coincidence? maybe...

How much of a coincidence can it be when you bump into someone who is a total stranger, two days in a row, at two different locations?

Coincidence? Or maybe just fate?

Oh well. Yesterday I had a movie date with the GF and we decided to head to Cineplex because the movie timing there was the only reasonable one. So train-ed to Bedok MRT and oh well, I was late. In the train, there was this guy. He seems, well, has this boyish malay boy look. I don't know how that comes around but yeah, I'll stick to my limited vocab to describe him. He seemed like any other malay guy. Not really like a guy whom you would do a double-take for.

So anyways, yeah, it wasn't such a big deal. So met Diana and then we decided to go back to Tampines because I reached Bedok a wee-bit late and we don't expect to be reaching Somerset in time for the movie which was at 3.15pm.

Seronok la siaakk patah balik naik MRT. There goes my ez-link value.....

So whatever. We bought tickets at Century Cineplex cinema for the 4.30pm show for the movie Stomp The Yard. Then we had our late lunch at LJS Century. After that, walked around and soon entered the cinema to watch the movie.

Well, Stomp The Yard....
Hmm, expected ending though, just like any other dance movie but good storyline. Great stepping moves. Nice soundtrack and really touching scenes. It shows how anyone can overcome their already "messed-up" lives where they lose a loved one and have noone to turn to. Inspirational and moving yet wonderful dance choreagraphy and great illustration of the stepping dance style.

I give.......

4.5 Popcorns!!!!

If you love dance, this is another dance movie to add to your collection of Honey, You Got Served, Step Up and the works. Expected ending though, but still worth your $7. A great movie to watch with a bunch of friends or your double or triple dates.

So after the movie, we just walked around and soon I went off.

Today, I had my slimming session again at Bugis. I'm starting to shed off weight bit by bit. Though its a slow process, I think the sessions are really working. I see the difference that are happening, slow, but still happening.

Oh, and about the coincidence part? While I was walking out of Seiyu, I noticed someone so very familiar, like someone whom I saw on the train yesterday sitting opposite of me. YES!!! I saw the exact same stranger which I mentioned about at the start of the entry. Oh, and I bet he recognised me too because we made eye-contact. Woah! Coincidence? Dejavu?

Oh well, he was with his GF I think. Yesterday he was alone. So yeah, I didn't bother to look at him for more than half a minute or two. Tak pasal2 akoo di-tuduh bermain mata dengan teman lelakinye. Eiisshh, akoo dah la sorang. Kalao blajar silat, takpe jugak. Akoo stakat blajar tepuk2, nyanyi2, gendang2 ajer siak.

So yeah, was smiling to myelf without being seen of course because I have something to blog about. What sheer coincidence.....~~

After the slimming session, met Diana at Tampines and we Starbuck-ed. That Java Chip Frappucino definitely made my day, despite having a spoilt hp and obviously no other way of communication with my dear friends. *uwwweekkkkkk*

I'm in the midst of planning for a N2T outing. So to all N2T-ians, pick your choice....

Would you like to have a.....

• Picnic?
• Bowling session?
• Swimming?
• Simple dinner?
• Zoo trip?

Please tell me okays. I really want to have this. So help me out alright?

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aftermath of Pentas

It's been like, hmmmm.... 3 days since Pentas and the aftermath of it all....

Satisfaction and Happiness

Yup. Everyone was definitely satisfied with what we put up on the 23rd March 2007 in TP's Audi 1. That night was filled with tears of joy and sorrows, hugs, thank you's and well the usual.

All my thank-yous are put up in N2t's blog.

But, I definitely have to share some words of thanks and appreciation on my own behalf, and me representing myself.

So, it was the end of Pentas, and well N2T had our own debrief, all like the other sub-groups. Announcement about the new appointments which are gonna be handed down to a new generation were made by the graduating seniors. So, all of us, and that includes me, were eager in finding out who would be taking charge of N2T.

And then there it was. My name was mentioned as the new Sub-Group Head (SGH).

Hell yeah. I was overwhelmed, my jaw dropped and I was lost for words.

I was definitely the youngest among all the girls and yet I was given such a big responsiblity. Yes, I consider it big. That was the moment.

Fid and Ainn has decided to let me be the next torch barrier for N2T. They believe that I can uphold such a responsibility. In my personal opinion? I don't think I can do it alone. Really.

But, I can be an egoist, very ambitious but also knowing the limits, all at the same time...

So for the future of N2T, I really wish for cooperation from the N2T members. Ok, at this point, I'm about to tear up.
It's hard to see your seniors leaving but farewells are part and parcel of life itself. Sooner or later, it would be my turn to leave, but not until the nxt 2 years and not more *hopefully*.

