Untuned Rhapsody

hrmmm..not been blogging 4 a couple of days. damn tired larh...practicing 4 my dikir performance which was juz now..~!!!!!

and hell ya we had lotsa fun..!!!! haha...sum mistakes but all dat was put behind us dikir girls. we were up on stage and njoying every minute of it. i lurve the guy's gimmicks..so cute n funny..!!!!!~ LoLz..~we gerlz were juz up there laughing. even the audience too..LoL..~

it sure was fun..! i Lurve dikir..!!!!! it has been wad i always wanted to do..!!!! now i got the chance to do it...it was definitely experience....~

hard work really does pay off....it takes patience...concentration...and the enthusiasm to get the job done....~ we only had lyk abt 2-3 wks of practice 4 dis performance...and thank goodness and god bless...alhamdulillah....we did it..and it was definitely and enjoyable performance(so the principal said...LoL..~)

but i tink em gona miss dis bunch of dikir girls.....they r really a lively and funny bunch. why m i gona miss them? coz....i haf a strong feeling i aint gona stay in dat skewl. and moreover...JC isnt for me...~ i duno larh..all dis studying....and facts...it aint for me. i m juz not into dat kinda thing. soo....em gona tell my parents dat em gona go to poly. i am the one who is gona determine my future...not dem. i mean...if i do dis juz to make them happy....den i wld suffer in da end coz its not wad i really want. and moreover...if i dun like it...i wont succeed. true..??? oh yes it is...~

i cant say dat i hate JC. i lurve JC...wad more TPJC...~ but its juz not right fer me.....i haf to start building my own path instead of listening to pple...like parents n relatives...to help me decide wad i wana do..~

poly aint dat bad...ITE too. its juz reputation which makes everything go stale. right..??? i mean...a skool can haf the best lecturers...teachers...top scoring tutors and all dat..but once reputation goes down...everyone looks down on the skool..~

but thats how the world works...n its true....

Life is never fair..!!!!!!!!

soo....all those pple who r actually suffering ryd now coz u never followed wad u want... den..gud luck in keeping up wif wadeva dat comes across ur life....~