Auld Lang Syne... 2007

*looks at time*

As of now, it is the last day of 2007.

Time flies huh.
I know I've said that for like a million times. Howells....

How I wish I can see me in someone else's eyes. I want to see how much I've grown. I want to see how much I've changed. I want to see.. everything about me.

Well, that wouldn't be possible, right?

I looked up and my old posts dated 30th December 2006. I quoted...

New Year Resolutions :
1. Be more firm with myself
2. Shed some pounds off me *which obviously ain't gona happen. =)*

3. Less lies
4. Trying to find sense in what I'm actually doing right now
5. Time management
6. Act my age and not older. Maybe younger is good.
7. Snap more pichas
8. Block unwanted contacts from my MSN
9. Discover the meaning of constructive criticism
10. Make use of Dictionary.com more

Why resolutions? I don't know. It's for the fun of it. Really. I don't
bother carrying out any of the resolutions I've listed above.

Haha. That's funny. And out of all the 10.. I think I've done like, 30%? So much for keeping resoultions huh? Come to think of it, most of the resolutions actually doesn't make sense.

lol.

That was 2006.

Now, I'm ending 2007 and welcoming 2008.

Let's do abit of self-reflection. Shall we?

2007

Well I think I've said this like almost every year because every year is like almost the same. Shits, shits and more shits.

That's all part of "growing up" right?

Right. Growing up.

Speaking of growing up. Brings me to a topic that me and a friend had on MSN a few days back. It started out from a song from the Little Mermaid - Part of your world. And it soon brought to the topic of the times where we were had no worries and cares for the world.

Lela:
eh naq... when will we live happily ever after eh i
mean.. evryone.. ok not everyone, but tehre are morons out terhe who are in love
and we're just... in.. hades...

Me:
my life is getting pathetic each time the second hand
on the clock ticks

Lela:
=) aku nak nangis... [i want to cry]

Me:
asal pulak? [but why?]

Lela:
lagu ni... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5a5Mp8tq-t4
membawe sejute kenangantime kecik2, no worries, no care. yg worries pun, mainan
tak cukup, nak makan chewing gum, takot mak marah, blum hafal lagu cartoon, nak
pergi sch takot tak sempat tgk cartoon. barbie latest blum beli. play dough
termix colours.
[this song... brings a million memories during childhood, no worries, no
care. the only worry is about not having enough toys, wanting to eat chewing
gum, scared of getting scolded by mum, haven't took the time to memorise the
cartoon song, scared of missing cartoons when going to sch. the latest barbie
doll hasn't been bought. the playdough colours are mixed up accidentally.]

Me:
tuh aahh! [yah la!]

Lela:
but "think about it yaaaa" (in teh words of bapak
ranjeet teh red nose reindeer) maybe we were meant to be single cos we're
destined for greater things in tiems to come =)

Side-tracked: if you are wondering who on earth is Ranjeet the red nose reindeer, watch this.
That convo we had, left me thinking.. Why do we grow up? Why are we born to face more and more worries as we grow? Why are there problems in the world eventhough we know that our life on earth is just temporary?

Whatever it is, I guess God has alot of plans for us humans. And we, being the stupid humans that we are, have no idea about it.

I don't know about you people.

I think we humans just think too much about achieving things on Earth rather than think about what is accountable for in the later world. Not being religious of some sort. Its just that, we humans often lose sight of things that we already have.

Well, my 2007 is filled with things called "appreciation", "initiative", "independance" and a lil something called "commitment".

Nothing significant so far which left a mark to myself. Everything is getting boring-er.

Til then, I welcome 2008 with open arms.
Let's PARTY!!!

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Jakarta/Bandung Trip

Now for my trip...

Jakarta/Bandung

22/12/2007-26/12/2007

Departure time from Singapore on 22/12: 1525hrs

(Actual time 1450hrs. Flight was delayed.)

Departure time from Jakarta on 25/12: 2305hrs

A promising trip, worthwhile.
Jakarta was great.