To N2T,
As your new and upcoming SGH, it really is an honour bearing this post. But like what I have mentioned in N2T's blog. It's not a one-man show, it never was, it never is and it never will be. Whatever we put up for a show, people would see us as one whole group rather than each an every individual up on stage.
I came across a blog post from a fellow friend of ours. No mention of names. The bond between MAG is really different comparing to years back. Back-stabbings, ditchings, criticisms. Still, MAG is mentioned as a we. And I still wonder, why is there a we when we still do talk bad about each other, right when we are under the same association, one roof, one group. But I guess that's normal. Shiet happens.
Attention-seekers. Step-jambu. Sombong. Kerek.
I hear it. I see it.
But then, at the end of the day, or night, N2T is still together as one. To hell whatever other people have to say about us. All that doesn't matter as long as we know where we stand, and we still have each other.
I can still see shiets are coming our way. But I know that with the attitude that we have now, we are definitely gonna seek more girls into N2T. With the current womanpower that we have, it's gonna be one hell of a time. Hell yeaahh...!!

So, I've been tagged by Puan Director Lela Dangdut. LOL!

1. Moments during Nira trainings you won't forget

2. Moments during Pentas rehersals you won't forget

3. Jargons you learnt from Nira trainings

My answers:

1. -The endless laughing with people like Fid, Caca, As, Lela, Ili, Ainn, Jaja during trainings
-That time where Caca and Fid tgh acting pat dalam bas, and they put their hands up konon pat railing tuh, at the same time. Tuh sungguh lepak k!! Terbawak2 sampai skarang.
-Time Mamat masih ader rambot kerinting. Abe Mamat nak masok NS, Lela suro MMS gambar Mamat botak. WTF?! LOL!
-Time Mamat dgn Fid tengok akoo semacam biler akoo nyanyi dgn muka yang takde xpression langsung. what?
-First time biler Caca main anak depan kiter, abe Fid suro tgk kepale Caca. KELAKAR LA SIOK!
-I love every single time when we finally get a full set. The feeling is orgasmic. Not literally.
-Lela label akoo jadi CAMEO!!!! And I can take it as my signature move!!!!

2.-Si Lela tanye akoo kalao akoo nak jadi clown ker tak. And I said Yes. Sumpah eh decision tu was on impulse. Akoo tak pikir dulu seblom jawab. LOL!
-Time akoo dengan sesuka hatinya jadi clown yang tak tawu menghargai nyawa, dan jalan pat track Ghost Rider. Sumpah akoo tak nampak the ghost rider coming my way. LOL! Best part eh, Ghost Rider bole emergency break. LOL!
-Part Nira first practice lagu FAME dgn It's Raining Man. AINN SUNGGUH CUTE!!!
-The time where Fid n Achok pegi Mac belikan bebudak Nira makan sebab kita semer rase teramat de lapar.
-Time Lela dengki dgn Fish sebab Fish nak pegi Vietnam utk SIP abe tak main Pentas. Ahaha!

3. -"Kao pey YEK!"
-"Kao pey HOK!"
-"CAMEO!"
-"Niki the Clownie"
-"Suwik-suwik"
-PerMasDuB
-Puaker

Biarlah harum jambangan Puspa

Natijahnya manis, semanisnya Nira

P.S. I just smile to myself everytime I think about PerMasDuB. Gema tabuh bergeduk........~~

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aku nak mati.!!

Ok, the past 2 weeks have been fcuking hectic... *phew*

I need a breather mayynn...!!

My schedule has been tight. Everyday I wake up at 10am, go to school, and finishing at 8 or 9pm. And this week, I'm gonna end even later.

My supp paper is gonna be on Friday at 2.30pm, and its the day of PENTAS! I haven't studied. I'm so fcuking stressed. My brain is about to explode, I'm lacking of rest, my parents do not know my supp paper is this Friday. I'm so gonna lie about it and say that it's gonna be on Monday because if I were to say it's on a Friday, I'm sure as hell that my parents won't allow me to come for the rest of the remaining rehearsals, what more PERFORM?!

Oh damn, I just feel like fainting... I just feel like dying!

But I can't!!! I wanna be a CAMEO!!!

Hahahahahaha!!! Nevermind Naq, you can get through this. It will be over in a few days time. It's all about time management.

Ya Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan dan semangat untuk menghadapi semua ini.... Amin....

Weeekkkk!!! *step cute pey nangis.*

So kepada teman teman ku yang ingin datang melihat persembahan annual Malay Arts Group Temasek Polytechnic.....

