Danceworks 2006

wow....time does fly seyy....my danceworks is finally over. though we didnt get in da finals...we still had lotsa fun.

hmm...cute guys...hot chix...cool make up...groovy hair....funky colours

dat was da scene at marina square last sunday. with da crowd......sure was one helluva great time....

17 grps total...

and the results :
1) M.S.A.F.T.K.B
2) Little White Riding Hoods
3) Yabba

these 3 grps...i mean..they deserve to win...they r really superb man..seriously.....

i'll upload da pics fer u...........~

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didnt go dance prac yest. had sumting to do...

dis past few days....boring boring boring. all i ever do is go dance prac....~

not saying dat em tired of dance but em juz tired of doing da same old thing.

all my frens are busy....busy wif werk..busy wif their lives. haiz..~~

wad da hell am i really doing wif my life????? is my life dat boring????????? haiyo...~~~~

nvm larh.......skewl is gona start soon. juz bear wif it...~~~

#cravings : Starbucks Rhumba Frapuccino with whip cream and Mcdonalds McFlurry

*~ I know that I'm not that one that belongs to ur heart...I can just see it from your eyes.....<3

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hrmmz...i duno y em still awake at dis hr. LoL..~

bored? decided to blog..~

been bz dis past wk wif dance and all...and da comp is like dis sunday..!!!!!

information abt the dance comp....

Danceworks 2006
Date : Sunday, 26th February 2006
Time : 12.30pm
Venue : Marina Square
Group name: Seiteki

come down and support us..!!! haha...(i haf been announcing to everyone i noe...lol)

wow..em excited and nervous at da same time abt dis.....but i haf da stupid bruise on my right elbow. i duno how to dance in dis state. just hope that it will heal by sunday. lol.


*~Will you ever be mine.....? <3

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see.......dis is wad happens when u duno how to walk properly. and it really hurts ok!!!!!

ouch ouch ouch...~~~~~~~

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hmm..been a while since i updated my blog. haiz.....wad can i say. been bz with my dance..

haiz....today..got dance...and it will b the same fer me fer da nxt few daes.

kinda tiring actually..but hell..i havent got all da dance moves yet. dammit...dis is wad u get fer skipping da wkend trainings. but i couldnt come on da wkend trainings. wad em i suppose to do...~ phft..~

juz now had a bit of an accident...~ my elbow has a big bruise.......coz it went against the rough pavement...i fell....~ em bcoming clumsy...~

its super painful...~ ouch..!!~ *sobs*

hope it heals b4 da dance on Sun. haiz..em excited but nervous at da same time......coz its my 1st time..~LoL.....~

hmm..cant wait to c how it turns out on Sunday..~

*~How I wish u were mine.......but too bad....u're someone else's...<3

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wow...i cant believe dis date is gona be my last day in TPJC or shud i say a student of TPJC.

that's right. i haf made the decision to terminate myself frm dat skewl as i will no longer continue my education in a JC.

saw aishah's blog. wow...nadiah's burfdae. i didnt noe. LoL. Happy Birthday Nadiah..! too bad i didnt get to celebrate it wif yall...~

to my TPJC mates reading dis...dats ryd. u aint gona c me anymore or here my name anymore. its sad actually to leave. gona miss my CG mates. my dikir mates. haiz.......

eventhough its been like only a mth plus...but i feel soo attached to dat skewl. i mean..gosh, many things can happen in a mth.

i haf made up a list of the things em gona miss in TPJC:-
-wearing a uniform.!! (LoL!)
-my frens...(em gona miss u loads..!)
-my CG..(miss da tyme where we decide to skip lects and tutorials..LoL..~)
-my civic tutor, Mrs Neo(thanx cher..~)
-all the rest of my tutors
-my OG..
-my dikir mates (i'll remember yall....)
-the canteen food(it tastes good..!~)
-the vending machines in da canteen
-wearing my TPJC badge
-skipping PE lessons (LoL!)

wow....if i were to specifically list down everything, i dun tink it will ever end.

n guess wad, em actually crying while typing dis.*soBs**soBs*.

Hanan,Aishah,Nadiah,Adlin,Syida,Bariah,Sharidah,Didi

my closest mates in JC. gona miss yall..~

Chen Xi, Missy, Fatimah, Zheng Da, Onn Kit, Eugene, Derrick, Ming Yi, Baizura, Joan, Eileen and the rest of my CG mates. Gona miss yall....~

that its yall...dats da end of my JC journey. nice meeting pple like u.

