum didnt bother..~ fed up oredy....i suggested we juz go for the stoopid remedial for onli half an hour n later go detention...the most u finish detention at 4..den in the end..we went for detention at 2.30...haiz...duno wadz gonna happen to my klaz... say onli express...but class spirit n behaviour like shyt sia..~
duno wad gonna happen to my klaz la........newayz...den after skool...i n hidayu met zareena n aisyah at blk 120. wen we reach there....we saw 5 changkat pri students sitting together wif zareena n aisyah..kinda shocked..but became fwenz wif dem later..den we tok tok..n started crappin`...den wen we wanna go home..den they said they wanna be our "adik angkat"...den we said ok lor...so tmr meeting dem at the same place....
datz basically wad happen today....long story rite..???lolz....happy reading..~haha...k la...ciaoz..~
Sunday, September 19, 2004
hello ppLe..~wad ya tink of my bloggie..??juz editted it to a new template.....but still got sum error..duno y..lolz..~stoopid bloggie...newayz..tot of changing da template again...n da song oso..~:P...gonna haf tuition later......sianzZz..~boring..!~now chatting at mirc...n dwnloading songz...having a stomach ache rite now..!~lolz..~k la..dunoe wad else to say..oh yar..n tag moi board aitez..!!~
Friday, September 17, 2004
heyya..!!~waah...i long time nvr update sia..=p... my comp was down like shit.....haf to restart my system over n over again....newayz...i found a new guy..!!~hehe...his name sharul..he is a fren of sarman..who is my fren..who is zareena's guy..cool rite..haha...i mish him soo much...he went to camp la..n he will only be back nxt friday..so sad..but im meeting him nxt sat..cant wait....hehe...i'll edit my pathetic blog aitez...soo...yar...k ciaoz..dats all i haf to say...
Saturday, August 21, 2004
haiz...r0tting at h0me rite n0w...l0lz.n0 planz t0day....juz n0w g0t band..played big fun in the sun... nice song..!!!but i g0t sum st0opid s0l0...damn..!!!!newayz......i dwnl0ading s0ngz....missing my darlingz..!!!meeting him tmr...yay..!n its his bday...but i didnt get him aniting..!!!!!!i feel so0o guilty....i dun0 wad t0 get him..n i dun haf da m0ney..!!!arrgghh....haiz....its hard t0 get guys a g0od bday present...=p....newayz..i cant wait t0 meet my baby tmr.!!!hehe....i miss him so0o much..so0o l0ng never meet him 0redy..!!!!haiz...yester day had da st0opid teacher's day rehearsal....came h0me super tired...nxt my c0mm0n test starts....i'll keep my fingers cr0ss n h0pe f0r da best in my c0mmen test....wish me luck aitez....k la..end here...cia0z..!
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
aarrgghh..!!!!!my c0mp is sp0ilt again...!!!!!!F*** LaR..!!!!!!dAmmiT..!!!!y..?!y..?!y..?!aarrgghh..!! st0opid sia..n0w i at sk0ol in da c0mp lab....d0ing a big p0ster f0r X-Men The Movie..l0oking f0r sum pictures fr0m the m0vie n0w.......stupid sia...i can't even find the official website for the movie..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wad the hell.....k la..end here...i haf t0 rush n finish dis p0ster.....cia0z....
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
in sk0ol rite n0w....d0ing my pr0ject...haf t0 d0 a big p0ster abt Star Wars Episode II Attack Of The Clones...kinda lame sia....haiz...last min. ting sum m0re...we were t0ld t0 d0 dis 0nli yesterday...and we have t0 c0mplete it by t0day..!!haiz...s0 n0w in c0mp lab 2 wif my 0ther frens...dey als0 haf t0 d0 a pr0ject but 0n Shrek. soo stress la...haiz....k la..0f t0 d0 my pr0ject....need t0 l0ok f0r m0re pictures fr0m star wars...cia0z..!!!
Monday, August 16, 2004
wad happen 0n fri.....6th aug 
Sunday, August 15, 2004
I try to stay away from evil deeds but succumb to temptation every once in a while. I'm not quite on my way to hell but I certainly have some explaining to do.
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dun haf planz t0day....sit h0me n r0t..l0lz...watching da NDP parade enc0re telecast 0n suria...c0z didnt catch it 0n da actual day c0z i went 0ut t0 watch the firew0rks at marina 0n dat day...l0lz..newayz..feeling b0red rite n0w....listening t0 "Resah Kerinduan" by Spin..malay s0ng la...very nice...miss my larlingz very much..! i MisS u bAby..!!!g0ing t0 haf tuiti0n at 3 0r 4 like tat...b0ring sia..!!!tmr i g0t sk0ol...BORiNG..!!!!!....haiz......i wanna meet my baby...miss him sia..yesterday we 0nli met 4 a while......nvr get t0 g0 0ut wif him..haiz....wad t0 d0....k la...i end here...cia0z..!