PENTAS JANJI

Tarikh: Jumaat. 23hb Mac 2007

Masa: 7.30pm (Pintu akan dibuka pada jam 7pm. Harap maklom, tempat duduk adalah pertama datang, pertama di-serve *ah paham2kan je la*)

Tempat: Auditorium Temasek Polytechnic

Harga Ticket: $6

Itulah dier informasi tentang show pada hari Jumaat nih hah. Tak datang rugi uh beb!

Ok, akoo dah betol pey penat. Aku baca notes pon semer huruf dah tunggang tebalik. Blur bangets!! I CANT STUDY!!!!! AARRRGGGHHH!!!!!!

I need the strength to go through all this....really......*help!*

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results kepundek

So results are OUT and mine SUCKED!

ARGH FCUK!

I flopped 4789321098532 times worst within the period of ONE semester. WTF?!

Last semester.....

Basic Business Finance - D+
Effective Interpersonal Communication - C+
Business Process Management - C
Systems Analysis - B
Computer Systems - C+
Problem Solving and Programming - C+
Applied Principles for Effective Living 1 - Pass

Now.......


Information Literacy for Effective Communication - C
Quantitative Analysis - D+
Core Financial Businesses - F
Database Information Systems - D+
Object-Oriented Programming - C+
Applied Principles for Effective Living 2 - Pass
Introduction to Language & Culture (Japanese) - F

I HAVE 2 BLARDY F's?!?!?!?!?!

Oh fcuk laa.. I feel so blardy down. But thanks to daily training sessions with the crazy bunch, my stress is totally gone. But once training is over, SUPP Paper is all I think about. Argh fcuk. I'm lucky Mama didnt blow over my results. She just advised me to concentrate. Papa doesn't know about my results. Oh damn, I need Starbuck-ing session. I think a Java-Chip Frappucino would do a great job in helping to cool me down about the fact that I have to take a SUPP PAPER!! *And only when I told myself that I never wanted a FAIL for any of my subjects, wad more a SUPP PAPER!*

Kepundek keparam kontol cheetot cheepai suarr suiii hok kantoi kuntil buah kedondong sambal belacan pey CAMEO kelangkang SOTONG pey YEK!

Puas hati aku..... almost.

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aku d-tagged

Each person who gets tagged needs to write a blog post of their own 6 idiosyncrasies as well as clearly state this rule. after you state your 6 weirdness you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their multiply id at the bottom of your blog. don’t forget to leave a comment that says "you’re tagged" in their comments and tell them to read your blog for information as to what it means.

i've been tagged by Caca Saidah aKa Caca Hamoe. *Hamoe or WHAT?! Hamoe kaoo peyy HOK!*

- I love thick eyebrows. Fetish doks. Nyahahahaha!
- I think that boncit bellies are real cute.
- I don't really care about how I look because I believe in being all natural.
- I LOVE POWER RANGERS! *It's morphin time!*
- Tiap kali akoo bangun tdo, akoo korek idung. ahahahahaha! Clear pathway dok.
- In my opinion, I think I can live being a CAMEO!

Who do I wana tag?
- Fizah *muker kentot*
- Lela Bonchjela
- Rohajirah Rohmadon *huahuahuahua....*
- Arse-Phar-Reeny
- Herdiana Baby
- Ah-Yul

nih enam hamba Allah ni, make sure korng blog sal weirdest habits korng uh. akoo peyy turn dah abis~~~

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shopping!

Today was kinda ok. Thought of going to the ever-happening IT Fair at Suntec Convention Centre, to get a new MP3 and a new CyberShot Digital Camera or somthing, but once me and family reached there, hell, IT WAS CROWDED LIKE TO THE GILER BABI LA!

The Great Singapore Sale oso not like dat wan laa horr!! Serious shiet siaakk!!!

RAMAI GILERRR!!!!

The bridge from CityLink to Suntec, was jammed pack with people.

Typical KIASU Singaporeans. *SHEESH!*

So me and Cik Ajib's family walked from Raffles City, through CityLink, entered Marina Square, and exited Marina Square and went in Suntec, walked around Suntec, then went out back to Raffles City and then its off to Mak's Place near Kembangan to have our dinner.

Damn, it was tiring to walk all the way okays. So the parents complained. Well as for me, Adan and Kak Nur, I think we got used to the walking. LOL!

Eh, kao jalan-jalan, takkan pulak tak beli pape kans? Takkan balik rumah tangan kosong pulaks?

Ek eyy, of course la beli bende siaaakk! Sia-sia ajerrr akoo jalan-jalan keliling satu City Hall tuh hah!

Taaa-daaaaaaa......

