hurting knees

My knees are hurting like hell. Period.

Prolly its because I had to push the heavy bike with legs that barely touch the ground. I was on my toes and the only strong side was my left feet. I think my knees are wearing out on me. I don't know whether to bend my legs or straighten them. It seems that neither is working well for me.

Howells, another reason could be because I've been out the whole week.

Monday:
Went for my hospital follow up appointment at KKH and then went out the whole day with Mum. Did loads of walking.

Tuesday:
Had my last paper, and then it was off to meet the GF and then walked around Clarke Quay.
Yes, more walking.

Wednesday:
Went to SSDC to book my bike prac. Thanks GF for accompanying me. After that went to City Hall, walked around Marina Sq. Oh and after that walked to Suntec and then to Bugis. Then train-ed to Bedok and took the bus to Airport T3 to meet the fam there and you guessed it, more walking around T3.

Thursday:
Had my bike prac just now. Bike pracs drain my energy like running water. This is only the second prac session. I'm still in Prac 1 -.- (To tell you the truth, I'm abit afraid on two wheelers. I've had my dose of accidents on the bicycle. It was ugly. Note: was) Howells, I'd rather take it slow rather than rush (and cheat) my way through. Today's session was ok. Weather was fine. Not like last week. There were more people though today. Some just started, and some are like me, halfway through prac 1. Oh not only did I have to push the bike on feet barely touching the ground, I had to walk to the bus interchange.
More walking.

And tomorrow which is Friday:
Having my dental appointment for my braces. So will be going there alone, by train. Of course, more walking through the underpass to get to Lido. (My dental clinic is behind Lido. Shaw House or something.) Unless someone sent down by God is willing to send me there. :x
Not going to happen. So more walking, again.

Weekends:
Obviously more plans with the family. Shopping and what nots. You don't expect shopping to be done on wheels. Shopping centers don't have drive-thrus. (You don't see cars driving thru TopShop or Zara right?) Of course I have to walk.

No wonder my knees are killing me. Lama-lama kurus jugak siak aku.
I just realised how much walking I've done for the past few days of the week. On a lighter note, I have to shed the weight man. The weight is already causing some complications to myself. So I take it as excercise. Just hope that the knees don't get serious.

Oh wells, I'm soo looking forward to a new gadget. Please Papa. :)

Euphoria!

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Finally over

Exams are finally oveerrr..!!

Let's party while it lasts.

The worry over results and supplementary papers can come later.

So had a blast with gf after the last paper yesterday. Initial plan was to head to Marina Sq but someone wanted to go Clarke Quay. So after much whining and complains.. headed to Clarke Quay and it has been eons since I last went there. Definitely alot of changes and the place is very pretty with the lights from the pubs and bars, flashing of cameras from the tourists and also the occasional screams of those on the bungee rides. Not forgetting the river taxis with soothing music coming from the "tongkangs" (I believe thats what its called) and the gentle waves hitting the stone steps and walls alongside the river. Clarke Quay was nice :)

And of course, the usual heart-to-heart talks with the GF. An awesome night for a start to the holidays.

Well, gf, I don't know what you're feeling right now, but the best friend's approval is definitely a yes. (Except for the initial part though. Haha. You know I know la eh.) Give yourself a chance. If shit happens, your lovable-caring-YOUNG-"always single & available" GF is always here. :)

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Evolution of dance

I stumbled upon a very exciting video on YouTube.

Evolution of Dance

Just reading the title makes me think that dance is the most coolest trend to ever set foot in the human society.

Not until I actually saw the vid. It's like a parody about dance but not that bad. Haha.

Featuring Inspirational Comedian Judson Laipply.
The Evolution of Dance

I had a good laugh watching that entire vid. It's so damn funny to see the different types of dance and to actually see ALOT of us doing it. LOL!

Oh and would you believe that he actually has his own website just from this video. Check it out here. I mean look at the number of views the video has.


He listed the songs he used for the video and I actually checked some of them out which were unfamiliar to me. Yes, he did dance like how the original video was. LOL!

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Tired

I have never been this tired before.

