it's time

31st December 2006......

It's now hours away to "auld lang syne-ing" to 2006.

Soo 2006... hmmm~~

What about 2006?

Full of shits. Really.

Explains the blogskin that I created to welcome the new year. Haha. I'm becoming crude and crude-er. LOL!

Time to reminisce the events of 2006. Anything significant? Hmmm....

Nothing really. Just that I've gotten into trouble and gotten screwed and fucked up inside out, upside down. Better not think of that.

Well, I'm still a naive typical teenager trying to understand the fucked up stuffs that life itself has installed for me. Hehe.

Hmm, any sweet incidents? I don't know.

Or maybe I'm just to lazy to think about it or remember any of it.

In a crabshell, 2006 is the year I actually learn to be more patient, mature and always think things through alot, and I mean alot. No matter how much anger I keep to myself, or hold back the tears, or even preventing myself from a sudden spasm of cravings, I'm still ME.

However, I'm still waiting for someone to bitch or hate-tag about me. Haha. Wishing for the worst?

Nah. Just wanting to add a bit of spice to my life. Maybe I'm just being too nice to people. Maybe? So, is there a need to change that part of me? Hmm, better not.

What boring life I have. Imagine me ending up writing a life biography about myself. I think the book doesn't even take up one chapter, and the publisher would decide to declare a bankrupt for having to print my book. -.-

Boring.

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*suik suiikk*

I'm becoming a totally lazy someone but at times, I get so spastic, for the wrong reasons.

Had a project meeting with my group members for Japanese role play like nxt 4 weeks or so. And I just realise like I have 5 projects.

1. OOPG Java Assignment *bleargh*
2. DBIS Assignment *eewww*
3. CORE Group Assignment
4. CMSK3 Report Assignment
5. Japanese Role Play

% Done = 0%

So what now?

I'm in totally deep fucking smelly shit! That's what's now. Urgh!

Ok, enough with the school issues. I'll get it done, somehow. Oh, and I've chosen Psychology for my CDS next year. Interesting to learn about people and their minds.

So after project meeting, went walking around TM, wondering what to buy myself for my upcoming BIRTHDAY. First stop was Starbucks. Then it was to Adidas because I'm looking for a jacket. Next, went to MNG and they are like still having big discounts like up to 50% - 70% off. Don't bother about the tops, but go for the bottoms. I'm planning to buy the caudroy *is that how u spell it?* knee length skirt which is like $30+ I think. Maybe a pair of jeans from there also, depending on available size. I need cash right now!

Then, went home for a while because I so needed to lie down. So damn sleepy but I went out again at 2.30 to meet a certain someone at Kallang. Slack-ed with him until like 5 because mama want's me home by then to go to the hospital to see Nenek.

Took the train back to Tampines and I should say, it wasn't at all a pleasant ride. Once I stepped in the MRT, I just heard screeching cries of a baby filled like the whole cabin. *If i had a choice, I would choose to say the whole MRT but that's abit too over the top, for a baby.*

So, there was this baby like a few months old, crying at the top of his lungs. I don't know whatever for or why. Maybe it's that time of the month. Well, I know it's my time of the month. LOL!

The mother is trying like every single thing trying to make the baby quiet. Oh wait, every single thing except feeding him and changing him. -.-' . Well what are the odds.

At first, I could stand the cries, but when it went on for the whole journey, to until the mother dropped at Kembangan, some passengers had deep frowns on their foreheads and hard stares at the mother and the baby. I was simply trying to be patient.

So, train-ed all the way to Tampines and went straight home. But on my way back home, I asked adik to call me because I needed her help to check my email for me. Well, guess what? My whole family left for the hospital without me. THANX AAAHHH EEEHHH!!!

I was so damn farking piss for the whole journey home. With a crooked frown on my face, I wasn't happy with the whole world.

I stepped into the house, switched on my lappie and don't bother about anything. Ended up, I have to eat Maggi for dinner, credits to Bibik who helped cook it for me.

Enough with that.

So I was chatting on the IRC, and this is the place to kutuk-mengutuk orang while having fun at it. SeriousHIET.

I don't entertain private messages because they are all bullshits. So there was this guy who PM-ed me and I didn't entertain. So, I said something at the main screen of channel #melayu and somehow or rather, this guy had to comment on it. So, being me, I was being sarcastic and discourteous towards him. Then he started calling someone pig, kiddo and started to involve mak and bapak which I don't like. So I gave him a taste of his own medicine and started giving him loads of bullshit and getting some sense into his head which obviously, wasn't an easy job.

I was laughing the whole time I watch him diss-ing other people. And trust me, he ain't young like my age. Just a hint, he's a husband.

So, was that like stupid or something? Nah. More of not realising yourself and shamingly degrading yourself for not having enough sense.

Virtual VS Reality.
*pfft..* People get confuse between the two. Actually more of relating both together. Not good.

It's the 2nd last day of 2007.