So yeah, bought my forever wanted flip-flops from NUM. Adek bought white strap whereas I bought red because it caught my eyes. Thought of buying green, but naahh. And, guess what.. Adek has the same feet size as me. I think her feet are bigger than mine. When I wore the flip flops, my tiny lil toe can't be seen! Whereas I can clearly see Adek's lil toe.

Memang akoo pey toes cacat. Akoo ader CACAT TOES!

I think Adek will grow to be bigger than me. Nah, mayb not bigger, but taller. Hmm, duno la eh.

Oh and Wednesday, Mama promised to do more shopping with me! I'm so gonna buy that NUM Black and Gold bag I saw just now. Thought it does cost a bomb, but hell yeah I'm so gonna get it. Then, I'm gonna get a new MP3 and maybe MORE clothes. WooHooo!!

So my weekends was all that. =)

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sometimes...

I have this very habit of browsing thru random friendster profiles. Especially if that person's profile were to haf like couple pichurs, u noe when he/she is attached, and they take pictures together......
with cute lil sweet captions like "he's mine" or mayb like "she's my love"...
then there would be like the date of when they got together...
or they would combine their names like...
SUFIZAH or MIZAIRUL....... *giggles*....
those couple couple pichurs. Suh-weet.

Then it just keeps running through my head, how? How do they seem so happy? What is it that made them last long?

Why doesn't any of my relationships end up being like............

This......

Or maybe this one.........

This would also be nice......

Or even this one..................

These are just random pics of my friends from my friendster list.

Call me pa-the-tic but, seriously, I have not taken a picture with ANY of my ex. Haha. Why? Maybe I'm camera shy. I don't know la eh.

Sometimes I just don't know what went wrong....

-I sacrificed alot and put myself behind others just to make them happy

-I trouble myself so much to help others

-I never did put my feelings into consideration, I bottle them up

-I always gave in when it comes to resolving misunderstandings

-Noone has ever sacrificed for me

-I never did complain about anything

-Noone has ever surprised me with something special (other than the lovable GF!)

-Whatever I did goes unnoticed and unappreaciated

-I never did feel special with anyone, especially the one you call "boyfriend"

Haha. Oh gosh, I'm just so ubber pathetic. *tell me about it*

That goes to show just how much I do to see everything work out. But it never did.

Oh Niki, you're just one young girl who just can't seem to stop dreaming..... =)

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finally...

So after like a month's break from "clap clap sing sing" sessions.....

We had our first training today!

Ahahahaha. Sungguh de kewl tau.

K la. Since akoo akan cakap sal "clap clap sing sing" kan, akoo akan ber-blogging dalam bahasa ibunda ku tercinta. *waduh, tarching bangets deh.*

Tadi, akoo dah janji dengan Miza jumpe jam 5 pat tamp int. Tapi, dalam jam 4.45 begitu, Miza menelefon ku di telefon bimbit ku dan mengatakan bahawa Fizah menyuruh kita menjumpai dia di Tekno, iaitu kedai kopi di daerah sekolah Politeknik Temasek.

Haprak siol akoo pey mayoooo!!

Ok, being me, akoo pon take my own swit time uh. Lagi-lagi kalao ader straight bus yang ader pat depan blk akoo nih hah. Stay true to IDENTITY. Melayu tetap melayu...!!!

Dah siap2 semua, kul 5 aru akoo kluar rumah. Huahuahuahua... Eh tak laa. Ekceli akoo kluar rumah kul 5.15pm. Abe makkkaoo, akoo tunggu bus 291 yang takde T mcm tunggu sedare akoo abis berak siol. PEY LAMER!!!

So finally, kul 5.30, tuh bus pon datang.... Gedebak Gedebuk..... Dot Dot Dot..
Akoo pon sampai pat Ridhuan dalam kul 6pm gitu. Miza, Fiza, Yan dan Fid berada di situu...

So jeng jeng jeng, bang bang bang....
Dah 6.30, kiter pon berambus dari Ridhuan dan menuju ker Sekolah.

Abe dah sampai, kiter duduk, bobal2 sal upcoming Pentas performance dan akoo tidak akan membocorkan sedikit info pon tentang performance kiter nih la.

Tapi aper yang akoo boleh gerenti beb, nih performance akan jadi DA BOMB uh beb.
Lu tak turon uh, lu manyak lugi sendili laa hor.
Jadi uh, lu tulon la hor untuk ini performance.
Wa bole conferm punye dgn lu, itu 6 dolar lu pakai untuk beli itu tiket horr, tak rugi beb.
Gerenti...!!

Training banyak gelak gelak. Pelbagai puaka yang ader kat dalam Studio 3 tadi eh. LOL!