Bandung was awesome.

A long needed getaway after a hectic year and to end of 2007.

Splendid.

Reached the airport at 1.30pm on 22/12. The flight was delayed by 1/2 hour. Some problems with the check in system at the airport.

So much for rushing from Ngee Ann Poly to the airport. Pfft.

Aaannyywaaayyy....

I'm too lazy to blog about my trip in details. I'll put up pics instead to tell the story about my trip.

Lunch on board QR 626 was okay. Not too bad. Just that they've definitely got to improve on their service. I can't stand the cabin crew for that flight. It's like, they served the food late, there was no smile on their faces, they were rushing everything (I was barely halfway through my lunch when they start taking away the trays. SHEESH!), and when grandma asked for an orange juice, they gave this one helluva stuck-up look that I had second thoughts of getting an apple juice from them. GEE~

Howells, the flight wasn't along one. Before I had a chance to sink in the flight seat, have a good sleep, it was like another 20 mins to touchdown. -.-

Reached Jakarta and went through immigration. Some problems held us up. The crew on flight gave out white cards, but in the end, the cards are for the country's residents so nenek and cousin had to go change their cards.

After luggage is taken, and all that, we met Uncle Paing there at the airport. Waited for the chartered bus, hopped on once it arrived and continued our journey to the hotel. Bumpy ride I must say. Gosh, Indonesia has to work on getting more smoother roads. :x


Reached Sari Pan Pacific Jakarta at 7-ish. The hotel for our 2 nights stay in Jakarta was superb. The room.. awesome. It was a suite on the 17th floor (happens to be my fave number. oh and the whole hotel has 18 floors). Was totally impress with the big suite. It has a king size bed, making the bedroom way way big, a living room with a couch and 2 wing seats, a small dining table with four chairs, a real big toilet with a tub, a shower room and 2 door access (one from beside the main entrance and one from the bedroom) and a small pantry with a microwave oven, a stove, a fridge and a few cabinets.

Oh and Nek Mami's family had a room next to us so we had connecting rooms. Basically its like a HDB apartment. LOL.

Yes. Go green people.

After alot of gawking from looking at the size of the room, we headed out of the hotel to some relative's place and had to go through this dark alley and came across a DEAD BLOODY RAT! Apparently, it seemed like it just died because there was still blood and it wasn't dry. Guessed, some motorist in the area ran over it. EEWWWW!!

2nd Day
Anyway, the next day, after some well deserve sleep, we headed for a whole day of fun at "Dunia Fantasi" in Anchol. The theme park is nowhere near what you see in Escape Theme Park in Downtown East. Awesome time spent there.

That's the Merry-Go-Round and that's my sister which I'm clueless as to what she's doing.

So we took the viking, the rollercoaster, the merry-go-round. The viking is to DIE for! I mean its like a killer. Nothing compared to the ones you see in "pasar malams" where you pay $2 and all it does is go up less then 45 degrees. -____-
The viking goes up to almost 90 degrees from the ground. COOL OR WHAAATT!!?! The rollercoaster was also a good ride. Too bad it was a short ride.

Enough with the theme park. After the theme park, we headed back to the hotel because mum wasn't feeling well. Decided to have pizza hut for dinner, and I must say, it isn't the same like what it is here in SG. It just tastes..... different.

3rd Day
After a tiring day of fun and shrills, its now off to BANDUNG! The long awaited trip that I was looking forward to. Woke up bright and early, packed up, checked out of the hotel and off we go to Bandung. It was about a 2 hour trip. Had a good sleep in the bus.


We arrived in Bandung's hotel, checked in and went for lunch at a restaurant namely Dapur Cobek or something like that.

The food was okay. Not that great, but okay. After lunch, headed back to the hotel to have some rest and soon after, its off for some retail therapy. What I just need to ease the mind. Bandung is a haven for branded goods at prices that are unimaginable. It's like a "rejected branded goods" haven. Gosh, the stuff there....ARGH!