Saturday, August 14, 2004
so0o sad rite n0w.....haiz....i was supp0se t0 g0 t0 #alam_siber bbq pit...but in da end i did n0t..c0z when i called my larlingz...he didn't pick up his f0ne..!!!i dun0 h0w many times i called him.....must be 20 0ver times..i dun0....so0o sad rite n0w...heartbr0ken.....haiz....i mish u larlingz..! u muz be realli tired c0z u slept 0n my sh0ulder juz n0w wen i was t0king 0n da f0ne...n u still dun wanna admit...haiz..so0o cute la u..hehe.....dun0 when g0nna meet u again sayang....mish u so0o much..!!!MuackZ..!
Friday, August 13, 2004
harluu..!!!waddap waddap..!!!!haiz....hmm...wad happen t0dae..?n0thing much realli....n guess wat....today is FRIDAY THE 13th..!!! Muahahaha..!!!!!scary rite..?l0lz....juz n0w came back fr0m sk0ol at.....3+....den i..hidayu...n zareena rent the VCD title "Pontianak Harum Sundal Malam"....imagine dat....friday the 13th..watched a scary m0vie..l0lz......it was really scary l0r da m0vie...haha.....newayz...hidayu was so0o freaked 0ut when watching da m0vie..haha..!i kept scaring her..!!it was so0o funny...!enuf wif dat 0redy.......erm....so0o i m dwnl0ading s0ngs n0w...g0ing t0 #alam_siber bbq pit tmr at east c0ast......can't wait...and i am g0nna meet my bel0ved larlingz..!!!i miss him so0o much..!!!!!luv u baby..!!!!hehe......!end here la...i juz finish my tuiti0n n i wanna g0 eat my mee g0reng...:P....cia0z..!0h yar...JempuT maKaN semerZ..!:)
Thursday, August 12, 2004
harluu....haiz...so0o b0red rite n0w.......reb0oted my wh0le c0mp...damn...c0z i 0s0 dun0 la wad happen....haiz......sianzZz....i miss my darling..!!!!y he nvr call me...nvm..i call him..hehe..listening t0 s0ngs n0w...:P..k la..end here...cia0z..!
0n fri....6th august 2004...
harluu...s0rrie 4 n0t updating 4 l0ng time...hehe......haiz.....i f0und a very special sum0ne wh0m i treasure da m0st....he is juz my preci0us darling...i miz him so0o much even th0ugh we met yesterday...i juz can't bare t0 live with0ut him....n0 w0rds can xplain h0w much i l0ve him...he is juz my sayang..!!i luv u dear n i miz u so0o much..!!!!!!!MuackZ....!!!i haf been thinking abt him f0r da wh0le day at sk0ol....wr0te his name all 0ver my paper...wr0te his name 0n my hand....dis is h0w much i really2 luv him...i can't bear t0 l0se u my dear..!!!!!!pLz dun LeaVe me..!!!!!!i w0n't LeavE u...s0rrie i caN't meet u t0day.....pLz 4give me dear.....we'll meet dis sat k...i miz u so0o much......!!!Muackz..!!!!!n...dis speCiaL sum0nE is my pReCi0us m0st L0vabLe iNdRa..!!!!!
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
harluu..!!!!!!!!waddap waddap...!!!!haha...haiz..i feel so0o tired..juz came back fr0m sk0ol btw..g0t NDP c0ncert rehearsal at sk0ol...i m hungry n tired..i bath 0redy..feel a bit fresher n0w.newayz...wadya tink abt my new template..!!!!??????cute rite...hehe....s0rrie f0r n0t updating f0r a l0ng time...i had t0 restart my wh0le system again c0z my c0mp was really sia0 dat time.....cann0t l0g 0n t0 the system at all....so0o...s0rrie yar..newayz..hmm...wad haf i been up t0..?i 0s0 dun0...haiz...juz preparing f0r my NDP concert dis fridae....i hate playing We Are Singapore..all is in a l0w register esp. da part where it g0es.."we are singapore...we are singapore...we're a nati0n str0ng n free f0rever m0re.."....i felt like fainting when playing dat..c0z it was s0 l0w....and it was very tiring t0 play......my lips were so0o tired...dun0 wad t0 d0....juz play l0r..luckily g0t ch0w kiat t0 help me wif dat part...newayz..i can't wait f0r da perf0rmance 0n fridae..g0nna be fun...we celebrating Sebas bdae 0s0 dat dae...so0o he g0ing t0 haf a big surprise...sir g0ing t0 gif him a brand new trombone mouth piece..imagine dat..!!???? sum m0re it is da dun0 wad la Chris sumting guy m0uth piece..!so0o expensive sia.!!!!haiya...w0nder wen is it g0nna be my turn..l0lz..!!can wait l0ng2..l0lz....k la..i end here...da back 0f my sh0ulder hurts like sh*t....dun0 y........buhbyez..pls leave ur c0mments aitez..!thanx..!
