yesterday...went out wif mah darling gurlfrenz. its been a long time since we last went out...miss those days...haiz......

anyhoos....ayu came over to my place....we decided to visit da band since ayu was on her off day..aanndd....i haf nothing to do at home..like always..soo yarh..decided to go to band.....but diana called us...and say she wana go to orchard to buy a pair of slippers frm topshop. soo me and ayu left my crib at 5 and walk to da interchange...met diana at 5.30. soo yarh..we took da train and headed to Orchard.

and diana kept on complaining abt not wearing da right outfit for dat day. and i keep larfing my head off..LoLx.

soo we reached Orchard..and headed to Topshop at Wisma Atria. that was about 6+. and diana searched her pair of slippers..and she came across dis purple top..soo she decided to buy it. we had to wait for diana's fren who is a staff at Topshop so dat she can get a 20% discount for each item. -_-'.

anyhoos.....we waited for quite sum time. lol..walked ard da shop..looking at da clothes...and they r soo blardy expensive. shyds.

soo..in da end diana's fren came.....and it was after sum time. lolx. she paid for her stuff and we went to ladies after dat.

diana said "shud i try da top?"..."juz try larh"..dats wad i said...

and soo she did....and...

diana:"naqiah....ketat giler seyy!!"....doh!..."nik kalau kluar tak bole mkn nik.bole tukar tak? u tink can change or not da size?"
ayu:"u can obviously change it wad!"
naQ:"u bought it only like a few mins ago?!"
diana:"alar..paisei arr. shud haf try juz now.shud i change it?"
naQ:"i duno...u wana change juz change arr.."
ayu:"yarh"
diana:"hmm..i thought wana buy da other top."
naQ:"but the other one is $23 ya noe..and dis top is only $19"
diana:"i tink can top up larh"
naQ:"k larh....anyting larh..up to u."
diana:"i tink change da size."

and at dis moment....ayu was combing and duno do wad wif her hair...LoLx.

soo..lesson to be learnt from here.....never be lazy to try out the size of ur top. coz it might seem dat it fits u...but u might never noe.

in da end...went back again to Topshop to change da size....diana bought size 34...soo she took 36 and 38..and dis tyme she bothered to go to the fitting rm to try it on.doH!

so me n ayu waited......when diana was out..

diana: "i tink i take the other one.....dis top susah nak kenakan dgn baju."
naQ: "up to u arr.."
ayu: -_-

soo we went to get another design..but same colour....ayu went duno where..lolx.

diana: "u tink dis one can or not? dis is meant to be loose ryd?"
naQ: "erk yarh...i tink so."
diana: "erm..i tink no need to try larh."

soo we headed back to the cashier.....and paid for da stuff...and we totaled...a whole 1 hr at one place. woo hoo!!!

diana...if u r reading dis...nxt tyme try wadeva outfit dat u buy kayz...*grins*

soo...we headed out of wisma......and wanted to get a drink..saw starbucks and i bought Chocolate Frappucino Blende Cream and diana bought Mango Frappucino Blended Tea....i tink. and ayu...she has da 2 words "i'm broke" all over her..

soo..den...we decided to take neoprints..soo we headed for The Heeren. we almost got lost...ALMOST. but we managed to walk along the correct direction..

soo..we walked..and larf..and walked..and larf....(diana wants a boyfren)..and soon we reached Heeren. soo yarh..we headed to the 4th floor i tink...took pics...and here they are......



and dat was wad i did...yest...lolx.

we will be girlfriends...always. lurva ya guys loads.xoox

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bitch...
slut...
prostitute...
whore...

is this wad i get for being nice? hmm....i guess..everything isnt always as sweet as it looks.....haiz..

it really hurts ya noe...although i may seem like i couldnt care less...but deep down inside..only i know. i really cant understand y nowadays its all juz abt sex sex sex....its all L.U.S.T and no more L.O.V.E. haiz..it really sux...and at da moment when i hope dat sumting wld happen soon...den again...mayb it wont.... all hopes shattered...in only a blink.

Why? Why? Why? Why does it really sux?

