Sugar-rushed

I'm a happy girl today thanks to this company J.Co Donuts & Coffee. Mama's colleague who came from Batam bought a box of a dozen donuts for the family! YAY! I felt like God has answered my call to get some scrumptious donuts with all the food talk from a fellow blogger friend, Raelynn. I was super duper excited when I saw Papa with a bag of donuts from J.Co. I muttered under my breath like "OMG DONUTS!" for like a million times! And when Papa settled down with the donuts, I straight away had my fat short fingers onto the box to reveal, a dozen donuts!

I was one happy kid sia. I ate 4 of them ok! My gluttony towards sugar got the better of me. OMG! I didnt bother contemplating about the amount of calories and fats I'm gaining. Oh well, at least I didnt have dinner. But still, THE AMOUNT OF SUGAR! Now I feel guilty.

As long as I'm contented with myself, I'm still a happy girl. I'm not worried about my self-conscience anyways in the first place. Hah!

Next would be ice-cream and tiramisu! I'm aiming for Gelare's. And maybe, a dinner at Fish & Co. LOL!

I'm having a sugar rush!

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To the dearest GF

Happy 19th Birthday Herdiana Bte Md Ishak

May all your dreams come true and may you have a fulfilling 19th year ahead. I Love You !

Yours truly, GF

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many many updates

So when was the last time I updated my untuned rhapsody?

Haha. Sorry for the lack of updates la eh. For some reason, I just didnt feel like blogging about anything. Anyways, here goes...

Saturday, 22 July 2007

Went to the truly missed Changkat Band investure '07. My juniors have grown so much and it really is very touching to see them grow and moving on to the next stage of leading the band and being a member of the band.

Where are the girls in the trumpet section sey? I'm the only woman survivor in trumpets. Irritating siaaaa! My juniors oso irritating. Take pichur oso like asking for 1 million dollars. Grrr~~

Anyways, to my juniors, I try to come down more often then usual la eh.

After investiture, went to Simpang Bedok with GF, Eja, Ella, Shaz, Ghafar, Afeefa and Taufiq. Had dinner wif Mr Nazreen la eh and dinner was superb. Thanx Mr Naz for the treat! Next time, we treat u back. LOL!

Sunday, 23 July 2007

Went to watch a dikir comp, Piala Raja Panggung at Kampung Chai Chee CC. The groups who competed were:

• Panjy
• Dendang Mutiara
• Merbuk Warisan
• Unik
• Balqis
• Keris
• Andika
• Kelana Purba
• MYK
• Wahana Deksu
• Harapan
• Endang
• Ching Ching Ching
• Durba Dua
• Andika Kencana
• Si Anak Seni

Banyak siaa groups! Haha.. Imagine la. The comp starts at 12pm and ends at 9pm. Irritating kan!? Haha. But nevermind.

Anyways, the groups are ALL great. Well done. However, when the results came... it came as a "shock" to most of the people who are into dikir scene.

1st - Andika Kencana

2nd - Wahana Deksu

3rd - Keris

There are still the individual categories. But I cant remember the results. Whatever it is, there were many many stuffs that happened after the competition because some people weren't happy with the results. I let it remain unknown for now...

Anyways, had a great time with the bunch of friends. Fizah, Miza, Ira, Ayu, Yan, Syed, Maz, Wani, Wan. Haha. Cool ok.

Monday, 23 July 2007

Was a normal Monday for me. Had first DERV quiz. Haha, no confidence in passing but I'm confident about answering the last 3 questions correctly. Last 3 questions aje ok. So pathetic. After quiz, had nothing to do. So called up Maz and decided to do some lepak-ings.

Met him at his block, then decided to go back to school because I just wanted to. Oh and I was sick for the 3rd day.

Anyways, while I was making my way back to the bus stop to take the bus back to school, there was this middle aged chinese man on his bicycle who suddenly talked to me. Because I was listening to my mp3, *tgh dgr lagu trance ok*, I thought he wanted to ask for directions la so being the very kind person that I am, I took out my earphones and listened to him.

Man: (in his very cina slang of English) U know ah, just know I saw 2 school children hor at the staircase hor, one boy one girl hor. Then ah, both of them hor, open their clothes and then start to kiss hor.

At this point, if my eyes could pop out of their sockets, they would have done so already. I wanted to run away ok. But I kept cool and just continued listening...