I can't wait to see my handphone flooding with SMSes and calls. Nyehehehehehehe~

New Year Resolutions :
1. Be more firm with myself
2. Shed some pounds off me *which obviously ain't gona happen. =)*
3. Less lies
4. Trying to find sense in what I'm actually doing right now
5. Time management
6. Act my age and not older. Maybe younger is good.
7. Snap more pichas
8. Block unwanted contacts from my MSN
9. Discover the meaning of constructive criticism
10. Make use of Dictionary.com more

Why resolutions? I don't know. It's for the fun of it. Really. I don't bother carrying out any of the resolutions I've listed above.

I'm beginning to feel old. I need a booze.

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rain rain go away, really.

It's another wet day in Singapore again. *Sighs....*

So, been sitting at home the whole day. Just felt like it though it was such a bore. But with a weather like this, I rather stay dry.

The whole day, it was freezing. Not literally, but unusually cold especially in a country like Singapore. I guess Snow City is going to running low of profits in the meantime.

So, 2007 is like in 3 more days? *Oh fucking shits, I'm turning a year older THAT SOON!?*

Ok and I just find out that today, there is a CDS selection which apparently, I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT.

Oh wells, so now I remembered and the selection will start at 10 am later today. But I'll be out of the house by 8.30 am? So how? Should I bring my lappie? Nevermind. That later.

I think the temperature is giving me frostbites. My bones are blardy hell aching. My stomach ain't feeling so good either. Too much wind in the stomach.

Holidays ain't that great. Though I have an invitation to an open house on Sunday which is also Hari Raya Haji. *Selamaaattt Harriii Rayaaaa.... Harriii Suciii Muliaaaaa~*

I hope I get money on Hari Raya Haji. Maybe not for Hari Raya Haji itself, but for another reason. *grins...*

Nenek is going to be admitted to the hospital again today for her chemo-therapy. She doesn't like it.

I have nothing to blog about.

I need my readers. Please do tag if you read my blog. Thank you.

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rain rain go away

Oh fuck.

I understand it's like the Christmas spirit and all. But I don't need rain to be a replacement for SNOW!

Like fuck, it was raining the whole day yesterday, and it still is raining NOW! Well hey, look on the bright side, at least the water supply is being re-filled.

NOT!

Oh dangs. The rain is spoiling mood. Just hope it doesn't ruin my holidays la ok.

I've been going to the loo to take a piss for like every hour? My bladder is shrinking. It's getting worn out due to the constant amount of water I have to spray at my bladder after piss-ing. Haha. Don't mind me but damn. Well, at least mum and dad do not have to worry on the water bill because I only took a shower like once yesterday because of the weather. LOL!

So, looking at my countdown, it's like 5 days away to 2007 and to my very very special day.

As you can see, on the right, MY WISHLIST is up!! So for all you kind souls out there, especially to those who are earning bucks, I'm sure you are waiting for your long awaited end-of-the-year bonuses to come. So, no worries of running out of money just to get me a present. Hehe.

Hmmm..

Next task : Plan out my New Year Resolution list for 2007.

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Merry Christmas!!

Santa Claus is coming to town...

So, have you been naughty or nice?

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

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great weekend.

Ok, for Piala Khatulistiwa 2006....

Nira Nyertika won PIALA SRIKANDI!

Woooo Hoooo!!! A whole week of "hardcore"trainings, constructive criticisms, tired bodies, a whole lot of clapping and singing and bad throats was all worthwhile.

The 12 minute performance has proven that all hard work is paid off. Moreover, keeping to the basics will prove that all superior won't be all that fruitful.

I was soo glad we won. We don't mind not getting any of the 3 placings but othe most important thing is that we obviously enjoyed the performance and we do know that our performance wasn't all oohhs and aahhhs.

Definitely a memorable one for me.

Anyways, the results:

1st place : Singapore Poly
2nd place : ITE Dover
3rd place : Fuhua Sec

Congrats to all the 3 schools!!!!

Anyways, that's done. I spent my weekends at Sentosa!! WOOOO HOOOO!!!!

My family decided to spend a night at Siloso Beach Resort since we never did go anywhere for a holiday and moreover, Nenek ain't that well. Soo, yeah.

After Khatulistiwa, I went to Harbourfront and waited for my aunt to pick me up there.

Reached Sentosa, and GOSH! I tell yew the place is obviously HOTSPOT!

Nice right?????!!!I soo blardy love the place la hokays!!

So anyways, I came home only just now. Took the skyride and the luge ride and it was awesome!

It was drizzling at that point of time. So yeah. I love it.

Then we had our lunch at Pahlawan beach and then headed home since the initial plan we had was to go to underwater world busted, coz the queue was suuupppeerr loonnggg.

Soo, we headed home and here I am now.

A great weekend. Definitely.

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Piala Khatulistiwa 2006

ANNOUNCEMENT :

PIALA KHATULISTIWA 2006 is TODAY!!!!!!!!!!