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woke up at 11.30 and i woke up only when my mum called my hp. lolx...if not for dat phone call...i would not haf woke up at dat tyme. lolx....

anyhoos....i dragged myself out of bed and started da day wif vacuuming the whole house..and yes...without bathing...*grins*...

so clean da whole house...n soon..my mum and sis was home. and dat time i was still vacuuming. soo yarh...vacuumed and vacuumed....in da end..i bathed at 2. lolx..wad can i say..i am a hardworking person..

soo yarh..after i bath and all...went online..bored...soo went to watch tv...my mom went to attend a friend's wedding...soo left me and my sis. ate lunch and watched tv wif mah sis.....

den...out of the blue..ibrahim called me...say he wana meet me. den i was like.."wad the..?!"..nie anak tkde angin tkde ribut kol akoo ckap nk jumpe...otak mati siotz. ader angin larr actually..it was raining super heavily..soo in da end met up wif ibrahim...he said he was ard my area..soo decided to meet me coz he was bored. -_-' dis guy super weirdo.....soo we talked and crap all da way......

den abt 6+ i went home....watched tv wif mama and sis....citer EC on suria. funny arr da show....soo yarh..had tea time....den went online again.....

den my mum asked wad i wanted to have for dinner...she suggested we go to tamp and have dinner there...soo we did....ate at food culture...i had fishball noodle...

soo now..msning wif sHah.....and toking crap at MIRC. i guess dats wad i always do..lolx...

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today is Wak's burfdae.....Happy birthday wak!!!!!!!! i duno how old r u though. lolx.....anyhoos...semoga dipanjangkan umur..dan dimurahkan rezeki~ Amin....

soo yesterday want to Anugerah Planet Muzik 2006...it was totally awesome. direct and straight-forward...dis yr show did not put the audience to sleep that's fer sure....however..its not really as happening as last yr. but i did enjoy it though!!

pictures? i couldnt take much coz i was quite a distance frm the stage. i juz took the whole stage. anyhoos...here are sum pics fer u to njoy......



the stars of the show....lolx....we were cam-whoring b4 da show. i duno if u kol dat dressing up though...LoLx.~!





In Max Pavilion Singapore Expo...right before the show starts.....



The stage for the show....cool! i lurve the lights...and the 6 screens on the stage.



the host for the show......Aznil Nawawi, Adi Rahman, Fiza O and Nini.

during the show..........





that's Ariel and Andika from Peterpan....and gosh.they r so hot!!!

and that's it folks...not much pics though.....but i did enjoy yest nite. thanx mama fer da tix!!!!

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today...went out da whole day!!!! shopping!!! wwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeee~

woke up early today coz i thought wana go to Raffles Medical Group for my check up for my poly admission~ but in da end..turns out that the branch at Tampines needs an advanced appointment. so in da end...decided to go to Raffles Hospital. soo...went out at 1+ wif mama. took the train to Bugis. went to Raffles Hospital and queued to register~ and hell....it was crowded! all poly students. lolx. carrying their x-rays. its actually a funny sight. lolx....so..when it was my turn to register...turns out i cant hadf my urine test coz i was having my menses and its only my 3rd day today. so in da end.....decided to come back on Monday. hell larr....come all the way den cannot have my check up. blardy hell!!!!

anyhoos....me and mama larfed at the pple carrying their x-rays ard Bugis. haha!!! i cant wait to see how my chest looks like. hehe....

soo....after Bugis...me and mama headed to the MRT to go to City Hall to go Peninsula Plaza. mama needed to pay sum stuff..duno fer wad. den met wif a long time fren of mama's. i duno the guy though. after paying....mama went to the money changer to change Sing Dollars to Malaysian Ringgit. after dat......went to buy jeans!! i bought two of em. lurve u mama~ em gona take my pants later. haiz........

after dat....went to Tamp Mall and meet up wif papa, nenek and ella. my nenek suro belikan ella a new phone. in da end...went phone hunting. soo....finally ella bought a new Nokia 7360. nice phone...! it's da collector edition phone larr..da one wif da flowery design and all.

anyhoos....once ella bought her fone.....went to pick up my sis frm skewl and went for dinner at Sakura Eastpoint at Simei. eat n eat n eat....den headed back home..but on da way back to the car....came across a bra shop. and i bought 2 bras!!!!! n blardy hell larr.....em using a 38C sia! shyd shyd shyd....my boobs are getting bigger~ dammit! i bought one blue one..and one black one....yay!!!!

soo yarh....bought 2 jeans and bought 2 bras. cool ryd? lolx......