Oh and to aishah or hanan or adlin or syida who is reading dis, send my regards to the dikir gerls and the CG too.

In our journey throughout this life, people come and go, taking only the memories with us.

*~Will you take my hand and lead me through the door to your heart? <3

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naqiah-lonely.blogspot.com has been revamped..!!!!!!!

will ya take a look at dat..!!! haha.....i like da design. cool huh..~

newayz...was bored at home. was suppose to haf dance prac but they canceled it coz noone is turning up fer it. soo decided to edit my bloggie..and came across dis skin. cute huh...~ i like da heart shape at da top..! hehe..

newayz...nothing to do right at home.???? decided to cam-whore..!!!!!

took a few crayzee pics of mahself....edited...(all thanks to photoshop...)


Ta-Dah..!!!!!





nice nice nice???? em starting to get a hang of dis photo editing thingy. LoL..!!!~ gona edit more pics and soon..em gona learn how to design my own layout fer my blog. LoL..~

tmr em gona haf dance prac. i tink. den later em gona head down to wdlands and mit my elder sis whom i miss oh-so-much. wah...i haf to travel there all alone???? damn..!

gona c her baby.....long time nvr meet her. we actually lost contact but . and she is having probs wif her husband. pity her seyy..da husband is really a fcuking jerk larh..!!! hate him..

newayzz...i was super bored at home...haizz...but hell..da day is gona be over..!!!

*~Will you ever be mine.........???? Will we ever be together..???

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Happy Valentines Day!!!!!!

Wow. Love is in the air......~

Haha...another Valentines Day...single. that sux.!

ya noe...sumtimes it feels great to have someone hug and cuddle you, whispering "I love you" to ur ears and kisses ur forehead, making u feel special and loved. haizz...

i missed all dat. it's like a totally fresh feeling when u noe dat there is someone who loves u for who u r. i mean...i will always look forward to seeing dat special someone i lurve.

sometimes i keep lying to myself, "What for get into a relationship? It just brings more burden."

ya noe dat kinda ting. but deep down inside, i long to have someone to hug, and pamper, placing all the troubles behind and enjoying every moment of it.

it's this very date that makes me want all that. seeing all the couples, flowers, roses, hugs and kisses. its soo sweet.

but once I get into one, its hard to get what i longed for. it will always work otherwise. when i actually see myself committing to a relationship, it backfires. sometimes, the relationship means nothing but just a one night stand. and it sucks when u hoped for something...and it totally goes against u.

haiz...mayb now is juz not the right time for all dis. but now is da time where youngsters are craving for love.LoL! (did i made dat sound ryd?)

anyhoos....still waiting....fer da right one...anyways...em still young at dis..soo still got a long way to go...

Someday....I'll get what I longed for.....

*~Stop doing this to me coz I'm starting to love you...you're not meant to be mine...~

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When I sit back and think......Why must we fall before we learn how to walk?

Must we always taste the salt before we actually reach out for the sugar?

Sometimes, I think that from mistakes, we actually learn. No matter how bitter the experience was, we will always learn from it.

But, many people sometimes don't move on. They still remain stagnent there, collecting dust, regretting the past and not giving the future a chance.

I mean it's easy for me to say coz em not the one facing it. But, couldn't everyone just take time and think "Why am I regretting? What am I doing?". Does shedding those tears or cursing yourself about how that mistake could be prevented, change the past? I don't think so. (Unless time travel is possible...but it's not..!)

Soo why hate yourself and keep thinking that it's the end of everything?

Ok ok. Let's not talk about mistakes.

Next topic : Experiences

Hrmm..experiences....~

Do you know that it takes experiences to make people realise certain things?

Haha. Those of you reading this, yall might think "Damn, the writer of this is still young. What the hell does she know about experiences and life?"

LoL. I know I'm young. But as time passes by, I begin to learn more and be more matured in looking at things.

The lost of a loved one made me realise life is too short. Yeah. To my relatives reading this, you'll know what I'm talking about. Haha. She was just 6 yrs old and I was 7..........I don't know why but all of a sudden I miss her soo much. It's been like coming to 9 yrs but sometimes I feel her presence around me. If only she was still here....................~

Anyway, back to the topic. I mean, it takes one wrong step and the decision to change is almost immediate. I see teens and all these young people, tattoos, drinking, underage sex and all that stuff. I'm not criticising any of those. It's their culture and I have no authority whatsoever to critic. But, these culture that they "practice", don't last. Don't you think?