It's only a like 10 more hours to it.

DO COME SUPPORT US!

Besok Sabtu, sudah pun hujung minggu.

Ada acara di Ngee Ann Poly

Kalau tak tau, tgk pat atas tuh...

DATANG LAH! SUPPORT TEMASEK POLY!!!

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Birthday Shoutout

Alright dear readers, it's like I don't know the *how many*th time I have a given a birthday shoutout for this month only! Anyway...

Happy 17th Birthday AYU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks for being a darling for the past 5 years. Mmuah!

Yay!!!

Oh and I keep on looking at my countdown. It's only 10 DAYS 'til 2006 ends and we welcome 2007!!! WOOOO HOOOOO!!!!!!

The wishlist would be up soon. *evil grins*

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khatulistiwa

Sorry for the lack of updates. Been super tired after dikir trainings that once I get back home, all I think about is the bed. Serious shiet.

Trainings have been like hell. Doing the ragams and singing our lungs out as though our guts are about to belch out from our mouths.

Yes. Competition is this Saturday. I'm feeling the pressure and it's getting to me. I am just so scared that I would screw up this thing for the whole group. Serious.

Countless mistakes on the ragams during trainings only is enough for me. My mind is going haywire, I feel so fatigued for the past five days or so. I have no idea why. The pressure is getting on to me. I'm just so farking tired la okays.

I think I need pills.

So ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, makcik dan pakcik, bapak-bapak dan ibu-ibu..

Piala Khatulistiwa 2006 is this Saturday. THIS SATURDAY!

Just thinking about it gives me goosebumps.....

Tomorrow is another few hours of training. Our 2nd last training day before competition. OH GOSH!!!! HELP!!!

I just need a hug right now........

Oh, and serious shiet.... I'm feeling numb. When was the last time I cried for a reason? *shruGs*

Note : Please support US at this Saturday's Competition OK? See ya there!

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tiring day

Yesterday was soo phucking tiring la ok. Lemme see..

I had dikir training which was supposedly start at 11am tapi "janji Melayu" made it start at like what, 12pm? Haha! Biase la tu kanz....kata Melayu maahh.

So anyways, sing sing sing, clap clap clap. I have to start memorising my lyrics. Piala Khatulistiwa is like, a week away. A WEEK!

In the words of the wise one, "Kiter nik bukan nyerr champion kanz. Soo kener la practice betol2."

That's true. Soo, endure for this week.

Anyways, after dikir practice, the usual 6, Me, Ayu, Wani, Fizah, Miza, Ira lepak-ed at Tampines Mall. Some had plans but it was too early for them, soo decided to waste time by lepak-ing until like 3+ where they had to go. So, while walking from Tamp Int to Tamp Mall, there was a pasar malam near the MRT Station. Then Miza wanted to get a Ramly burger. Then me and Fizah also felt like we wanted to grab one also. So, we headed to one of the stalls there and ordered 3 burger daging without sayur mind you. Haha.

Anyways, after we bought it, I terserempak with Mr Nazreen, Changkat Band instructor. Been ages since I last saw him la. Wells, I can't even recall the last time I came over to Changkat Band. Starting to miss it though, but I just can't commit. My parents would nag at me if they were ever to see me committing myself into too much activites. It's just that they are concern so that I wont tire myself too much..

Anyhoos, went to Tampines Mall and went to the open gallery. Me, Fizah and Miza ate our burger. We were a bunch of messy eaters but it's all due to that Ramly Burger la ok! The mayonnaise and chilli sauce was all over! Looked more like Roti John to me. Haha!

So this is the usual 6. Ayu, Fizah, Me, Ira, Wani and Miza.

Miza, I have to say that this picture is hot la ok! I have fallen in lup with you!!! HAHAHAHAHA!

Soo, Miza looks like this when she is having a headache after playing at that playground in the background. LOL!

Tuh la korngs, deprived childhood kan? kan? kan?

Kecik2 tak nak main. Dah besar, menyusahkan diri sendiri. Bengots laa pulaks...

Soo anyways, lepak-ed there until like 5+ or so then I had to make a move because my papa called me to hurry home as they were like going out or something.

I had second thoughts of following because I was soo tired and shagged and also very sleepy, like what I'm feeling now.

*Yawns!*

So, me, Wani and Ayu left Fizah and Yan. Miza and Ira were long gone at that time because Miza had plans with her friends and Ira had plans with her boyfriend.

After that, I made my way home and Wani and Ayu went don't know where. LOL!

So, once I reached home, my family was all ready to go out. I was ready. Didn't bother to change because I was properly attired to go to town or something. Haha!

We went to Suntec and the crowd there is like hell la ok!!! Super phucking crowded!!!! And I also heard that Suntec extended their shopping hours to like at 12 midnight just now. OMG!

Went to Swensen's for a while to grab some desert...

Then we started to walk around Suntec after that.