*~ I miss u.....and I know u do...~

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rot rot rot and rot at home..~ blardy tired of it. argh!!!!

blogging at dis hour...duno y. cant sleep. i tink em gona crash soon......~

soo today...my sis woke up at 9+. said she wana go skewl. den i was like "arh ok bye." and she juz left. my granny was having a massage in her rm.

in da end...i went back to slp...and woke up in between hours. replied msgs frm sharul...he asked a favour frm me...asking me to top up his hp........duno whether to do so or not....~ haiz....i wana help...but sumting in me tell me not to do so. i duno... anyhoos....got a msg frm isaac telling me dat he was at skewl...and dat he felt much better after toking to me last night. been worried sick abt his condition seyy. he has high fever...39.7. scary right? and he did not call me today~ haiz...waited fer him to be online...but he didnt come online. waited for his call...but no calls...or even a msg~ haiz.....i guess he is resting. he needs da rest. wonder what he is doing now~

soo...yeah...i woke up at 11 in da end....den switched on da comp and started hogging on da net. went on mIRC and started crapping away~ thought wana go out today...but in da end...lazy~ lol..! nura and fifi asked me out. i had to clean da hse..soo didnt went out...but in da end..fifi asked me to call her.....said to mit her at my blk.....i was tired after cleaning..but in da end..i juz went down. met her....den she asked me to go North Park. i was like "arh?! uat pe siotz...? tak nak arr...." but in da end...pegi jugak...doinkz tol.

anyhoos...fifi met up wif her frens. i oso make frens....friendly wad..!!!! lolx. den juz crapped for abt 2 hrs or soo~ stoopid sia..her frens all so farni. haha.....cant help but lurfed mah arse off..~

den at 6 went back to mah crib. switched on da comp again~ crapped on mIRC again~ check my AM account~ checked my friendster account~ downloaded songs~ sing my heart out~ larfed at my sister for making a mess when doing her art~

and soo....til dis moment...i had a surprise frm my oh-so-wonderful girlfriend. turns out..she has a boyfriend!!!!! aarrgghhh damn her!!!! (em gona strangle u ayu and dig out ur internal organs and blend dem all together!) lolx. dont worry ayu..u nid not run away frm me when we mit on thurs k larlingz! hehe....anyhoos...congratz ayu larlingz! hope u last wif ted k~

tmr.......oh wait..it is oredy tmr........ermm....today...gona go doc check up fer my poly admission~ must do x ray. blardy hell!!! soo troublesome larr!!! aiyoo..~ chest x ray to check whether i haf TB or not~ wad the!!!? -_-'. soo gona go to my check up..den after dat...my mummy gona bring me to the hair dresser's to go dye my hair!!!! wwwooo hhhhooo!!! my head is gona be a another colour!! cant wait...~ yay!!! em gona do some shopping fer myself.....coz daddy juz got his pay!! lolx! lurve u papa!!! muax!

gona hit da sacks...~ my bed is calling fer me...~

*~ no matter how ugly u r to everyone else... u r still the most beautiful person in my eyes....<3

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Could it be what I think it is?
Or is it just an illusion playing inside of me.

When I first know you,
I thought, "You're just another friend."
But as time passes by,
Turns out that maybe you're just not "another" friend...

We chatted online and offline.
Get to know each other's qualities and flaws.
We did have some sour moments,
But we didn't let that get in the way.

I love your laughs,
And love your style.
You can simply make my day,
By just saying "Hey!"

I know it's not easy as it seems,
And I don't think I'm ready for it.
But I simply can't wait to stare deep into your eyes,
And see through you, the sincerity inside.

I miss you
And you know it too.
But there is something you should know
That I haven't actually told you.




I Love You <3

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hrmm......here i am..blogging my arse off at dis hour. lolx. sleepy n tired. gona go off to slp after dis..~ -_- *yaWnz...*

anyhoos....i juz came back frm a day at east coast and my arse is screaming da hell out of me due to much cycling....lolx.had a bit of an accident juz now. blardy lil kid..!!! btol mintak kener sepak, terajang, tumbuk, tendang, pukul, bantai arr tuh anak!!!! wah lau...wana cycle but duno where to look. blardy hell...! becoz of dat brat...i got one scar across my arm. shyd lar!!! dah tak hensem tangan guek... and not only a scar...got blue black some more..!! oucH!! and nenek doesnt seem to get dat thru her coz she keeps holding my hand and hitting me at dat area..!!! *heLp me!*

regardless of dat.....i had fun. played bowling (courtesy of my beloved mummy...) and den.. had a bit of dinner at McD. lolx.

pity my dad though. he worked so hard juz now...he didnt eat and rest...causing him to faint. poor daddy. he works too hard larh. and he never has a holiday. and should i say "NEVER" has, have or had a holiday. Weekends he work....Public holidays oso he werk. hardly see him at home for a the whole of 24 hours. haiz......~ poor papa....~ lurve him to bits..!