I didn't know riding a bike could be that hard. I mean, well I am a first timer. The bike is so fcuking heavy. I was having my first bike prac on a stomach filled with only half a scoop of mee goreng for breakfast.

So there I was, having my orientation and that marked the start of my bike lessons. Gosh. I don't know what I'm getting myself into.

My first practical.

I was being such a virgin.

Clutch.
Throttle.
Rear brake.
Front brake.
Neutral gear.

WTF?!

When it was time to get on the circuit and start coordinating the controls, I kept telling myself.. "OMG! I'm riding a motorcycle!"

The weather was NOT fine at all. It was so freaking hot nak mampos. Lama2, kalau hari2 aku buat gini, boleh kurus siak! I was sweating like a peeg. As the minutes go by, my hands, arms and legs are beginning to give way. I was having a splitting headache.

I have never felt so drained and pooped that bad after the practical was FINALLY over.

What more, after the practical, I had to go to school. ARGH!

My body felt sooo sore. Lucky for me, mum and dad picked me up from school.

This is only the first practical. And yes, I failed because I haven't got the hang of coordinating the controls. Oh and I fell once. Jatuh seb baik masih maintain cool. Tak macam nangka busuk. So ok la tu. AHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHA! That's a joke.

To many more practicals, sore muscles and sweating.

If only I can teleport myself like sayang can.

Sayang, why you never share your powers with me? You promised. I benci you ah.
Tapi I tetap rindu you. Come and pick me up ok. Don't play hide and seek with me la sayang. I tunggu tau.

Heeeeeee...... :)

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Slaps self

SITI NAQIAH!!!

Stop wasting time and get on studying you BRAT!!!!!

*slaps self*

On another note..

Zan Mysterio was nice in Projek Cerpen.
Syahid died.... and Zan got a heart bracelet from Syahid.
Time tu, heart bracelet kononnye macam cincin steady. Awww...~

I benci ah sedih2 gini... :(

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OMG

OMG!!!!!

Suker bapak aku surprise aku. Benci aaahh..... lol

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Kitty

I want to keep a cat please.

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License

Today I enrolled for my license.

Not 1.

But 2 at the same time. Mak aku nari feeling kaya. So aku pon bedal jer la. :)

So I'm gonna take 2 licenses at the same time...

Class 2B
Class 3
And please eh, I'm not rich. My parents are. Haha.

Some people suggested that I took one at a time. Well, aku dah enrol. Nak buat camne kan?

I'm feeling nervous, excited, scared.
It's all mixed up.

Oh God, just give me the strength to pull this through. I promise I'll drive safely okay :)

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So yestarday

You know..

Sometimes I scare myself too much.

I mean, I can tell what's coming, yet I decide to pretend that I don't know.

My instincts don't fail me. Been there done that. Umpteenth times.

Yet, I chose to be stubborn, believe that instincts aren't meant to be believed. It's just a gut feeling, right? Then again, it's been proven so many times that my gut feelings are always true. What is it about me?

So what am I feeling now?

Hurt?
Disappointed?
Jealous?

I don't know. I think I'm just plain stupid. Oh and blind. Oh and not forgetting dumb to.

Yeah, I'm emo-ing.
Well, dearest Fizah said that it's okay to feel sad and hurt.
"at least i know my fren is human. she got feelings"

Thanks gorgeous :)

Oh and of course, how can I forget the GF.
"Never fall for anyone until they confess to us."
Haha. Shut up la GF.

Well, fuck it already. I'm so over it.

14 February. Valentines Day

That's soooooooooo yesterday. Pfft.

Oh well.. on a "brighter" note..

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY
you love-sick suckers. :x

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A helpless witness

I felt weird today after having lunch at school.

I was a witness to a crime.
Yet I didn't do anything about it.

OMG.

I'm feeling so beladi guilty right now.

Someone stole a laptop right in front of my two eyeballs and I didn't scream or shout to stop the thief. WTF! WTF!!!!!??!!!

OMG.