Being typical Singaporeans, sales are like a MUST during the festive seasons, and the rush to grab the best bargains is a necessity.

So, my family was just walking around. And NIKE was having a HUGE sale la ok!! I wanted to grab a pair of pants I tried. It was on 70% off! WTF!!!! But it didn't have the colour I wanted, soo didn't get it.

Oh, and when at Suntec, I think I spotted a pair of gays. I'm not sure though but after I saw them at the Nike shop, I keep seeing them everywhere. They look like loving together. I told my cousin but she said "Alah, maybe they are just friends." On second thoughts, I saw them putting hands around each other and walking around.

Oh wells, nice to see something you haven't seen before once in a while. LOL!

Ok, so I bought a bottle of Cranberry Shimer Lotion from Body Shop. The Christmas Sale is super duper tempting. Their discounts are like cray-zee!!!!!! I'm soo tempted to shop my whole life thru!!!!!!

So, after Suntec, headed to East Coast to grab some supper. I had Roti John Cheese. Not bad la. But I have to say, the malay stalls there like so have to improve their service. It sucks real bad right now!!!!!

Ok, so that's it.

Today : Watching a DK competition at Kampong Ubi CC with my 2 bitches, Fizah and Miza. Attending Wani's Chalet at Aloha Loyang for her birthday party.

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suuwik suuwik

Finally, TERM TEST IS OVER!

Now I have to worry about is my results. Oh wells, I know I'm gonna fail anyways, so it won't come to a surprise to me.

Anyways, had dikir practice yesterday and I tell you, the practice was farking funny okays. We were always laughing 'til our stomachs were crying out loud and our eyes were tearing like no tomorrow. HAHA!

Ili was farking funny la ok! But I have to say, the limelight had to be on Lela. I really do see her as a Malay Blonde. *No offense there Lela! Hehe.* HAHA! Today we talked about kelengkang sotongs, jubo sotongs, cheebye sotongs and konek sotongs. LOL! Yeah bebeh!! It's all about the sotongs!

We were all like wondering...

"Eh, sotong ader kelengkang? Sotong ader cheebye ker? Sotong ader konek eh? Sotong maner ader jubo?"

Haha!! Ni semer start dari Ili arr!! Tak pasal pasal "Isap ah kelengkang sotong!" Mcm seeyals! HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA!

Lepak seyyy. Serious shiet la. Today was ubber fun ok. Oh and while we were training, a topic about pigs came about. Then Lela story-ed about the other time she watched AFV or something like that and it was showing about this dare, where if you suceed in calling this pig to come over, you would get $20 for it.

Soo, there were alot of attempts to actually capture that pig's attention. Some went like "Kus kus." and some went like "Wee-wiitt."

Eventually, there was this lady who managed to call the pig over and she said this...

"Suuwiiikk Suuuwiikk"

And on top of that, she was rubbing her index finger and thumb together. If it's hard for you to imagine what it looks like, let me be more direct... imagine rubbing the clitoris of a woman's vagina. HAHAHAHA! That was what made us laugh our asses off!!

Then Lela kept on associating with everything after that with "Suuuwiikk Suuuwiikk".

HAHAHAHA! Farking funny la ok!!!

I just so had to blog about this because it really made my day la ok! Sampaikan terbawak-bawak sampai skarang. Masih lagi fresh di kepale-otarks akoo nik hah!!!

HAHAHAHA!!!! I just so had a good dose of laughter for yesterday.

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i've got a story

I've got a story to tell. Here it goes....

On the 12th of December 2006, on a rainy evening, with the cold breeze whisping through the air, through my bedroom window, I suddenly heard loud music. It goes like...

"My boy lollipop. Tenet tet tet. You make my heart go giddy-up. Tenet tet tet. You are my sweetest candy."

And then it ended there.

I realised that it was actually my handphone. I just received an SMS.

So at this point of time, at exactly 10.56 pm, I received an SMS from an unknown number. I pressed the button indicating 'Read'.

So, I read the SMS and my eyebrows went up.

'Dilko dilse churaaya tune.. Door hote huye apna banaaya tune, Kabi bhul nahi payenge tujko ae DOST.. Kyunki dosti karna hi sikhaya tune..'

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Potong setim sekejap!! Skali bangla maner sudah wrong number dgn aku! AHAHAHAHA! SMS hindustan la deeyyyy!! Tarching siaks!!!

By this time I was already reading the SMS out loud and laughing the most ugliest laughter! LOL!

OMG! I'm so going to save this msg in my saved messages folder. Oh yes. HAHA!

Kenangan terindah buat diri ku ini.

Ok so anyways, I'm going to fail my CORE paper! Haha. I'm so confident about failing ok. Serious shiet. Oh wells, it's just the term test. HAHA!!!!! I'm such a certified slacker and approved with a license. Wooo Hooo!!