Man: Then hor, the boy ask the girl hor, go and kiss the boy below hor. Then ah, the boy ah go and touch the girl susu. *dgr2 teytecks dia gelar sebagai susu per!* Then ah, the boy go and lick the girl two susu hor. The girl susu very big. Then ah the boy go and touch the girl cheebye ah then ah.....

Banyak dier per then ah then ah and I realised that he was crazy. I was digusted yet scared somehow because he is a freaking PERVERT! EEWWWW!!! Pookeymugg betol. Why the shiet is he telling me all this sia?

Before he got further, I just walked away.

What kinda girl he thinks I am sia?! Ewww.. stewpid perv.

After that, I just felt disgusted for some reason. I think that man has issues. Urgh! I gotta watch out for that man whenever I go meet Maz at Bedok.

That was my very strange encounter. It still does make me wana puke whenever I think about it.

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When the limits have reached over the overlimits...

I'm having a splitting headache and yet, I'm not sleeping at this hour. Ok maybe right after I finish this entry...

School's been fine.
I'm doing ok. I guess.

Just a tad tired from all the workload in school. I just need a holiday so badly.

Anyways, been doing alot of hanging outs with the usual bunch and I have to welcome someone new in the group. Welcome Maz!

Haha. He's definitely been a great friend. Thanx eh Maz for listening to my nonsense. Kau lah kawan aku.. cheyy cheyy. Angkat sikit je. Tak byk.

So I've been on a hiatus with my studies. I mean, it's getting to me that I feel like my whole system is crippling. I'm just glad that the semester would be coming to an end like VERY soon. Time does fly... And speaking of fly, Hari Raya is only 3 months away, fasting month is 2 months away and I've yet to pay back the number of days I owed in the fasting month. Oh shit.

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Sometimes, I wonder, is my patience really a virtue? Or is it just something that I get screwed for?

I try my best not to think about it, but c'mon. I'm a typical 17 year old teenage girl. If I don't start now, then when? If I don't experience it now, then when?

Relax? Cool?

Am I not too relax and cool about it? Like puh-lease. I've been waaayy too relaxed.

Is there ANYONE who is willing to hear me out and understand the real me?

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Let me end with a quote from an MSN friend....


Friendship is not a game to play, It is not a word to say, It doesn't start on March and ends on May, It is tomorrow, yesterday, today and everyday.

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Paranoid

Friday the 13th..

Known to be the day where all bad luck occurs.

Not to be supersticious or anything. Just that sometimes, we believe in this sorta things, just for the fun of it. If not, there wouldn't be any thrill. Haha.

Life's been a whole rollercoaster ride. Wait, life was never easy in the first place.

I'm becoming paranoid at the slightest of things when it involves affairs of the heart, mind and soul. It's like I'm so desperate to find someone that is willing to hear me pour my feelings out, my sincerity, my doubts, my secrets, my problems.

I've got noone to spend the most time with for more then 24 hours. It's either I'm alone, or with someone different each time. So where does this go?

Call me desperate, pathetic and worthless.

Sometimes I'm just yearning for it until it comes to a point where I tend to go to desperate measures. That's how bad it gets. However, I don't wish for any of that to happen. Maybe it's just not the time, yet...

So when is it really time? Maybe if I start changing my perception of how I look at it, then I guess it would help speed up time.

Time. Hmm.. I think the person who's responsible for inventing this is a genius. At one point, we feel that time flies. Sometimes, we feel that time goes slow. At other times, we feel that time just stops.

Only one word, yet 3 different ways to look at it. Wonderful ain't it?

Oh well. I've got no mushy stories to tell, events that make me feel like I have butteflies in my stomach, problematic shiets to share.

That's how boring it gets. No wait, that's how boring I get.

I'm tired of people telling me... "It's just not your time yet." or "Don't worry, your time would come."

So does anyone know when is my time yet? C'mon man. I need an answer. Waiting is out of the question.

I don't wanna be that "look-all-her-friends-are-partnered-except-her" kinda girl. I think I'd stop being nice and think about myself for once.

Something is wrong with me. I think I need steroids. Or maybe it's just because it's Friday the 13th.

How do I get people to just understand?
Dearest untuned rhapsody, can you tell me please?

Oh lastly...

Happy 18th Birthday Rohajirah Rohmadon aka Jirah Camel :)

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dun get the wrong idea

Fellow readers,

I'm NOT gonna stop blogging!!