Almost all the stuff there are less than 100,000 RP which is equivalent to about S$16. Now tell me, why isn't Singapore like that?!?!?!?!?!?! The more the reason why I had thoughts of staying there. So grabbed some 3 tops there.

After about 3-4 hours of shopping, it was time to search for a good place for dinner. I didn't expect the restaurant, Kampung Daun to be wonderful. The ambience, SPECTACULAR!
It's among the hills and the tables are all around as you go up. And we sit on the floor cross-legged and the kitchen is, I don't know where. It's sooo cool. Since it was quite a wet day, the slopes and steps were kinda wet. Moreover, it's at night, so there is not much scenery but the ambience is still great.

Despite having a good ambience, the food wasn't great. Something about Indonesian dishes being too sweet. I mean even the lasagne, is sweet. -.- Well, at least the scenery could make up for the lack of good taste in the foods.

After dinner was done, had a look around the souvenir shop of some sort. I bought a super super cool Billabong jacket. It's reversible and I'm totally in love with it.

Ok enough of that. After a long day, it was back to the hotel for a relaxing massage. Gosh, what I really needed. A moment of pampering. Wonderful.

Last Day
T'was the last day and we checked out early. The flight was at night so we had loads of time to spare.

We went to Sari Ater, a place of hot springs. The water is so freaking hot at 40 degree Celcius. But real good. It was a public holiday, Christmas, so a crowd did go there. I just love the water. I mean it's healthy, natural, hot and real good.

After like 2 hours at Sari Ater, we headed for lunch. Another cool and cold place. Great scenery. The food is much much better. I guess it's because we were super hungry.

After lunch, headed to the strawberry farm. Too bad it wasn't the season for harvest. So there were no fruits bearing at that point of time. But I spotted one relatively red strawberry, alone. SO CUTE! I wonder how the strawberries get big as the ones seen at the supermarkets in Singapore.

It was finally home sweet home. Headed to the airport and I still didn't get a satisfying service from the cabin crew of Qatar airways. Eventhough it's a different flight and a different cabin crew, it still isn't very...... pleasing. Howells.

Great Holiday. Looking forward to the next one. (If there is another one.)

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Im HOME! And this is gonna be a long one...

22nd December 2007

Piala Khatulistiwa

I swear if I could throw up, I would. I was so damned nervous. It was my first on the rebana. I had butterflies in my stomach.

Reached Ngee Ann Poly....
Ish..
nervous ke aper...
baju pink, sluar gold, kain purple.
dah mcm nak sambut Thaipusam kat Little India

Got ready in the holding area. Calmed myself down. Went thru a few runs together. Soon got called down to the auditorium to get ready.

My heart was beating so fast. I couldn't sit still. I couldn't stand still. Walked back and forth.. calming myself down. Gosh. I didn't know why I felt so nervous.

Soon, it was our turn to get on stage.

OMG! Our turn!

Oh shit oh shit oh shit!
*mutters a whole lot of prayers under breath*

"Politenik Temasek... NIRA NYERTIKA!!"

OMG! OMG!! WAIT WAIT! I AINT READY!

Time waits for noone. LOL

Went on stage. Things happened. Went off stage.

Ok. Yang penting, it's over. Aku pun tak nk pikir banyak2. Whatever happened, happened. Whatever we did on stage, we know it's our best. We can't help it if things were to happen. Lagipon its over.

So I said my goodbye(s) to the girls and cab-ed to the airport to meet the family there for my holiday in Jakarta/Bandung. That's another story.

After touching down in Jakarta airport and passed through immigration, I switched on my handphone and received an SMS from dearest Lela "Bonchjela". lol

"Kita dpt PAKAIAN TERBAIK OR WHAAATT...lol"

LOL! I laughed for awhile there. I told myself "If we didn't win, then is okay. The important thing is, we looked gorgeous on stage. WOOHOOO!"