Sunday, August 01, 2004
heyya...l0ng time nvr update 0redy....my c0mp sia0 lar....s0 farked up abt it..haiz..i had t0 install my wh0le sys tem AGAIN..!!!!!!!!damn..!!!!haiya....wad t0 d0....nvm lar.....k la..i end here.. wanna g0 bath..later i update again aitez.cia0..!!_PeAcE oUt_
Thursday, July 22, 2004
harluu...!!!nice template n0t..??i juz changed it lar.hehe...nice rite..??!i still figuring 0ut h0w t0 make the p0p up b0x sia...damn syaza nvr tell me..l0lz.newayz...n0w i at sk0ol c0mp lab d0ing malay grammer....so0o b0ring..decided t0 edit my bl0ggy l0r..l0lz.haiz..i had t0 bandage my w0und...so0o painful sia.....i haf tr0uble walking up n d0wn the stairs..l0lz..haha...my leg straight all da way sia..feel s0 like "retard"..l0lz...haha.....haiz..dun0 wad t0 d0 after sk0ol.i tink g0 h0me straight lar...wif my leg like dis..i dun tink i m g0ing anywhere...l0lz..t0nite i g0t tuiti0n sia..haiz...tmr i g0ing t0 watch m0vie wif my "larlingz"..l0lz...yea rite..haha......k la..cia0z..0h yar..n my leg hurtz..!
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
heyy0..!!!i feel super tired rite n0w..!!!!juz n0w g0t the Racial Harm0ny Games at sk0ol.played netball..the first match was 3n2 n 3e3.i 4 g0t wad their sc0re was...but 3n2 w0n.nxt was 0ur match against 1e4.we played hard enuf n survived..we beat dem wif da sc0re 4-3.it was a realli t0ugh match c0z they had a basketball player..!!and she was my 0ppenent..!i played GD...n da basketball player was GA..!i had t0 run all 0ver the c0urt t0 chase her..!!!she was like super g0od sia..!!...the way she caught the ball..the way she sh0ot...sial la...i really admire her sh0oting..!she sh0ot like so0o easy sia..she g0t the ball 0nli..she sh0ot..n0 need t0 aim wan.sh0ot 0nli sc0re.i fed up..i started t0 play r0ugh..haha..i pushed her...l0lz.i am so0o baaadd..haha.but she sh0t da basketball style..s0 it was kinda cheating..but still very g0od l0r.
den da nxt match was against 3n2.it was a quite t0ugh fight c0z...their team g0t al0t 0f netball players...like nurul nadiah..haziqah..zarina....all g0od sia..i still played GD...and paired up wif haziqah.we played quite well f0r da first half...we were leading by 1..da sc0re was 4-3..during da break..we were very sure...dat da 0ther team w0uld catch up...we were very2 very sure..!n we were right....dey beat us 12-6..!!!can u imagine dat..haha...but we didnt mind..da onli thing we had in mind was dat we had fun...and we c0operated n help each 0ther.really had fun..0h yar..i 4g0t t0 add...i fell d0wn..!!!!hahaha..!!!! i was trying to catch da ball...but i was walking backwards....den i tripped 0n sum0ne's leg....dun0 whu..da nxt ting i n0e.. i was 0n da fl0or..my knee n my elb0w slided wif da fl0or..0uch.!!!haha..den i stand up..i so0o blur..haha..!i find it funny l0r..l0lz..haha...it still hurts. da w0und still very watery...if kena water..sial la..like want t0 cry..painful sia..!wakaka...!
i feel so0o tired n0w...k la..i end here...i haf a headache n0w...feel sleepy t0o..dun0 y..k la..cia0z..!!!
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
waddup pple..!!!!haha..so0o tired t0dae.i g0t band...came back at abt 7.haiz..tired sia.played da 2 nati0nal s0ngs which we haf t0 perf0rm 0n nati0nal day..6th august..tmr i g0t netball game..! da racial harmony games thingy..haiz..so0o lazy sia i want t0 play...very tired u n0e.c0mbining wif 3e4.haiz....tmr g0nna be quite a b0ring day i guess...wed always very b0ring ya n0e.haiz.. n0w playing game at mirc...n dwnl0ading s0ngs t0 burn int0 my frens cd...haiz.....k la..i end here..i 0s0 dun0 wad t0 write abt...cia0z...MuAckZ..!