Haha.. relax la. The previous post was referring to something else, something which occured to me some days ago which I'd rather keep it to myself. :)

I just had to wonder why b is treating me this way. B is like so different towards me now and B is keeping me in the dark. I just need to know what B is feeling. B has always kept quiet and never did mention anything about how B feels. I just really want to know. I don't want to be hoping for miracles to happen or just keep on having false hopes. Is B really serious? I can't tell. B's actions are just too vague. B has never opened up. I don't want to ask.. I want B to tell. I need an answer.....

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Dearest untuned rhapsody,

It has come to a point where I should stop. Now, let's see if time does wonders for me.

Yours truly,

Niki

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7.7.07, the date to remember

Live Earth, Answer the call.

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Damn I love this line. It's so simple but yet, holds so much meaning. I was watching Live Earth and during advertisements, they kept on showing those black and white short clips showing abt what we have been doing that contributes to the problem of what our one and only home, Earth, is facing.


I love each and every one of them. I mean, the clips made me realise how our simple everyday activities can cause so much damage to the earth. We think that it's just a normal thing, leaving the switches on, using electricity more than what we need.

I guess we humans just don't know when we have to learn the meaning of...

"Too much."

No matter what your background is, rich or poor, young or old, abled or disabled, it don't mean that any of us has an exception. No matter how much or little our contribution is to the society, the impact that we are causing to the Earth is uncomparable.

Sometimes it is hard to believe what we've been doing to nature no matter the amount. It's truly unbelievable.

So let's stop for a minute and take the time to see what we can do to lessen the climate crisis.

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Ok, so on this very special date.. nothing much really happened. It's just that I finished Al-Baqarah, the longest surah in the Quran today, and I'm so darn proud of that ok!

So today was like any other weekends, out with the family. Ate lunch at Bilal restaurant, the one opposite Khatib Camp. I was like super duper hungry ok because I didn't have any breakfast. Mama and Papa ordered the food.

The food was relatively good. Relatively. Not to say marvellous because too much of the dishes are curry based. Maklum la, the restaurant macam arab2 campur indian gitu ah. In other words, cepat muak laaa...! But the food is nice la.

Oh and one thing about this restaurant... THE GLASSES SUMPAH MAHA BESAR PIA BESAR SIAAA!!!!! You won't go thirsty la ok. IT'S SUPER DUPER BIG!!!!! Terperanjat skejap aku tengok tu gelas. Macam sindir je kasi cawan besar.

Also, one of the straps on my pair of Brazilliano praia putus hokayy!! I was darn frustrated laaa!! I was at Paragon with my family because we were looking for a birthday present for Noah's 2nd birthday at Toys'R'Us. Noah is my baby cousin.

So since one of the strap dah putus, I had to buy a new pair of footwear. Went to the shoe department at Metro Paragon and I bought myself no doubt an expensive pair of Crocs. I love it la ok!!!! I will definitely wear it to school on monday.

Oh and had some teatime *cheyy, org ENGLISH ok!* at Delifrance Paragon. Oh and and I had the Fondant De Chocolat Chaud. Just saying it makes me feel sexy. Haha!! Sounds appetising? It definitely is... JUST TAKE A LOOK AT THAT SIA!!!! Any sweet tooth can't resist that sia. Why do they make chocolate taste sooo goooddd?!?!?! Ok ok. I sound like a freak now. Shut up.

Oh, and the chocolate cake that you see, inside is hot chocolate fudge waiting to ooze out. Tell me I got all of you dripping saliva all over your keyboard....!!!!

After Paragon, went home and got ready to go to Nek Cik Tah's house for Noah's 2nd birthday.

Hope he likes the present my family bought for him.

Did I say I love my Crocs?

No wonder it's some expensive piece of shiet. Now I know why.

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Transformers...Robots in disguise!

Yesterday was a "ponteng class" day. I didn't attend CMSK4 tutorial and BIS tutorial because I wanted to teman Tiggaah to City Hall to get his donuts.

Was MSN-ing with him la den he said he wanted to get donuts from Donut Factory. So, being a kind soul who I really am, I decided to accompany him la coz when I saw the donuts here, I just had to get some for myself.

Scrumptious looking donuts!!! Here I come.

So after BIS tutorial, went to Mushroom to meet with Tiggaah. Byk piaa 10 min.. 100 min lagi ader. Dari ader matahari, sampai takde matahari, sampai ader balik, sampai berangin.