So I caled Lela up using mum's hp. Aku pakai pp8 dok. Nak sms pon pikir 1000 kali. And yeah I clarified with her and asked about the well being of the girls.. and she said..

"Naq, kiter menang."
[Naq, we won.]

I didn't realy get that part. Seriously, my reaction was like "Huh? What?"
(BIAR BETIK?)

"Huh? Aper?"
"Kiter menang! Kiter menang Piala Srikandi!" (background voice of miza FISH "DAH 3 TAHUN SIAAKK!")
"WHAAATTT??!!!!!! FORRR REEEAAALLL!!?? Eh kau biar betol!!?"
"BETOL! Sumpah aku tak bedek!"
"Kau nak tipu aku kan?!"
"SUMPAH KITA MENANG! Kita menang Pakaian Terbaik and Piala Srikandi"

I ALMOST WANTED TO CRY OKAAAYYY!!!!!! I was literally the only person with that "WHAT?!" high pitch voice in the airport trying to find the luggage. My heart was like hooray-ing siak.

WE WON!!
NIRA NYERTIKA WON!!!
PIALA SRIKANDI!!
3 CONSECUTIVE YEARS!!

Omg. I needed a moment to gather my senses back. I swore that at that point of time, I felt like it was a total dream. I told my family about Nira bringing back the title for the 3rd time. I was so excited la.

Gosh. We won. Nira actually won. Despite the screw ups on stage.. we actually got the title...again....for the THIRD TIME! 3 consecutive times.

Alhamdulillah Syukur.
I'm just so proud of Nira. They've grown so much. Despite the problems we went through during the process.. I know it was all a learning experience. The hardwork and sacrifices were all worthwhile. The fruits of their labour has prospered and Nira Nyertika has bloomed along with lots of love, care, dedication, commitment and the most wonderful people I've met.

I love Nira Nyertika. I really do.

Biarlah harum jambangan puspa...
Natijahnya manis semanisnya nira...

If only somethings never change.. people would eventually stay...

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Finally... the day..

And the day has come....




Woohoo... I duno if I'm supposed to be all psyched about it.. nervous? maybe.

Just hope the girls will pull through.. Insyallah

Other than that, I'm SUPER psyched about my Jakarta/Bandung trip. WOOOOHOOOO!!
My mind is already on the flight to Jakarta..


WEEEEEEEEE....!!!


*dreams of strawberry farms and cool winds thru my hair...*

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Asian Idol huh?

This has got to be the most happiest man on earth right now...



THE Asian Idol... HADY MIRZA

Woah.. Asian Idol.

What a title. He must be the most luckiest guy in Singapore... EVER.

It's an unexpected win though. I mean really. I guess he got the votes because of his good looks and charm on stage. The judges that mention about him being appealing on stage. Though I thought that he would do better performing songs that he did before like "Lagenda". I guess he wanted to increase his range of versatility with performances.

News reported that the votes were of almost equal percantages throughout the 6 countries. Then again, I guess what made him eventually won the title of being the FIRST ever "Asian Idol" is the requirement of having to vote 2 countries at a time so as it would eventually be a fair voting system and the country's population wouldn't be much of an issue. So I'm guessing that Hady won because the people's second vote is for Singapore.

Kudos to him for his victory. It's was kinda touching to see him cry when he was being interviewed at the airport.. thanking his fans and hugging his parents. Aww.....

Congratulations HADY MIRZA!! :)

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sidetracked

Going off to Anchol/Bandung on the 22nd and be back on the wee morning of the 26th. Gosh. I'm so excited. At the same time, I'm trying real hard to focus on the girls and the whole preparations for Khatu.

It ain't easy trying to manage two stuff(s) at the same time, and also which would be happening on the SAME DAY.

Gee.

It's hard being me sometimes.

I guess it's all about the determination.
For now, everything is going smoothly.. so far.
Insyallah, if I pray hard, everything will be paid off.