I was having my lunch in school with Fathin. I noticed this guy walking towards the exit of the canteen. Well, who would have thought he would wanna steal a laptop because he looked normal like any other people in the canteen. I, for sure, thought he was just someone who just finished his lunch.

So, he passed by my table, which is the same row as the victim's table. The table had noone taking care of it except for the bags and laptops because the people at the table were off to buy their food.

So this guy, let's name him X shall we. So X walked pass my table when he actually turned, grab the laptop as he walked pass and just ran with it.

OMG!

I'm a fucking witness and I didn't even do anything.

I was so dumb and stupid and speechless at that point of time that I have no fucking idea what just happened, until I saw X ran out of the canteen. WTF!!!

The funny part was, when the victim came back to the table, he did not even fucking realise that his laptop went missing. Not until he finished 2 plates of rice with sweet sour fish. 2 plates!!!!

Right now, I don't know whether letting X run away just like that was the right thing to do.

Firstly, the victim and his friends are so beladi stupid to have left the table unattended when they fucking know that they have their personal and precious belongings there. I mean there were 10 people, and not even ONE stayed at the table to take care of the belongings.

Secondly, after the victim came back to buy his food, it seemed like he was so sure that his belongings were still there. He only realised his laptop went missing after finishing 2 plates of rice. 2 BELADI PLATES!

A simple case of human carelessness.

Then again, I feel so fucking guilty right now.
Am I sinned Oh God?

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I'm a proud Singaporean

As of today, I'm a very proud Singaporean.

Why?

I visited T3 for the first time and Vivocity for the 2nd time!!!

Call me outdated.

I'm so proud of myself. Haha. I so need to get out of the house more often. I'm becoming boring-er as the seconds of my life pass and yet I'm doing nothing about it.

Well.. I broke my virginity of going to T3. Oh and visited Vivocity for the 2nd time after.... uhmmm........... *counts number of months with toes and fingers*

T3 is crowded. I don't understand the Chinese. I mean, it's their CNY and yet they don't seem enthusiastic about the celebrations. It's a once in a year occasion. (all occasions are once in a year.. to think abt it. -.-) But they don't where the nicest clothes. Heck, they don't even celebrate it. Instead, they fill up the shopping centers and public places.

Enough about that. I'm just so wow-ed by the size of T3. I mean, its so fucking big. Everywhere is see-through. (not literally everywhere but you get the idea)

I rather not rant about how jakun (overly enthusiastic) I was at T3 so let the pictures do the talking...






For more of them, visit my Multiply

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The trip to Vivocity with GF was fun. We had the usual dose of laughs and jokes. Oh and of course, the trillion gazillion pictures we took. Haha. That always happens when we are together.

While walking around Vivo, window shopping.. I had a weird imagination about getting money to grow on trees.

The case of slit eyes -.-

I like this. Thanx gf. :)

For more pictures, visit my Multiply (again)

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CNY at the beach

CNY holidays

I'm so thankful for this long stretch of holidays. Got loads of time to make up for my lack of rest and hiatus from school for a moment and of course.. quality time with the family. Haha.

Typical for the non-celebrating-CNY people end up spending the holidays at the coastal lines of Singapore like Changi, East Coast, Pasir Ris etc. I mean, where else can we go to spend the holidays. Everywhere is close.

So the best place to spend the holidays is of course the beaches.

The Mak-Chicks

The waters were in low tide. VERY low tide. You can go as far as the center of the sea and yet the water levels came up to only your chest.

Child's play. Dhea love.

Child's play part 2. Dessy and Endrianna love. *Dessy looks like some over-tanned Hawaiian island kid. LOL!

Please refrain yourselves from staring at the bulge under my breasts. I'm afraid that you guys might suffer from some "staring-too-hard-at-fats" eye syndrome or something.

This is Spoon. Aidah brought him so that he could enjoy the outdoors. I think Aidah soaked him in Soflan or something bcoz HE IS SO DAMN BLOODY SOFT LA!!! -.-

My two dearest darlings. Dessy and Dhea. I love kids!!

A day well spent.

Oh and a birthday shoutout to the bestest cousin ever....