So just now after my paper, I met up with Wani, Wan, Wawan, Razzi, Dayah and Nazaa at ITAS canteen. I wished Wani happy birthday again. After which Wawan and me decided to get Wani a cake while waiting for Fizah's arrival. Fizah soon came and she gave me the candles. I wanted to cover the whole top layer of the cake with candles, but Fizah and Wawan were screaming at me to warn me about the melting wax of the candle. So nonetheless, I stopped at 1 big candle and 4 small candles. So that makes Wani 14. HAHA!

Anyways.... Fizah took a video of it, which in the first place she wasn't sure that she actually recorded it or not. From the video, you could actually seyy that Wani is like malu to the giler babi! HAHA!

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birthday girl

I would like to dedicate a birthday shoutout to....

WANI!!!!

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY WANI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU ARE OLDER THAN I AM!!! YES YES YES!!!!!!

Aku gembira sebab Wani tua dari aku, dan aku tetap muda!! YES YES YES!

Ok so, I WAS THE FIRST PERSON TO WISH WANI!!! To Wan, if you are reading this, don't be jealous okays.

Hahahahaha!! So I would be facing my third paper later today. I just want to get this over and done with. It's just the term test. So, I'm soo slacking over it ok. I have my CORE paper later and I don't bother to study. Just simply reading, staring blankly at my lecture notes, hi-lighting like almost the whole page, and not bothered to read or see which points are important. LOL! I'm such an ubber lazy-bum. Oh wells....

I'm still wondering what to get for my 3 bitches. Wani said she wanted a tamagotchi. I don't know about Fizah and Ayu. Nevermind. I'll just go hunting for a sweet present for them.

I simply can't wait for my turn......YAY!!

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term test woes

Today is my second paper. I'm counting down the days 'til this week ends and HERE I COME HOLIDAYS!

So, yesterday's OOPG paper sucked. LOL! Ayul, Ayu, Fizah, Wani and me planned to get out of the lecture hall at like around 4.15. So, in order of appearence, from earliest to latest :

Ayul (4.00pm)
Ayu(4.05pm)
Fizah(4.10pm)
Wani(4.15pm)

and last but not least.... the honourable and most favourable...

ME! (4.20pm)

Please take note that the paper started at 3.30pm and it the duration is 1h 30min and the times mentioned above are all estimated. So, I'm the soul survivor baby!! WOO HOO!

See how the bunch of us gave up easily? LOL! *Biase beb. Kata melayu!! Ahahahaha!*

So today would be my QUAN paper. I have a bit of confidence of passing this because it's Maths stuff. YES! At last something more practical!! I'm kinda excited for this paper. LOL!

No actually I'm just excited to end this week A.S.A.P.

Sunday....waiting....

PARTY TIME!

Yay!! Oh shyd, I have to get 3 presents for my 3 bitches. URGH!

It's ok, my turn will come, so ladies and gentleman, fellow beloved readers of my overly "horny" themed blog, which seemingly makes people turned on, and obviously having myself to love every single bit of this blog....

LOOK OUT FOR MY WISHLIST!!!

As you can see, it's still under construction. I'll get it done, soon...real soon. *evil laughs.*

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birthday shoutout.

Alright, I would like to dedicate this birthday shoutout to....

FIZAH!!!!!

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY GERL!!!!!

AND YES! YOU ARE OLDER THEN I AM! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

You are growing older and but I don't think you realised that. LOL!

I was the second to wish her happy birthday, after WANI! Damn yeww Wani.

So, she was touched by me and Wani flooding the msn space and the job wasn't complete without Nor. Oh gosh, how much more sweeter can we get.

So maybe a mini celebration after my OOPG paper today? Haha. As you can see, I'm distracting myself from thinking about the paper. Why? Because I haven't studied yet. LOL!

Maybe I can get a cake or something. Hehe.

Next task : Get 3 separate presents, for 3 of my wonderful bitches. Oh fuck, I need more money.

Tag Replies :

fizah : you haven't even conquer the whole of ur bedroom and u're thinking about conquer-ing the world. what big ambitions you have. its ok. keep on trying ok.

miza : akoo nak makcik rock gitu arr. haha. kalo nak jln2, bole akoo tumpang. ahahahaha.

wani : akoo nak tgk makcik tuh for myself!!!

jannah : thanx babe. u too okays!!

oracle : i fully understand dat u r totally busy. heh. u take care too okays!!!

fish : thanx fish. u too!

fish : warning letter? for apel? haha. skipping alot of lessons. LOL!

fish : wana try? LOL! that's the way i see it. haha.

has : walaikumsalam. haha. ek eyy, kaled akoo kerr?

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fucksome saturday.

Yesterday was really fucksome OK!

Went to watch Happy Feet with Zali and Hakim and the movie rocks my socks! It's a must-watch I must say. The penguins are fucksome-ly cute ok! OMG OMG!

The movie is quite moving and the music used in the movie, is obviously hot! I want to get the DVD!! Haha.

So after the movie, we went to Tampines Central CC because the guys had dk training I guess. So I kpo-ed and followed. Haha!