*~Will you accept me the way I am......???? <3

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been while since i blogged. hrmm.......~ duno y lei. juz didnt feel like it..~

newayz...looking 4ward to dis coming fri.....wana noe y?



yes pple....~ u r looking at it..! Anugerah Planet Muzik 2006..!!! and em going..!!! wwweeeeeee...!!!! cant wait cant wait..!!

(jumps ard....!!!)

lolx...excited sia....wana see all da hot and sexy babes and hunks..~ lol.......to those going...see ya ayd..!!!

hmm...there's another event em attending also...but i'm not too keen on it. duno y......



yes...em going to the Anugerah concert...~ lolx..dun larf larr..! i cant stand da pple who r so da super semangat going to like almost every outdoor concert they haf....argh! and em gona be surrounded by these pple on 15th April...*help me..!*

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blog-hopping again..and came across dis funny stuff.LoLx. Juz haf a larf fer da girls...and surprisingly...sum of them r actually true...its up to the guys to decide which one of dem are true...

What Women says....and what it ACTUALLY means.......~

CAN'T WE JUST BE FRIENDS?
There is no way in hell I'm going to let any part of your body touch any part of mine,again.

I JUST NEED SOME SPACE.
... without you in it.

DO I LOOK FAT IN THIS DRESS?
We haven't had a fight in a while.

NO, PIZZA'S FINE.
... you cheap slob!

I JUST DON'T WANT A BOYFRIEND NOW.
I just don't want you as a boyfriend now.

I DON'T KNOW, WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO?
I can't believe you have nothing planned.

COME HERE.
My puppy does this, too.

I LIKE YOU, BUT
... I don't like you.

OF COURSE I LOVE YOU.
... just not in that way.

YOU NEVER LISTEN.
You never listen.

WE'RE MOVING TOO QUICKLY.
I'm not going to sleep with you until I find out if this guy at the gym has a girlfriend.

I'LL BE READY IN A MINUTE.
I'm ready, but I'm going to make you wait because I know you will.

OH, NO, I'LL PAY FOR MYSELF.
I'm just being nice; there's no way I'm going dutch.

OH YES!!! RIGHT THERE!!
Well, near there; I just want to get this over with.

I'M JUST GOING OUT WITH THE GIRLS.
We're gonna get sloppy and make fun of you and your friends.

LoLx....~

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was blog-hopping...and came across dis....haha..cute sia..~ juz a larf fer da gerls. and to da guys reading dis....do u tink its true.....?LoLx

>The Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally, the guys' side of the story. Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE!

1. Men ARE not mind readers.

1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.

1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.

1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way.

1. Crying is blackmail.

1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it!

1. Yes and No are perfectly Acceptable answers to almost every question.

1. Come to us with a problem only If you want help solving it. That's what we do.Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 Days.

1. If you won't dress like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't Expect us to act like soap opera guys.

1. If you think you're fat, you probably are.Don't ask us.

1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one .

1. You can either ask us to do something Or tell us how you want it done.Not both. If you already know best how to do it,just do it yourself.

1. If it itches, it will Be scratched.We do that.

1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," We will act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.

1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.

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woah...past few days, been a total bore. i really cant wait to get back into skewl. darn....~ miss skewl...cant wait to mit new faces...~

but been feeling kinda...gud dis past few days.

Am I starting to fall for someone?

It's been like 2 mths+ since my last ex. But is dat long enuf for me to get over it? I guess it is. I mean....frankly, me and my last ex is way behind me. LoLx.

I think I'm beginning to fall for this particular guy. Well, we havent met, but I care alot for him and he said he loved me.woah...big word right. i know. deep down...something tells me dat we can clique well. haha....but em juz not sure...it's still unclear...but i'll leave it up to time to decide.

I simply can't stop smiling....~

*~ It's a wonder...how the feeling...just make everything seems brighter each day...<3

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Sometimes I longed,
for someone to love
to hug and to hold
to cherish and to keep.

But sometimes I don't,
don't need sumone to be there,
to ask me and be concern,
or juz made it seem like they care.