Regrets....
Losses......
Mistakes.....

It's time that we learn how to move on..........give the future a chance and let the past be the past......~

*~I love you darling, but I don't think that we are meant to be....~ <3

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Sometimes...I sit back and wonder...

What will it be 10 yrs frm now? How will my life be like? Marriage? Family? Job?

It's all hard to imagine myself having a family and taking care of my kids and all that. I cant even imagine what my future husband be like.

After my O level results, I never stop wondering, "What's after this?", "How is it gonna be like?"

One thing fer sure is that I treasure every single moment of my life. A lost of a loved one.. made me realise that life is too short. Too short to actually feel the true meaning of life.

But get this, Life is never fair. That's just the way it is. You can never get things to go the way you want it to. It's all meant to be the way it is.

If you are never happy with someone or something..always remember there are better things in life to go for..~ Never look back on whatever mistakes you did and regret about it coz everything happens fer a reason....~

*~If only you were here by my side.....~

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phew....u wont believe wad i felt when waiting fer da results...i was tinking all da bad things dat cld happen when i fail...LoL..~

so yarh...update yall on my results...........

English-B4
Comb. Humans-D7 (n bcoz of dis..it pulled down my L1R5 alot.....)
E Maths-B3
A Maths-B3 (dis is soo unexpected.....coz i've been failing alot...)
Physics-C5 (another unexpected one...thought i might fail dis one too...)
Sc-C4
Malay-B3(i improved..!!! yay..!!!! but i aimed for a distinction actually....but nvm)

soo yarh..dats my results...i got 24 for my L1R5....14 for my L1R4(including CCA)..soo yarh..

soo many courses to choose frm in poly.....duno which one to choose...LoL....~

*~It's no use chasing something which is almost impossible to catch....~

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TODAY IS THE DAY..!!!!!!!!!

yes pple...this is it......the release of the o level results. noone noes wad i'm feeling right now. what is going on thru my mind...i duno wad the consequences wld be like if i fail. i juz wana get into poly. if i cant even get dat..i wont noe wad to do.......~

was greeted in da morning by abg amy's fone call...wishing me best of luck..then logged on into msn and kak sue was da nxt one to wish me luck. went in IRC juz now...greeted by a kiss frm sumone..LoL..~ (the person wld noe if he/she is reading dis..LoL..~). then everyone was wishing me luck and giving me well wishes. BaByDoLL and eCaH` are also taking their results today. Haiz...I keep looking at the tyme every 5 mins. I'm soo nervous and scared ya noe..~

received a call frm Ibrahim..wishing me luck as well..haha...and all the o lvl takers... are going LOCO at dis pt of time...~ haha..all types of perangai.....~LoL..~

It suddenly seems that time flies so fast. time now is 12.23 pm Its only 2 hrs and 07 mins to go to o lvl results. haiz...~

(NaQiah...dun count da time......~)

it has started raining.....quite heavy..is dat a sign..??? but hey..its a friday...soo ade berkat...~

Insyallah...Amin......~

*~Will there be anything happening between us.....?

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x-country

Happy 16th Birthday Ella..!!!!!


i had my x-country yest. but i didnt run....i sprained my right arm. haha...and it really hurts...

soo...i took pics. pics for ur viewing pleasure....enjoy..!!!~



here we are...cam whoring in da bus..bus 31..on our way to east coast....(sedih sakz muker adlin tak nampak....)



we took another pic...an effort to include adlin's face in da pic..but..i didnt tink it was worthwhile...LoL...~



another pic in da bus...dis pic excluded aishah....cian aishah...thanx to her..we had a nice pic...~



a scene taken from William Shakespeare's Romeo & Juliet.....(nOt..!)



juz thinking...abt the past...and the future...wad is it gona b like?



shadows of us....~



sumday....our princes will come........~



totally backstreet.....~ \m/

and...we ended the day by having lunch at century square's long john silver..and hell...an incident happen there.

there was a grp of ITE guys sitting beside our table....they bought their food, ate and left. but they didn't leave immediately though. they waited outside the long john silver. soo i was lyk heck urh...then the nyonya werking there..wanted to clear their table..and blardy hell..those jerks..they actually made a tore out the base in one of the cups..and put ice in it.. soo when the nyonya picked it up...the ice was all over the floor and table. and it wasnt little i tell u. kinda of alot actually. and after seeing that...the ITE jerks left, laughing. cruel JERKS..!!!! serious seyy.. all of us actually were really angry at them. i pity the nyonya ya noe..she had to clean up the mess...kesian seyy...newayz..... we ended the outing by taking neoprints....here's one i lurve...