Friday, July 16, 2004
harluu..!!!!waddap pple..!haiz..dwnl0ading s0ngs..i dun0 wad s0ngs sia t0 dwnl0ad.....haiz....still in my sk0ol unif0rm..t0day i becum gud gerl.....stay at h0me n r0t..haha....l0lz..so0o b0ring..having a st0opid st0mach ache rite n0w..l0lz.drinking tea....see la....i st0mach ache but i drink tea..haha...making it m0re w0rse rite..l0lz...tmr i g0t band..damn..must wake up early again..haiz.k la..end here..i dun0 wad t0 say 0redy..l0lz...cia0z..!
dis is me...my cousin..n my fren..herdiana. t0ok dis 0n da same day as da 0ther pic i p0sted..nj0y..!
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
haiz...freezing c0ld rite n0w...kinda juz finish tuiti0n..l0lz.hw finish..1st time c0mpleted it.raining like super heavy juz n0w sia..!!!drenched fr0m head t0 t0e..haha..den rite...went past the Citarasa restaurant..g0t dis big gr0up 0f guys g0t gathering 0r sumting like dat..dey kacau me sia..so0o happy..l0lz.was wif hidayu at dat time..haha...very2 cute guys sia..!!haiz...but i m n0t g0ing t0 like ani0ne like i t0ld ya....g0nna keep mah pr0mise aytez...:)..end here..wanna l0g 0ff...cia0z.!gud nyde..! swit dreamz..!!!
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i t0ld him the truth.
i t0ld him i like him.
but i didn't get the reply i wanted...
i was j0king ar0und wif him..
n i asked him wad if sum0ne liked him
he asked me who..
i didn't wanna tell him
he insisted 0n kn0wing...
n finally i t0ld him it was me..
he wanted a c0nfirmati0n abt it..
n i c0nfirmed wif him dat it was me.
he simply said..
"t0o bad.i dun trust in girls anymore"
dat was his exact w0rds
it sh0t me like a dagger piercing thr0ugh my heart.
it sh0t like a spear being pierced thr0ugh my st0mach
it was so0o painful...
warm tears fl0wed d0wn fr0m my eyes
i c0uld n0t he believed he said dat...
i d0nt kn0w h0w t0 accept it
i w0n't be able t0 accept it.
is dis wad i deserve..?
i regret f0r telling my true feelings.
i sh0uldn't haf t0ld him....
i shall hate myself f0r dis....
i w0n't 4get u...
this w0und w0n't seem t0 heal
it will be a permanent w0und
which will remain in my heart....
Mario Winans ft. P Diddy
I don't wanna know
Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissin wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself
I don't wanna know
If you're playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin please don't let it show
Ohh baby I don't wanna know
Ohhh baby
I think about it when I hold you
When lookin in your eyes I can't believe
And I don't mean to know the truth
Baby keep it to yourself
I don't wanna know
If you're playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin, please don't let it show
Ohh baby I don't wanna know
Baby does he touch you better than me (touch you better than me)
Does he watch ya fall asleep (watch ya fall asleep)
Does he show you love this way
And the things you do to me (do to me baby)
If you're better off that way (better off that day)
Baby all that I can say (all that I can say)
Go on and do your thing and don't come back to me
(Stay away from me baby)
[P Diddy]
I don't even know where your whereabouts are
Or how you movin
I know when you in the house or when you cruisin
Its been proven my love you abusin
I can't understand how a man got you choosin (yeah)
Undecided I came and provided my undivided
You came and denied (why?) it don’t even try it
I know when you lyin (I know when you lyin)
Don't even do that
I know why you cryin (stop cryin)
I'm not applyin no pressure
I just wanna let you know (I don't wanna let you go)
That I don't wanna let you go
And I don't wanna let you leave
Can't say I didn't let you breathe
Gave you extra cheese (c'mon)
Put you in the SUV
You wanted ice so I made you freeze
Made you hot like the west Indies (that's right)
It's time you invest in me
Cause if not then its best you leave
Holla
I don't wanna know
If you're playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin, please don't let it show
Ohh baby I don't wanna know
If you're playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin, please don't let it show
Ohh baby i don't wanna know
If you're playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin, please don't let it show
Ohh baby I don't wanna know
haiz...raining like wad t0dae.so0o heavy..having such a headache..!!!uurrgghh..!feels like my wh0le head is g0nna break int0 pieces..!!!!hey..guess wad..i g0t heartbr0ken again..!!!!its already been 3 times in a r0w..!!!!wad da f***..!!!!f*** diS wh0lE buLLs**t w0rld..!!!sum0ne pLAcE a cuRsE 0n Me...sWeAriNg 0n Me dAt i w0ulD n0t haf anY l0ve ReLaTi0nShiP iN diS f***iNg pLaCe..!!fArk u..!!!!i hAtE mYseLF f0r diS..!!!iTs aLL juZ faNtaSiEs..!!!i m so0o g0nNa sWeAr 0n MySeLf t0 nEvEr LiKe 0r LuV aNi0nE!!!aNd iF i D0...i m so0o g0nnA hAte mYseLf f0r tHe ReSt 0F my LiFe..!so0o..all my fReNs...if i EvEr faLL f0r ani0ne....hiT mE hArD in Da HeAd k..!!aNd if u DuN...i'M g0nnA hAtE u..!!!! fArK diS fArKinG w0rLd..!!!!i'M so0o g0nnA bE c0Ld heaRtEd dAt u w0uLd hAtE mE f0R dA rEsT 0f uR LiFe......!!!!!@#$%^&*..!!!!aaRRggHH..!!!h0w i WiSh i w0uLd DiE aNd LeAVe fr0M aLL diS hUrT i M g0inG tHr0ugH....!!dAmN aLL u ppLe..!!!!!