OK dah. Akoo tak nak melalut lagi.

Tiket pentas akan mula dijual pada minggu hadapan. So, tgk2 lah blog akoo sal performance kiter nih. Akoo conferm beb advertise pat sini. BESAU BESAU tau nanti.

Skarang, akoo kener amik drug sebab ini kepala manyak pening la hor.

Kito ore tino....

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superficial

I just don't understand how the world can be superficial. Yes, I'm referring to the WORLD.

Watching Ugly Betty right now so I just had to do some blogging about superficial-ism. Wait, is there even such a word? Superficial-ISM?

Ok whatever. So back to the topic.

So Betty is, well, ugly and she is trying to get a job at this publishing agency for a fashion magazine. Well, this agency is suave, high-class and when she went for the job interview, everyone in the agency just, looked down on her because of her bad sense of fashion and her horrible outlook, geeky spectacles, braced teeth, overweight, unattended hair.. the "works".

Somehow or rather she got hired at this agency but she didn't know that her boss, actually hired her because he was forced to bye his dad. So, her boss is trying so much as to humiliate Betty so that she would quit her job and eventually, her boss was successful in doing so. It ends up Betty, trying hard to get another job but being rejected countless times and her ex-boyfriend is trying to get back with her after dumping her for her next door neighbour.

However, one of her boss realised that he had to overlook Betty's physical self, and somehow or rather, he has accepted Betty as his secretary, and Betty has earn a name in the agency by helping out in one of the modelling projects handled by the agency.

So, reality-check.

The society, no matter how much they try as to stand up for the "negligence" of looks, still prioritise beauty rather than personality and intelligence. Eventhough the message is put up across a TV series, but still, people who are actually facing the same problem as Betty can relate to the series.

I'm beginning to love Ugly Betty. It goes to show how superficial human beings can be.

Yeah, try hiding it.

But, there's always someone seeking... =)

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what...?

Sometimes, I just sit down and wonder....

What am I doing right now?

Then, I'll just sigh.... and leave that question unanswered because apparently, I have no answer.

Times like these, when I'm left all alone, noone to talk to, nothing to do, bored...... I just tend to wonder....

Who do I have?

Family? Do they always hear me out?

Friends? Are they always there for me?

Relatives? They are busy with their own lives

Acquaintences? Who are they anyway?

Not being emotional or whatever but it's just that, I see people having plans with their friends and you don't expect myself to just ask them to cancel them just to spare time with me. Right? That's being so selfish, but sometimes, I keep telling myself, is it really worthwhile to be nice to people and yet, you go unnoticed?

I don't know. It seems that I've had a few incidents and it seems that my efforts to please people aren't being notice. What more when I ask a favour from them. So now I stop to think, should I carry on being nice? Or should I be selfish, cruel and think the world of me?

I always thought that I only need a few friends and thats enough. But come to think of it, it always ends up having my other off-the-net friends to help me, spend time with me, hear me out and simply make my day. So tell me, who do I REALLY turn to?

This might be random. Maybe it's because I'm sick right now, spend the whole FRIDAY alone at home with the maid, nothing to do. Or maybe, I have expectations for myself, and none of them are being fulfilled.

Ok, I'm off to peel the dry skin on my nose. The flu ruined my nose!! I need to get the moisturiser now.

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sick..!

Finally....

EXAMS ARE OVER....!!!!!

However.... a bad start for my holidays.

Knape eh? SEBAB AKOO SAKIT LA BODO!!!

Fever, Soar Throat, Coughing, Flu, Headache.

Somebody help me!!! I feel so weak!!!

Asal laaaa akoo kener sakit nih!!! Baru nak feeling enjoy holidays. Abe asal cam ginii seyy? haizz, sedih bangets dakuu~~ Kao paham tak perasaan akoo?!

Anyways, kepade kawans kawans ku yang masih ade paper besok, BELAJAR WOI! Aku dah bole enjoy beb... LOL! Takmo jeles haahh. Lagi satu hari sahaja~~~

So far, no plans for the holidays. I want to go to Sentosa during my holidays.
Sape nak?!?!?! Angkat tangan pls...!
Akoo nak..!!!!!!!

Kkae.. Akoo tau akoo tak bole carik kerje sebab Pentas peyy citer laa. Tuh confirm take up 3/4 of my time. Tapi takpe, lepas tuh bole enjoy sepuas hati akoo! Yabedabedoooo!!!!

Skarang akoo mau tdo, sumbat ni idung dgn tissue paper sebab plumber dah tak lei tolong akoo repair nih hidung. Dah bocor rabaks peyy....

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