Ok so Tiggaah came and we took 69 to Tamp int and train-ed to City Hall. Ok, kiter ni sanggup pegi all the way to City Hall just to get donuts. I know what u thinking. So shut up ah!!! :)

Singaporeans are known to be jakuns and kiasu and willing when things like this happen. I mean for all I know, Donut Factory is like the first REAL donut shop. When we reached there.. THE QUEUE WAS SOOOO LOONNGGG!!!!! Siaaallllaaaahhhhhhh!!!

Like WHAATTT?!?! *Oh yeah, sidetracked for a bit here. I went in IRC and when I said this phrase... someone commented "Nak step blonde living in orange county sey". LIKE WHAAATTTTT?!?!*

We reached at 1.35pm and by the time I had to met Faris, it was already 3pm and we were still queuing. Can you imagine how long the queue is..? The queue being long is one issue.. THE WAITING TIME is the BIG issue. Lucky That CD Shop is at the queue so we had music to entertain us with.

So when it was 3, I had to go off to meet Faris at City Hall MRT. Sorry tiggah. So met him and we headed to Marina Square to catch a movie....

TRANSFORMERS!!!!!!!!!!

I was so bloody hell excited ah tapi I didn't show it because I was tired from the standing in the queue at Donut Factory and Faris's ability to cheer me up didn't work because I was DAMN tired ok!

So we bought tickets for the 1535hrs show. Thanks Mr Sepet for the treat.



Transformers deserve 5 popcorns.



It really is a must watch. There is like a perfect amount of action and the storyline rocks. The graphics were like real that I almost believed the Autobots were the real thing. Serious la! I feel like watching it again sey and throughout the show, I was admiring Optimus Prime. He is soo man sey!



If Optimus Prime were to be a real man, he would be such a hunk. Serious.

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monday blues... be GONE!

What can make your Monday blues go away?

The company of the greatest friends on earth of course! YAY!

Today was great. I spread the joy of Youth day to my friends! YAY!!!! I'm such a kind person. Haha.. like really.

So went for early morning lecture. After lecture, had loads of time to spare before meeting up with the truly-missed girlfreeennnn, deareast Diana! Haha. Then in the end, Shane and Ayu was also coming along.

I was getting excited la but I almost had my day screwed because of this particular someone who just had to spoil my mood and this someone has to blame me about something that is so wrong and what not la.

Forget that. Side-tracked for a moment there.

So wasted some time at the library, watching funny vids, and playing stupid games. Like seriously la. There was me, Fizah, Yan, Miza, Dyl and Annas. We were laughing at the stupid games siaa.. Like whaaatttt?!?!

Ok whatever. So met my truly loved bitch, Ayul. Then Fizah ended her class early and met her. Then went to bubble tea shop to wait for Ayu to finish her class. Then made way to Tamp int and train-ed to City Hall where me and Ayu met with.. DIANA AND SHANE!!!

Only God knows how much I truly miss them. It was just like old times seyy... Gosh! And Shane is becoming more boy now and I have hot news which I prefer not to disclose it here.

So had dinner at LJS Marina Square. Catched up on old times, talked, laughed. Aww maann.. I'm missing them already seyyy... We so need to do this more often, right gf and bf?

Ayu had to go off early because of her devotion to Guardian. -.-

It was down to only 3 of us. Diana decided to walk all the way to Bugis from Suntec because she wants to take the bus home because her ez-link is not enough for a train ride home. So me and Shane were like... WALK!? TO BUGIS?!

Haha... Ok nevermind.

Oh wait.. I found a new love.

WATERMELON LOLLIPOP!

For those of you who haven't try it, please get one at The Cocoa Trees. It really is a new sweet and sour addiction to your tastebuds ok. I WANT SOME MORE!!!! Is there The Cocoa Trees in Tampines? If yes, I'm so gonna get one ok. Tomorrow. Period.

The taste still lingers in my mouth, tongue, throat and head. SOO NICEEE!!!!

Ok whatever. So bus-ed home with Diana and Shane on board bus 12. It was an hour bus ride la and then there were the giggles and laughters. As usual.... i sooo miss secondary school times la. they were the besssttt..!!!

I wana see my old classmates again. They make me feel belonged sey.. not like now. I feel so entirely out of place. URGH! Just let me pull through once and for all.. and fast.

So dearest gf and bf, when's the next outing? Sentosa?

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Hello July!

It's July! JULY JULY JULY!

So half of the year is gone... 6 more months to a new year.

How fast time flies......

It's Youth Day and yet, I'm not getting any younger. I wonder why.....

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