Then after that, it got boring. So I want off, leaving Zali and Hakim to their practice and went to Starbucks with Nor to meet Ayu and Miza. Then I had my dose of Vanilla Java Chip Frappucino there and that felt like I just had an orgasm. LOL!

So, Ayu and Miza story-ed about what they did for the whole day. Their initial intention was to study, but because of one makcik, their "semangat" and intention just faded away. LOL! I was laughing ok when they story-ed about what happened.

Get this : A makcik who looks more than halfway through a century, walks using a walking stick, rides a bike. A bike as in motorcycle as in *VROOM**VROOM*!

Haha. Ubber kewlSHIET la okays.

So, we talked, and at 8+, we went off.

Tired but I still haven't start on my revision. Oh fuck.

Tag Replies :

fizah : You ought to be jealous! Haha. Stakat nak do well ajer ker in exams? YEAH RIGHT!

hda[Y]u : Fie dan `silent ader la kengkawans ku dari IRC!

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wkends

So the weekends are here. Oh wells, not looking forward to it though. Why?

Firstly, my term tests starts on Monday and I haven't start mugging yet. So I'm totally in deep shiet. Secondly, I won't be going out anywhere during the weekends and lastly, Zali is entering NS next Tuesday.

Well, Mamat had his turn yesterday, so have fun in NS ok Mamat? LOL!

NS is such a waste of time. No offence but seriously, it is. Especially army. I mean, CD and Police are there for an obvious reason right but army? Don't you think that Singapore is being a bit too "kiasu" on the combat practice?

Oh wells, better to be safe than sorry right?

I wonder how NS life actually feels light but I don't have any intentions of actually trying it out. Haha. Thanks but no thanks. I prefer to stick to the way it is now. Really.

Anyways, I can't wait for this year to end. Seriously. Why? Looking forward to the new year of course!!!! Why again? Haha. Isn't it obvious enough? YAY!!!!

I have to update my wishlist soon. VERY SOON! So watch out for it and make sure I get what I want.

Ok dah.

Tag Replies :

fizah : oh yer ker? kesian eh. akoo nye holiday akoo tak yah risau. every year siak holiday. kewlSHIET!

miza : korng nak belaja pat maner eh?

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term test

OH NO!!!

Term test starts on MONDAY! I repeat..

TERM TEST STARTS ON MONDAY which is 11/12/2006

I am seriously in deep shiet. Why? I haven't start studying!!!! None of my notes have been printed and I am so lost like in all my modules. I am soo digging deeper into my own grave, right down to the Earth's core. Fark Shiet!!!

Ok, cool down. There is only one way out of this. I have to start NOW!

I'm going to dread the weekends. And that's for sure.

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fish : haha. u? multiple warning letters? are u sure abt dat?

fish : dgr2 starbucks buat air baru. JAVA CHOP Frappucino, a new idea contributed from yours truly Fish.

miza : busy blaja? haha. start pon blom.

`silent : i oso like the condoms. thanx fer dropping by. *woof!*

fizah : akan ku dptkan stock utk kamu dari 7-11 atau watsons, or mayb guardian ya. LOL!

oracle : i thought u're da one who is suppose to bring it? lol.

fie : chat at IRC again la!!!! u arr. Mmuah! and thanx!

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boring.

Monday...

There's a reason they call it the Monday Blues....

I found out why...Yesterday... which was Monday.

Ahahahahahahahaha... ironic.

Ok. So my Monday was boring. Not an ideal way to start the week. ARgh!

So Mama was at the hospital the whole day yesterday. Good news...

NENEK is coming home TODAY!

Yay! I miss her presence in the house. Really. But from now on, she has to always rest. No chores for her. No stress. I will always make her happy, which I have always been doing.

Ok. People are saying my blog turns them on. Woooo Hooo! I loike!!!

Tag Replies :

Lyn : Thanks gerl. *Hugs!* AhaKz.

oracle : bring it on baby! woooo hoooo!

fizah : ahahaha.... aku tak tawu stock dtg biler. LOL!

fizah : hawt mama? well, thats wad they say. HAHA!

princezzz : releks...dont fight. there's always room for more. LOL!

a[Y]u- : stop it siaa ayu. tak give up kao eh dgn akoo. i noe u love me! ahaKz.

miza : Thanx! Takmo larh setim. susah akoo nanti nak kener tanggung. susah datang nanti!

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new skin

Look......

Revamped!

Ok so now I decided to do something different. I decided to go all horny and decided to this. Haha. *Did I just used the word "decided" 3 times at one go? Blueargh! *Well, actually, I just realised how we get obsessed with things, so when it is in "sexual" terms, it is called fetish. Get it? Oh, nevermind. The theme was random, so yeah.

Anyways..

Warning :

DO NOT GET TURNED ON WHEN LOOKING AT MY BLOG!

Just hope that I don't get into trouble for doing something which is seemingly "sexual". Haha! Who cares, I like it.