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY YOU PRIZZLES GIRL!
LOL

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you.

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I was doing the normal surfing around and it's been ages since I surfed Friendster. So I came across a hilarious Friendster bulletin which got me all cracked up. LOL

The Orang Panjang Contemporary Mat
Dictionary

Gua [goo-wah] noun – What some mats
and minahs use to call themselves.
Similar in using “lu” when referring
to others. A legacy that dates
back to the times of Mat Rocks back in
the early 80s.

A common trick that can be played on
Mats is to ask them to translate
the English phrase “Monkey Cave” into
Malay. The mat will then say
“Gua Monyet” (I'm a monkey).

Mat [mat] noun – To the rest of the
world, the word simply means a
Malay guy. But within the Malay
community itself there is a growing
disparity in consensus to its actual
meaning. Popularly, it's used to
denote a guy who converses primarily
in Malay, as opposed to the more
“English speaking” types. Favourites
of the mats include tapered
jeans, trucker caps and weepy Malay
songs with sickeningly suicidal
lyrics.

Matrep [mat-rape] noun – An extreme
version of the mat. In addition to
the usual mat accessories, a matrep
will also come adorned with tattoos
and matching body-piercings in weird
corners of his body.

Minah [mee-nah] noun – An expression
used to denote a Malay female.
Derived from the popular Malay name,
Aminah, which used to be all the
rage some time ago. It was sort of
the “in-thing” to name your
daughter Aminah back in the 60s and
70s. In fact, legend has it that if
you go to Geylang Serai market and
shout “Hai Minah!” at least a
quarter of the makcik population there
is going to turn around and smile
at you.

Picit [pee-chet] adjective – When a
mat tells you to “picit” him, it
does not mean that he is trying to be
cheeky (or gay, if he is talking
to a fellow mat). It simply means that
the mat wants you to call him on
his mobile. What were you thinking?

Relaksuah [ree-lek-soo-wah] adjective –
Official slogan and life motto
of the mats and minahs.

Sial [see- yal ] noun / adjective – A
full stop in every mat's
sentence. Eg: “Tadi aku nampak
accident sial Rabak sial Aku tak bedek
sial Kesian sial” Translation: Just
now I saw an accident (full stop)
It was bad (full stop) I'm not kidding
(full stop) Poor guy (full stop)

In its purest form, “sial”
means “jinx” but mats have refined
the
art of using the word to include it at
the end of their every sentence.
Also comes in the more polite
form “siak” and “siul” for those
who
do not want to sound too crude.

Skank [s-kank] adjective - A favourite
weird-looking dance performed by
mats and minahs. Usually done at any
of the various gigs that mats and
minahs love to congregate at. At
times, you do detect evidence of
artistry in the dance but most of the
time they just look like they've
been possessed by the ghost of a
restless retard.

Sowie [soh-wee] adjective – An
expression of apology used by minahs.
Commonly used in SMS and instant
messaging. Actually they can just use
the word “sorry” like every normal
human being but minahs think that
it will make them sound extra cute to
deliberately talk that way.
Example : “I will be late. Sowie!”

Step [se-tep] adjective – To beguile,
dissimulate or impersonate
something or someone that they are
not. Also commonly used to describe a
fellow mat or minah who acts in an
arrogant manner. E.g.“Kau jangan nak
step tak tahu eh?” Translation: Don't
you dare feign innocence in this
matter. Can also be used as a gerund
e.g. “stepping”. See next entry.

Step Jambu [se-tep jam-boo] adjective -
What minahs do when they are
sitting alone in a train and a group
of mats walk in. It is a general
exercise where the minah “controls”
her facial muscles and posture in
a way that would make her look her
best. This would usually involve
looking incessantly at her handphone
for no particular reason.

Stoppit [setop-eet] adjective – A
general expression of intolerance and
dismay. When a minah uses this phrase,
be very careful for it signals
that she is about to lose her cool or
get very violent.

Talk about English illiterates (sial) LOL! Whoever is the crazy ass who came up with this, credits to you dude/dudette (sial) Haha (sial)

My favourite has got to be the skank one.