Read the rest of this entry...Saturday, July 10, 2004
dis is me n my fave cuz...ella..!hehe....c0usins 4eva..!!
this is my id0l f0rever..!!! PuSs iN b0oTs..! isn't he juz so0o ad0rable..!!!!!aww.........
heyy0.!!!juz came back fr0m band practice..played Yujian, Doremi and Hujan Di Tengah Hari.n0t so0o b0ring...after dat went t0 eat at banquet wif ella...hidayu..n faeezah. Thursday was the Viva La Musical III. n i haf t0 say...it was a success.!!!!!yes..!!! i m so0o happy and satisfied after all the hard w0rk n practice we been thr0ugh.i really nj0yed myself.it was da first time f0r me.so0o..n0w i n0e h0w it feels like t0 be in Vict0ria C0ncert Hall perf0rming.it was really a first time f0r me...n0w i w0nder when changkat band is g0nna perf0rm an annual public c0ncert..must be in like abt 5 yrs time. l0lz.sept 0ur band perf0rming f0r east 0ne cluster.dun0 wh0 g0ing f0r da camp.sir havent ch0ose yet.l0lz.i cant wait.c0z i want t0 see all the cute guys..hehe...next yr g0ing syf 0redy..n i haf a s0l0 t0 d0 sia.damn..!dun0 if i can d0 it well. h0pe i can... haiz..better st0p n0w.dun0 wad t0 write 0redy la...haha..cia0z..!
Read the rest of this entry...Wednesday, July 07, 2004
wah lau....everyday 0s0 i c0me back so0o tired.juz n0w g0t the stupid NAPFA test.n0w.. my wh0l b0dy aches..!!!feels like my b0dy parts are g0ing t0 break 0ff...!haha...haf malay c0mp0 t0 c0mplete..E maths hw t0 d0..damn.tmr is my big performance wif pasir ris sec band at Victoria Concert Hall.so0o excited..bertram is perf0rming t0o.h0pe i w0n't bl0w 0ff da perf0rmance.haiz..1st time wad perf0rm at such event.kan chi0ng
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
haiz...i m so0o tired....juz came back fr0m pasir ris band practice.s0 tired.haiz...wait later g0t tuiti0n sum m0re...wah lau.n0 rest sia..!!haiz...k la..end here.haf t0 get ready f0r tuiti0n.
Read the rest of this entry...Monday, July 05, 2004
waddup..!haiya..!!!!i m feeling so0o fucked up.!!!aarrgghh..!g0t sc0lded fr0m da "w0man" juz f0r c0ming h0me late..!?guess wad time..?!it was 0nli 8.20 n she has t0 make a big deal 0ut 0f it..!fark sia..!i was like d0ing my pr0ject which is due t0m0rr0w.!well.. d0es she even care..?! 0BVIOUSLY NOT.!!!aarrgghh..!!!!!damn la..!! @#$%^&*!!dis is BuLLs**T..!!aarrgghh..!!!n0w d0ing my chem hw..!i can't even c0ncentrate..!!!!i m realeasing my anger at da inn0cent keyb0ard..!hitting every single butt0n..!!!!!aarrgghh..!!!!h0w h0w h0w..!!!!h0w..!!!!?????aarrgghh..!!!y am i screaming..!??!y am i angry..??!!!c0z i m so0o fucked up dats y..!!!aaarrgghh.!!!tomorrow got sk0ol..!!!!tomorrow got band..!!!aarrgghh..!!!how sia..!!????da "w0man" juz came 0ut 0f her r0om t0 scream at me..!i m her anger t0y wad..?!!!!!she screams at me wad wen she angry..??!!my sister never gets any sc0lding..!!fark her..!i m so0o angry..!!!!aarrgghh..!!!h0w i wish i was n0t in dis h0use.!!!if 0nly i c0uld juz run away fr0m everyting..!!!!!!aarrgghh..!!sum0ne help me..!!!!!i better st0p 0r dis inn0cent keyb0ard is g0nna break int0 pieces!