Anyway, my Sunday is terribly boring. Noone asked me out. ARGH! Where the hell have all these people gone to. Shyds.

Mama has gone to the hospital to see Nenek and I bet that today, there would be more visitors. So I'm just trying hard to screw anything in the house. Basically, in other words, find something to do.

I have been sitting infront of my laptop all day. Webcam-ed with Diana for a while, showing my bogeh teeth and all she did was laugh. So well, I got a date with her next Friday. I can't wait!

I soo need to start mugging for my term test. The number of lectures I skip, countless. Been having multiple MCs and LOAs. Darns, I'm a slacker for this term.

Oh wells. I so want Ben & Jerry's Chocolate Fudge Brownie and a Starbuck's Vanilla Frappucino with Java Chip. In time to come, I might end up craving for everything that I can simply gobble up and expand the surface area of my tummy. Nyet! I need to cut down. Just afraid I would end up being diabetic, which I have a feeling, I will.

Oh, and Singapore's performance in the Asian Games, sucks. Really. I was watching the Table Tennis match last night, and seriously, I think the Singapore team, wasn't really focus-ing on the game. Guess they were too tired. All they had to do was win another game and they were off to the finals. -.-'

And the swimming, China is damn damn good. Apart from the fact that the women swimmers look like their swimming costumes have just compressed the upper part of the body and making them suffocate, damn they can REALLY swim. China is super good. They took like the Gold medals like for all the relays. And the men swimmers, fuuh, damn hot. Well Singapore got a bronze medal in the Women's "don't-know-what". Haha.

Ok, just an opinion I would like to voice out about the Asian Games. It's a free world right?

Next task : Snap more pictures

Tag Replies :

oracle : Haha. Cute larh u. And only when you thought that fate has decided "something". Hehe.

Miza : Ala, lagipon akoo tak bole pegi la. Some family matters cropped up.

oracle : My song was on autoplay. Hehe.

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KKH

A day spent at KKH isn't very ideal, what more on a weekend. Boring I tell you. You will end up being a junkie because of the junk food that you feed yourself, what more when 7-Eleven is right in front of you.

Well that was what me and my cousin's were feeling, the whole day at KKH.

I was at KKH since like 2+ or so. Saw Nenek and really pitied her. She seems all so weak and tak terdaya to wake up. She was happy to see me, adik and Ella. That was nice to see her smile. Awww...~ Well I am a good grand-daughter. Right?

So, I asked Nenek how she is doing and all. Apparently showing concern because I am.

Well, just hope she gets well soon. I'm beginning to miss her.

Since the family is like huge, Nenek had lots of visitors, siblings, relatives, nieces, nephews of hers visiting her and wanting to know what her condition is like. Apparently, we took up the tv lounge and when other visitors saw the whole place occupied by my family, they made a "U-turn". Haha. Well, I was left to laugh.

Anyway, me, Ella, Adan, Kak Nur, Haris, Hafiz, Sabrina and adik were junkies for the day. Nice feeling. Haha. We were stuffing ourselves with apparently the most junkfood in a day. Chocolates, nachos, ice-cream, canned drinks, bottled drinks, curry puffs, sweets. ARGH! Well.....

Ok. So we didn't have any proper meal except for dinner, which by then, most of us were suffering from a stomach ache and waiting to let it all out in the toilet bowl once we reach home.

After dinner and all, it was home. Nice.

Tomorrow I so want to go out. But where? Any plans friends?

Next task : Change skin.

Tag Replies :

fie : Eh mesti la i ingat. Takkan la i tak ingat. LOL! Oh, pantat gatal jer, visit blog org. HAha! Pantat tak gatal, tak visit la nik kirekan? hehe.

wani : Rabaks tak bilang. Dahsyats!

Lyn : Its' Christina Aguilera-Hurt. Nice ryd? I noe la. hehe.

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stuffs

Yesterday, school was boring. My class had only 9 people who were present. Like 10 of them were on LOA for TPRawks and Ahmad, Nurul and erm I don't know who else la wasn't there, I think was on MC.

Well, at least DBIS tutorial was cancelled but nonetheless, I end up being all alone after school. Boring!

Since there was no DBIS tutorial, I ended school at 1 just now. So after school, since Wani went home, Ayu was at home since she had lessons at 2 which eventually, she didnt attend coz she was late and Fizah had no lessons on Friday, I decided to layan myself and went to TM to get myself the belt that I had been eye-ing for quite some time now. Putting up a pathetic, tired and hungry face, I took 291 from school and went to the interchange, and walked straight ahead to TM, without looking left, right, up, down. Well, that is me when I'm alone. I try my best to put up a "near friendly" face so people would smile at me. Or maybe I was just trying to hard to seem like someone who is nice. But nice sounds a bit to cliche. Oh wells...

So, I was being very pathetic la. All alone, on a Friday, with no plans, no destination, and no friends. Argh! I'm beginning to hate Fridays and that ain't good.