*~SB suxx....totally..and I dunno what will happen tmr....If only tomorrow never comes......~

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I had the strangest feeling........

I don't know why
But all of a sudden
I was beginning to fall for you

It's weird I know
And i don't feel good about it
I know you don't either

There is this guilt
Deep down inside me
That tells me that all this is just wrong

What started out as a casual date
Ended with true confessions of the heart

I was surprised I got an sms frm you
I didn't know you felt that way

But I cant let my feelings grab hold of myself
You're sombedy else's and I can't change that

I ain't gonna hope for something to happen so soon
Coz I don't wanna see my hopes get shattered all over again

I enjoyed yesterday, every single minute of it
You made the feeling of having someone to love and treasure come running back to me

I enjoyed your company
And I was glad I actually went out with you

After yesterday, I can't stop thinking of you
I don't know why but I just feel this way

Happy Valentine's Day my friend...................................~

*~Someday, I'll get whatever I longed for.<3

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The feeling suddenly came to me...
I miss u soo much
But why?
Why all of a sudden I feel this way

That's right..
I miss you alot
I dont know why
But I really do

I know its been a year or so
But the memories we had
Are still fresh in my mind
And cant be forgotten

I can see that you have moved on
I know that I am just someone,
Someone who happened to sit
In many of the pit stops along your journey in life

No matter how much I love you
No matter how much I adore you
No matter how much I treasure you
It's all now a memory

You have led a new life
And also a family
Me?
I'm just the same old me

I miss you
But I'm afraid to tell you
I don't want to destroy
Whatever happiness you are going through right now

I wanna hug you
I wanna kiss you
I wanna have that feeling all over again
Where you will never let me go

I miss you............aLot...........~

Happy Valentines Day to all the lovers out there.
Its just ard da corner soo always treasure u're loved ones before they fade away or it will just be a memory. Take this time on Valentine's day to tell the person u love ur feelings and thoughts. Coz u might never know when everything is gona fade..

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family day.....

hrmm....family day was last sat. sorie didnt post earlier..i had an injury. i sprained my right arm..and i'm trying my very best to type properly. i m having alot of spelling errors while typing dis.....em lazy to tell ya guys what actually happened..i'll juz post da pics ayd for ur viewing pleasure....


dis is da parking spot for da cars....and mind u..da place is super big..!!! 5 families can share one whole chalet..and mayb more....LoL....~


da kids getting ready to play the games....hehe..cute lil angels....


dat guy in da red shirt...he is raiyan. and dats da 1st game....game of chapteh.. cute seyy when all da kids played. haha....


da nxt game was hula hoop..cute seyy when da kids played. hehe...


dats my dearest daddy....playing chapteh..pro seyy.haha...and he won...


dats my uncle...he got third..farni seyy....


dats my aunt..playing hula hoop....


da nxt game was da balloon game.....hehe...cute...running ard trying to burst each other's balloon.


dats da big bouncy thing. i fell off frm dat thing..! dats how i got my arm sprained.dun ask me how my arm is doing...its painful.


nxt game was the ski thing. 3 to a pair of boards...funniest game...haha...dis is da first grp...


this is da same game..but da 2nd grp...


dis is da 3rd game...young and old playing..haha...really fun...


dis are all my wonderful grandaunts. love em loads.....


these are my 2 cute lil cousins.....zikri(left)...sabrina(right)..


dis is da living rm.....dat is uncle iman singing.....


starting da doa kesyukurun for nek muk....


da moms playing a game of threading beads into a string..da most no. of beads win..and my mom won...!(with the help of yours truly...~)


dats me..kak aishah..aunty indah..and kak sue....posing fer da cam..all looking retro...


cousins....taking a pic..while waiting for the game "ketambola" to start. its like bingo....


dis is my ticket fer da game ketambola....hehe..cool eyy...


the evil trio.......going retro.....


ppt. presentation by nek muk's children..to all the families......and its nek muk's 70th bdae...


i got a prize fer being da best dressed lady fer da day..!!! haha..!!! em proud of myself....


me...erwin....and kak su....erwin looks hot..lyk frm the movie "Grease"..