Read the rest of this entry...Sunday, July 04, 2004
haiz..t0day n0thing much happen..stil feel very tired due t0 yesterday!.went t0 my religi0us class in da m0rning..cancelled my tuiti0n.!!yay..!haha..free time..!tmr g0ing 0ut mayb wif aizat n hidayu.havent c0nfirm yet.haiz..dun0e wad t0 say la...cia0z..!
Read the rest of this entry...Saturday, July 03, 2004
hiya...juz came back..had band practice f0r like the wh0le day..!so0o tired..!i m w0rn 0ut..!haiz...in da m0rning did drill at changkat...den aftern0on went t0 pasir ris g0t full dress rehearsal.practice n0n-st0p.so0o tired....
Read the rest of this entry...Friday, July 02, 2004
h0la..!haiz...so0o tired...went 0ut wh0le day...wif hidayu..r0unding the wh0le 0f tamp. firstly decided t0 meet my guy..in da end..he didnt even c0me up t0 me..didnt even call me..so0o sad.n angry t0o..!haiz...den dun even b0ther t0 k0l me sia..damn him..den he went h0me 0redy..d0n0 h0w t0 k0l me..i n0e la i n0t pretty..if dun like den juz say s0.n0 need t0 make me until like dis sia..i even went t0 his bl0ck..h0ping t0 meet him..den i called him..n he was n0t at h0me..his mum said he went t0 play s0ccer..s0 went t0 the place near da stadium..t0t he w0uld be there...but n0.he said he g0ing t0 k0l me at nite...but until n0w..still nvr call me...haiz...always like dis..sto0pid sia..so0o heartbr0ken..!
Read the rest of this entry...Thursday, July 01, 2004
harluu..!!t0day i so0o happy..!hehe..!dis m0rning at 0212 hrs...my fren rauuf s0unded me.
it came t0 me as quite a sh0ck really..l0lz.didnt xpect it.he is a really fun guy.very funny..was always laughing wen t0king 0n da f0ne wif him last nite till 2pm in da m0rning.l0lz.haha..g0nna meet him tmr and catch a m0vie...spiderman 2.hehe..cant wait.
very sweet guy.w0ndering wen he g0nna call me.he g0t f0otball training t0dae.tink finish 0redy.guess g0nna call him later.=)..me so0o happy...hehe..k la..me end here...g0nna g0 call him.cia0z.!
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Wednesday, June 30, 2004
narcissistic
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harlu.feeling a bit better c0mpared t0 yesterday.still hurt urh.but 0k la.newayz..sk0ol was bulls*** juz n0w.haha...dat st0opid mary s0h..!! CME is supp0se t0 be fun..she made da wh0le less0n like super b0oring.!!haiz...dere is sumting wr0ng wif my DCC..!!!i can't send files sia..!even 0n msn..!!!fark..!
heck care la...i 0s0 dun care...haha..n0w....dwnl0ading sum s0ngs..chatting at mirc n surfing da net..so0o b0red..g0t hw..but i dun wan t0 d0..l0lz.!k la...end here..dun0 wad else t0 say..
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
haiz...t0day is so0o sad f0r me.haiz....dere is dis guy i met yesterday..n i really liked him.he treat me like i m his gal..but i m actualli n0t.he is juz a very sweet guy. n i really like him f0r dat..but t0day..i f0und 0ut he d0es n0t want t0 haf a girl.he is waiting f0r his 1st l0ve t0 g0 back t0 himif n0t..f0r his 2nd l0ve..i was juz so0o sad..super sad..!!fr0m dat 0n..i juz didnt had the m0od t0 d0 aniting.i didnt eat.i can't tink..i dun even n0e h0w t0 d0 simple additi0n..!!!!wad am i g0ing t0 d0.during tuiti0n..i felt like crying juz tinking abt it...i can't get it 0ut 0f my head..!!!
WaD Am i T0 D0...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????????????
mUsT diS kiNdA tiNG hApPeN wEn i Am SeRi0uS aBt a PeRs0n..??!!!!!!!!
i M juZ so0o fuCkEd uP..!!!