"most of the time they just look like they've been possessed by the ghost of a restless retard"

LOL!

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All mixed up

I'm feeling all mixed up.

One part of me says I should still continue to have feelings and just wait and hope that thins will happen.
Another part just decides to give up, throw it all away, and move on, regarding it as merely an unplanned infatuation.

I'm wish to actually go with the former.. but I can't help but consider the second part. I mean.. there are signs showing me that it's of no use and I'll be just wasting my time. But, I don't wish to give up easily. Yet, I'm afraid to open up because I don't want it to affect what it is now.

A friend adviced me to open up and let my feelings known.
But I can't.

I know that it would just complicate things further.

Then again, I want to take a step further. It's been a looonnnggg time when I felt that puppy love. All this while, it was like.. I don't know. Right now, it came naturally, slowly.

How much I want it to be taken a step further.
Then again, I know things won't happen.

*help*

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Ijajah.. Ijajah...AJIJAH AKU MANA?!

I have always loved Saiful Apek for his super funny antics in his movies and he is known to be a real great entertainer. He comes up with the weirdest of jokes and the next thing you know, it could be a passing phase amongst people who watch him.

I was watching Suria on TV and they should the trailers for the CNY shows and all that. So they're screening 'Bujang Senang' on CNY and the clip they showed just cracked me up.

Sorry for those who don't understand Malay. :)

"Ijajah... ijajah...AJIJAH AKU MANA?!"

"Mulai dari sekarang, kau akan jadi P-A dia."
"P-A tu apa boss?"
"P-A tu PA"

LOL! I can't stop laughing. Haha. Sungguh klasik.

On the other hand.....

AMSYAR AFIQ IS LOVEEEE!!!!!!

P.S. I'm NOT feeding him. -_-

P.P.S Baby smells are funky. :)

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One cool morning..

The weather's been very PMS-y lately. Well, it has it's ups and downs. One time it can be so bloody hot and the next thing you know, it pours until fishes can swim on the roads. Okay, thats a metaphor.

I have no bloody ideas what to blog about, but I just needed to blog y'know. I don't really like to blog about my daily routines unless it is of high significance or it's just plainly unusual.

Well.. 2008 has been a month old.

And the feeling of being 18? Hmm.. not a very big deal.

It's just that I'm legal to smoke, club, drink, watch M18 rated movies, drive, ride. Then again, I feel like I haven't really grow up as much.

I still think that cartoons are the best things ever invented by TV producers.
I still think that High School Musical is a very very nice musical. Really.
I still have my little puppy loves and teensy weensy crushes in school.
I still play games on the PSP, online on the net and the PS2 also.
I sometimes have the urge to buy kiddy toys like PlayDoh and Barbie Dolls.
I still expect presents for my birthdays.
I hate growing up.

I miss being 3, wearing dresses, hats and being showered with the most exciting gifts ever.
I miss the times when dad would still carry me around whenever I get too tired or naughty.
I miss sitting in a pram.
I miss eating messily.
I miss not knowing what a boyfriend means.
I miss not knowing the existence of 'homework'.
I miss having to practice my handwriting everyday in school (my handwriting still sucks now. lol.).
I miss having playtime in school.
I miss crying when I didn't get any milk.
I miss sucking the bottle and pacifier.

Well, I'm just eighteen. But for the fact that time travels too fast for anyone to catch up, and I am constantly growing up, changing, it kinda sucks y'know. Not that I'm afraid to face problems or to have more commitments. It's just that, I don't want to have such burdens on myself and in the end, blame the whole entire universe for what's dawn upon me rather than being thankful for what I'm blessed.

I don't have anything/anyone to look forward to each day. Is it just me or do I get boring each and every passing minute? I just need some motivation for myself. I want someone to comfort me everytime I feel like life is not worth living for. I want someone to say "Look, it's okay. I'm still here."

I don't wanna grow up......

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On a lighter note....

Welcome to the world Amsyar Afiq. I'll be seeing you soon okay handsome. Wait for Kak Niki okay? *beams*

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