Cousins....truly Retro..!!!! "Grease Lightning"!


adan and da lovely ladies......


evil trio..caught on camera again....


karaoke session...my dad and my aunt dancing to a dangdut song..hehe....


me and da hot abg den..hehe


2 of mah uncles singing..to da song "Cinta Kristal"..nice song....


the DJ fer da day.....

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ANNOUNCEMENT!!!!!!

O Level candidates from Changkat

Changi who are awaiting for their

results!

I have gotten bad news..!!!!

Mr Goh has announced to this yr's

Sec 5 cohort that only 25% of the

O lvl candidates are eligible for

Polytechnic..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes..!!! shout scream..!!! that's wad i was told..!!! pple...pray hard and

hope u r in that 25%. well...i am....~

(Oh God....Please let me be in that 25%.....)

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i skipped band today..LoLs...~

i had to search for my retro outfit fer tmr. there is gona b a family day tmr. the details of the event...:

Date: 4th February 2006 (Sat)
Time: 1 pm - 11 pm
Venue: Changi Ferry Point Chalet 2
Gosport Road

Dress Code: Retro, back to the 70's

cool huh? haha..if u guys r wondering where da hell is dis place...its near OCH. haha..scary ryd...~ LoL..~

but i cant wait fer tmr. em gona wear a yellow retro top..and my OP flowery skirt. retro enuf? if dat aint enuf...em gona wear a multicolour, striped-pattern headband, a pink pearl necklace and yellow plastic earrings. haha...and also my retro sunglasses..~ (i'll take a pic once i get dressed up ok..lol..)

soo yarh...went to tamp mall and century square juz now. searched high and low for a suitable top. haha..~ tired ya noe. i came back frm skewl...changed and went out..straight away..and i didnt even eat larh..!!! darn..~ so damn hungry....~

but i had a mcspicy juz now..super spicy..~ and em drinking root beer now..~

speaking of root beer...juz now i had econs. and mr james ong brought with him 2 bottled drinks..(da 1.5 litres bottle)..one grape..and one root beer.

he used it to prove the Demand Curve or sumting lyk dat..LoL.~ using the drinks as an example. soo..yarh..at da end of his explanation...each one of us got a drink. and in da end..i had to carry the 2 bloody bottles. mr ong asked us to finish the drinks. but noone wanted it..coz blardy hell..it was da 1st period and he xpects us to drink the fizzy drinks. and blardy hell..it resulted in me having a bad stomachache. (for the whole day mind u..~)

soo yarh..i guess dat was my dae. i had my laffs wif mah fwens in skewl...LoL..~

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hrmm..didnt go skewl yest. haha..i PONTENG..!!! lol...lazy larh wana go. summore yest got PE seyy....must run ya noe..8th feb my college road run..~ haiz...~

however..instead of going skewl..i went with my oh-i-miss-them-so-much gurlfwenz. YaY..!!!! ayu called me and asked me where i was..then she said she wanted to go out..den i was like ok..my mom let me out....

soo where did we go? we went to tamp pavilion and played pool.

den we went to tamp mall.hidayu wanted to buy a pair of black pants. so we went to giordano and she bought a pair of pants...

guess wad happen in da fitting room...me, diana and ayu went in one fitting rm..~


cam whoring...in da fitting rm....ayu is adjusting her hair..(as always..)..me and diana smiling to the cam..*smiLes*


dats diana...and ayu trying to change her pants..LoL..~


dats mah reflection in da mirror....*wondEring*....

soo yarh..dats wad happen in giordano's fitting rm..LoL..~

nxt.. we went to Century Square's Food Culture for our dinner..~ diana didnt eat da whole day..cian dier..~ soo..we went to eat.. diana ate fu zhou fishball noodle.. i ate chicken chop....and ayu ate chicken rice..~

after filling up our stomachs...decided to head on home...~ i decided to past the time by taking a bus which takes a longer route home..~ haha..~

while in bus 39..decided to take pic wif ayu..and the outcome..~
(its hard when taking a pic in a moving vehicle....w/o de flash..LoL..)





and finally....we came up wif a perfect one....no blur ones....no half face ones... (none lyk da ones u see on top..LoL...actually there were more tries..but i deleted sum of 'em..LoL..~)



Ta Dah...~~~~~

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