Sunday, June 27, 2004
harluu...i m like s0o n0t feeling well..!!i haf dis terrible flu n c0ughing like hell.dun0 whether can g0 sk0ol 0r n0t.haiz..wanna make 0ne big ann0uncement..!!!!
T0M0RR0W SK00L RE0PENS..!!!!!!!!!!!!!AARGGHH..!!!!!
damn...i havent even d0 my hw sia..st0opid..!g0nna get lectured by my teachers sia..
damn..!
juz n0w i went t0 my c0usin's bday.0k lar..its mainly f0r the small kids.den after dat went t0 TM t0 g0 l0ok f0r my sk0ol sh0e.i b0ught a pair 0f reeb0k sh0es.it c0sts $39.90. haha..well...end here..dun0 wad t0 say 0redy..g0nna pack my bag n get ready fer sk0ol tmr ya..g0tta sleep early.dun wanna g0 t0 sk0ol late f0r the first day.but i dun haf da m0od t0 g0 tmr wif my c0nditi0n dis bad.haiz..better bring 0ne b0w 0f tissue tmr.juz in case.l0lz..!cia0z..!!
gud m0rning..!!!i juz w0ke up....s0 very blur.newayz i'd be g0ing 0ut s0on..t0 my cute little cousin's bday party at queensway mcd0nalds.well..gtg n0w...g0tta change.haha.. buhbyez..!will update my bl0g later aightz.
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Saturday, June 26, 2004
hiya..!i like kinda juz came back.met him..very cute guy.hehe..!funny t0o.i was late like 1/2 h0ur..o0opz.!haha...!!went t0 paya lebar. ate at kfc..hehe..spent like alm0st an h0ur juz eating bc0z 0f me..!haha..!the f0od was 0n him.h0w kind.hehe! that was da 0nli place we went c0z he was g0nna g0 0ut wif his frenz.we t0ok the mrt back.he dr0pped 0f at tanah merah c0z he was g0ing t0 the airp0rt.den i went h0me al0ne..haiz.
n0w i at h0me...juz finish playing my new keyb0ard.haha..!made super l0ud n irritating n0ise wif it..!haha..!played sum lame nursery rhymes n s0ngs.i m like so0o irritating....haha..!!!
rite n0w i d0wnl0ading s0ngs.haiz...dun0 wad s0ng t0 dwnl0ad.so0o b0red..k la..i end here...buhbyez..!
gud m0rning..!hmm...wad ar my plans t0dae.....
i t0t 0f g0ing t0 pasir ris band t0dae..but i have better plans.t0dae..i m meeting my AM frenz.meeting him at 12.30 simei mrt..g0ing 2 watch m0vie at suntec i guess.can't wait.
n0w chatting in mIRC..l0okinf at saifud fl0oding the main chan...testing 0ut his new script.hahaha...
end here la..i wanna change..g0ing 0ut..haha..
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Wednesday, June 23, 2004
The times we had
The memories we shared together
I thought that we could last
But I was wrong...so very wrong
I did not know what happened
I did not know it could happened
But all I know it happened
And it just happened
I couldn't understand why
It had to end this way
But it just did
And there is no other way
22nd March 2004
The day just before our 3rd month together
Our relationship had ended
I know I caused this to happen
And I really didn't mean it
But please don't blame me
Coz you just did
I have caused you hurt
I have caused you tears
I have caused you everything
But happiness which you long earned
I hope you forgive me
For all the mistakes I've made to you
I hope you forgive me
For causing you to suffer all this
Please don't hate me for life
Cause I will hate you too
Don't forget me
Cause I will always remember you
I'll keep you in my heart forever
22nd March 2004
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| A | Ambivalent |
| Q | Quick |
| I | Ideal |
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Tuesday, June 22, 2004
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harluu again...:).gud m0rning.!kinda juz w0ke up..hehe.n0thing g0ing 0n in my schedule t0dae.s0..better start d0ing my hw.sk0ol re0pens abt a wk away n i m s0 g0nna get int0 tr0uble wen i nvr d0 my hw.haha..i havent eaten my breakfast.damn hungry sia.!i will definitely put pics 0n my bl0g s0on..(if i can get dis damn scanner t0 start w0rking..!)keep viewing my bl0g aight n gimme ur c0mments.s0 i can impr0ve it. thanx.