Anyhows, I bought my belt and walked around TM abit. Terserempak with Mirza, Fatin, Jalil and a another friend of theirs. They went to Toys'R'Us and this I notice that Toys'R'Us is becoming the "in" thing among youths and not among the kids like what the original purpose should serve, if my perception was right.

Ok so anyways, I talked to them abit and then we seperated. I didn't know where to head to. Hungry, tired and apparently helpless and pathetic, I decided to go back to my crib since noone is calling me to meet up or something.

Reached home and I notice only bibik and adik was at home.

Me : (opens door) Assalamualaikum...
Adik : Walaikumsalam (apparently having full concentration on playing her gameboy rather than looking at my face.)
Me : Nenek mane? (Where's grandma?)
Adik : Pegi hospital dgn kakak ella (Went to the hospital with ella.)
Me : Oh ok.

So, went to my room, put down all my stuff and decided to go online. Soon, I got a phone call from Mama.

Mama : Hello.
Me : Hello.
Mama : Kakak eh?
Me : Ah.
Mama : Kak, nenek kener warded tau.
Me : Hospital mane?!
Mama : KKH
Me : Oh. Abe mama skarang pat hospital?
Mama : Ak ar. Kak, nanti papa dgn ella balik. Kak pegi amik bag satu pat store abe isi bag tuh dgn barang2 nenek bole? Nenek dah sediakan barang-barang semer pat bilik nenek.
Me : Oh ok.

So Nenek has been warded at KKH. Darns. Now I would miss her presence around the house. Anyways, I started finding the bag and started to find all the things that mama asked me to pack for nenek. Apparently, I wasn't really surprise that nenek got warded because mama told me that her cancer re-lapsed a few days ago.

I really admire Nenek strong will to fight her sickness. She really is in pain but nowhere in her physical state that she shows any signs of pain or sufferings. She might be weak and of course that's normal, but she would always be stubborn and start doing some cleaning ups in the house.
Oh well, that's my grandma and I love her. Just hope she will be fine, and I would obviously pray for her well-being. I have to see her tomorrow because I'm starting to miss her.

Anyways, I have a feeling Mama is going to cancel my dental appointment tomorrow because she has to be at the hospital like early in the morning because Nenek's test results for "God-knows-what-which-I-dont-have-a-clue-about". So, the stitches in my gums would remain for a couple of days more I guess. Dangs. And I think I have a cut or an ulcer in the center of my upper gums. It is really painful. Just hope it isnt nothing.

I so have to finish up my medication or my dentist would kill me. Serious shiet.

I miss someone...I really do and all I needed was a lonely Friday to top all that. Eeeewww~

Tag Replies :

oracle : em fine. u love the way i post? awww~ nice. Hehe. i miss u la baby. *bueKs!*

naNo.. : me anytime. just tell me the time and place and I see my skewl time table. Haha. I anything goes one larh. I duno who adan is referring to larh darlz. hehe. if i noe, i tell u hokays?

Lela : Haha. Makin cute larh siak akoo. LOL! U r a blonde la...at times. Hehe. and SHAHAT aper siaa!

fizah : akan ku tanya soalan itu kepada nya nanti ya...

fizah : I noe. I still do even without them. Haha!

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goodbye november rain

Goodbye to November... =(

HELLO DECEMBER!!!!! YAY!

It is the last month in 2006. WOO HOO! And that only means one thing... it's time to start writing down the 2007 New Year Resolutions. And, it's time for me to update my wishlist well *ehem,ehem* someone's birthday IS coming....

Oh and I would like to give a birthday shoutout to...

Abg Amy!

Happy Birthday Cousin!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh yes, you are turning older. LOL! Accept that. And it's time you introduce to us a girlfriend and think about marriage. LOL! K, tuh dah over!

There are a few birthdays marked on my calendar. I wonder who....

Obviously I'm not going to mention or some people might just announce it to the whole world and pay Straits Times, The New Paper, Berita Harian and God knows what else to publish their birthdays in the newspaper. HuaHuaHuaHuaHuaHua!!!

Ok. My swollen cheeks, is much much better now. At least, both looks like they are of the same size. Haha. I'm gona have my stitches taken out tomorrow. At last, the discomfort of having to feel the thread in between my gums would be over!

So that's it la ok. I'm lazy to move my ass to the toilet to get ready for school.

Counting down to 2007....

Tag Replies:

yaya : Wah lau weii! That would have me ending up with a cooked cheek! LOL! Terbakar jugak pipi chek nik hah. But thanx, I'll try, I think. Hehe.

oracle : eh pain leii. u duno da pain im going thru!! Haha. and i was concious during the operation.

princezz : no thanx gerl. i wana save myself. i'm scared i would end up not only with bad removal of stitches but also, being dumb. Hehe. =)

fizah : asal dgn wani peyy blakang eh? sememang nye akoo sangat la lost. LOL!

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