I might not seem like I need it,
but deep down inside,
I really do.

If only there is someone,
someone out there,
who knows how I feel,
and holds me tight.

Will anyone answer,
to my call of love?
Will anyone teach me,
the meaning of "L.O.V.E"?

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The perfect lover...

I came across a blog today.....and read an entry about the owner's idea of a perfect lover.... interesting topic...~

Hmm...i decided to list down mine...LoLx....

The Perfect Lover : -

1. Need i say that he has to be trustworthy, sincere and honest? I mean...it's clear cut that he has to have these characteristics ryd. Need i say more...?

2. He must be able to compromise. If he trusts me, he is willing to let me have my own social circle, my own private space, my own freedom and other personal matters. Of course I will give him his own space. Yes of course I want him to be concern about me. To ask me about my well-being, ask me about my day. That sort of stuff. But I mean this has to have a limit. Being possesive at times will help.

3. Spontaneous and out-going. I've known guys who r like, shy to meet my other friends and get to know them. This is a MAJOR TURN-OFF for me. haiz...I mean i dont get it ya noe. I cant deny the fact that I myself would be shy among the guy's friends but goodness, I'm a girl. And you're a guy. Slap urself in da face! Haiyoo...~ It pisses me off, seriously. And please, dont be shy to hold my hand, or hug me when I'm with my friends. I wana let my friends know that you're the special guy in my life. *winKs*

4. Jealous at times. When I start talking about my ex or talk about other guys when I'm talking to my dear, stop me. I wana know that u r jealous. I believe that when u r jealous, u care. And this makes me love u even more. Not less. But please don't be too jealous and get over-sensitive over small matters or I'll start hating u. LoLx.

5. Calls me dear or sayang or sweetheart. It makes me feel pampered. I love the feeling of having someone to call me that. It's just a fresh new feeling. (And I miss that feeling..*siGhs*). I really can't describe how it actually feels but it just feels great.

6. If I'm angry at you, don't be a hard-up and make me feel more pissed. No matter how angry I am, I still need the attention. Now there is like SMS and MSN. But still, I prefer you'd call. At least I know you still care. Please don't be a stubborn ass and keep thinking that u r right and never admit ur mistake. But, I'm someone who easily gives in. However, that doesn't mean u can take advantage of the situation.

7. I am ok with having an intimate relationship, but doing it often makes me think that u only want me for physical activities. I hate that. Makes me feel used. Please, if I say NO, its a NO. Don't ask Who, What, When, Where, Why and How. Or any other 1001 questions u can come up wif. No means NO.

8. Sometimes I do lie, but there's a reason for me lying. I am sensitive towards people's feelings. And if ever u find out the truth, please be gentle when asking me abt it. I know u wld be angry but I lied coz I didnt wana hurt u.

9. Looks? not really. If u have it, den its a plus. But if u dun, I will still love u to bits. But please, have a sense of style ok. Hehe. And please dun say u're not good-looking when I say dat u r. Coz u r beautiful in the way I look at u.

10. Caring, romantic, loving, sensitive and lovable. If u feel that I nvr express my thru feelings 2wards u, tell me to do so. Coz em not an expert at it. Help me wif it okay..~ *MuacKs*

hmm....i dun tink i m asking too much ryd? haha...em still waiting fer someone who manages to steal my heart and take me away frm the crowd. Someone who will teach me to say the 3 words which can make u feel that the world is at ur feet...."I Love U"

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The Perfect Guy a GirL could have...

Took dis frm kak su's blog. lol...finds it cute and simply romantic.(sorry kak su..~ lol)

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

Simply sssswwweeetttt...~

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changed da skin again.....em juz too free larr....cant help it..~

wwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....~~~

Cravings: A hug and a kiss.....~

*~Will anyone ever teach me to say "I Love You" ever again.......?

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i tink i try too hard...~

sumtymes.....i tink..........i try too hard..~

too hard dat when it doesnt get working my way.....i just give up.....~

everything is ruined........

i started smoking....n even worse den b4.....1 stick after another.

i start to eat less now..sumtimes i dun even eat.....losing my appetite....

i give up easily.......

i get bored easily....~

i really duno wads going on....mayb i tink too much....mayb i tried too hard......
it sux man...really....

mayb i juz hafta change my ways......~

Cravings : A hug and a kiss....i really need it.......~

*~I didnt mean to hurt u in anyway...em sorry.....<3

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