Read the rest of this entry...Monday, June 21, 2004
harluu pple..!!h0w r u..!?hehe...i like kinda juz came back frm wild wild wet.it wAs LiKe suUpEr fUn..!!hAhA.!iTs a MuZ g0 kinDa tiNG.tHeRe wErE LiKE s0 mAnY cUtE gUyS aLL aRd..!!!haha.!!hEaVen..!but lemme tell u....u haf t0 g0 there in a grp..n0 fun g0ing like 0nly 2 pple 0r 3.g0 at least 6 pple.iT w0uld bE vErY fUn.but makE suRe hEiGhT sh0uLd bE 1.47 0r Ab0vE 0r u w0uld haf t0 bE aCc0mPaNiEd bY aN aDuLt.dAt w0uLd bE suuPeR b0ring..!!but..ur Main iDeA 0f g0ing tHeRe is t0 GeT wEt..s0 maKe suRe u Be WeT all ThE tiMe.haha...!!
But it is VeRy TiRiNg aFtEr sPeNdiNg a Wh0Le DaY thErE.buT i M g0inG aGaiN dis WeD.WiF m0i GaLfreNz.cAnT wAit...hehe..!!sAviNg tHe m0nEy..haha...
i EnD hErE i GuEsS..neEd t0 g0 tAkE a sh0wEr.hAvEnT sh0wEr yEt siNcE i g0t BaCk..haha..!
cia0z.!~.:aDi0z Amig0z:.~
its been a lo0o0ong time since i last edited my bl0g. haha...n i mean lo0o0ong time. newayz..t0day i m g0ing t0 Wild Wild Wet wif my c0usin. Can't wait.hehe...
lets t0k abt my h0lz.Its been 0k. But the best part 0f my h0lz is my visit t0 cairns.! dat was da best..!!we went sn0rkelling at GrEaT bArRiEr ReEf.!can u imagine dat..??!!my relatives were all so0o jeal0us wen i t0ld dem abt it.haha..!!den we went t0 dis incredible place called Mungalli Falls.There we met the 0wner 0f da place.. Mark, Isla n Tim.they r like da m0st superb bunch 0f pple i ever met.i really felt like i was at h0me when i was there.den we went t0 all type 0f places wif da help 0f 0ur t0ur leader..Ray.he was great.
When 0ur last day came, all 0f us were so0o sad t0 leave the incredible place.But we were very sure that we br0ught back 0ur mem0ries which w0uld last a lifetime.
I MiSs CaiRnS!!!!
0ther den da fun part...there is always the b0ring part 0f h0lz. h0mEw0rK.!!!i did n0t t0uch any 0f my h0mew0rk since the start 0f h0lz.haha...
i've been feeling crappy since yesterday.my c0mp had dis maj0r pr0b.i cant get int0 the wh0le system n my uncle had t0 install every single blinking thing in my c0mp.!i haf t0 start fr0m scratch..!!all my music files..my pictures...EVERYTHING!!!!damn it.aarrgghh..!
HaTe dis TinG. nEwayz...my sis is watching..i dun0 wad.she laughing by herself while watching tv.haha.crazy gerl.my c0usin went t0 the t0ilet t0 "berry"..means berak..means shit in the t0ilet.haha...!juz t0 tell u..i havent had my sh0wer..!!.still haf a very blur face.!
i m so0o b0red..well i better end here..0r it will nvr end at all.haha...
cia0..adi0z amig0z.~
Friday, April 02, 2004
y0z..supz supz peepz..!!!hie..hehe...well..t0dae n0thing much happen..
Thursday, April 01, 2004
man...sk0ol was s0 b0ring sia juz n0w...my fren..nix0n..he kena slap at da st0mach by Ng0h sia..c**ai sia dat guy...f**k him sia..anih0w wat t0 beat pple like dat juz bc0z he bad m0od wif his previ0us klaz which he th0ught....anih0w sia dat guy...he sh0uld ap0l0gise sia..!!
newayz....sk0ol...b0ring..!!!g0t t0 d0 sum ge0g SEQ...crap sia...i dun even n0e wad da ques. asking f0r..=P..my ge0g teacher nvr cum..s0 g0t sum relief teacher...
hmm..summ0re wad happen ar..?erm...o0o...yar..i juz remember...PE was damn tiring sia...haf t0 run 1.2..s0 b0ring...den haf t0 g0 fitness c0rner..d0 crap..my leg still hurts fr0m the run..i feel like my knee cap want t0 fall 0ff sia..s0 painful...!!..i guess dats wat "iNtErEsTiNg" happen a sk0ol...LoLz..!!cya...=)
hmm...everything has been alright f0r me....juz g0tten a bit f**ked up lately...:P..but wad da heck.!! i dun like t0 get angry la...dat is juz n0t me...hyak hyak..!!!sk0ol has been super b0red0me f0r me..!! g0 sk0ol i sleep sia..!!dats wat i d0...kEkEkE...!!erm...t0dae is s0 super h0t...i feel like tearing my cl0thes 0ff n run naked all 0ver the place..!!!aaarrgghh..!!!!!haha....!!erm...g0t hw...e maths..
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