For now, it's not about the results anymore.

What I'm really looking forward to right now, is to feel the satisfaction from the aftermath of the day, and just cry my heart out once it's over.....

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Hiatus and such

Another birthday shoutout to this lady here......

Happy 18th Birthday Nur Azwani Bte Abdullah!

Another legal girl eh?lol. May you be blessed with the wonderful things, good health for you and your family, dan juga dimurahkan rezeki. Amin.

Happy Birthday to yoouu..
Happy Birthday to yoouu..
Happy Birthday to Nur Azwani Bte Abdullah...
Happy Birthday to yoooooouuuu.....

Have a Happy 18th darling!

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Finally...

TERM TEST IS OVER!!! OVER OVER!!

Hiatus from school for 2 weeks.. Oh goody...

...
...
...
...

Okay. Back to reality.

Term test... Done.

Piala Khatulistiwa... *cries*.

Preparations.. hardly. God, just give me the strength I need right now.
I'm not gonna sigh over it though. I'm gonna strive. I know everything is possible.

When there's a will, there's definitely a way.

So I wish for all strength, energy, brain power to just get through this. Miracle don't happen. Duh. But I'm sure everything would work out.

*crosses fingers and prays hard*

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It's halfway through the last month of 2007. Gosh, how time flies. I hardly felt my 17th year. I figured it would be... well, cliche as it is.... sweet.

Turned out that this is the toughest year so far. Right. I'm only 17 and I talk as though I've lived pass 70.

I guessed it's all about how you face it, y'know. I mean, when it all comes together, how old or young you are, is/was/are/were never an issue, and will never be.

For all I know, one could be 45 and still think that lollipops were the best things created on earth.

Ok that was a bit over the top but you get the drift.

Things are never meant to be easy as it seems. Well that's what I think. If everything is easy breezy, then scrap "appreciation" from the dictionary. Which god damn human would learn to appreciate without doing it the hard way?

Humans. A real complicated bunch aren't we?

Without realising, we'd rather have it complicated than making it simple.

Still, we're complaining...

Appreciation? Not in this kinda terms.

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Birthday Shoutout

A birthday shoutout to this cutie pie here.....

Happy 18th Birthday NUR HAFIZAH BTE MOHAMED

Wow, finally, you're legal... SO TO HELL WITH HSA! LOL! So noone will think you're a kid now. If they do, just flash your IC babe. IC and nothing else please. lol. Hope you are blessed with good health and other many good things that life has to offer. May the year ahead be blissful for you and your family. Dan dimurahkan rezeki. Amin....

Now let me sing you a song..

Happy Birthday to you..
Happy Birthday to you....
Happy Birthday to Nur Hafizah Bte Mohamed.....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOUUU!!

Happy 18th love!

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Back to square one

A dear friend told me to put the previous post down. He said it was like too angry. Well, I thought about it and yeah.. I decided to just scrap the post off. It's not like me to be swearing and cursing. Seriously. Though I'm still keeping it as a draft. Just so that I could read it again in like 10 yrs time to laugh my ass off.

The post was just for me to vent out my frustration. I couldn't take it anymore, well at that point of time of course. I felt a little better after reading the post. Note "a little".

I guess it's back to square one.

I don't think "moving on" exists in my vocabulary. No matter how much you "move on", you're bound to get back to where you started.

Some people are just not worth getting frustrated at, being cried for or whatever shits. Things do happen at the heat of the moment and usually stuff like that aren't really meant to be.

I've had my share of such shits and I don't see why I can't just forget about it and move on.

So I've just decided to let things be. If anyone where to have a guilt conscious of his/her own, I'm sure a "Sorry" won't hurt. I'll be glad to accept the apology. Yet, people decide to live by their egos.

Oh what fuck do I care?

I can't ask for anything more then what I've got right now. I'm blessed.

Thanks friend :)

Thanks GF for the consoling words <3

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I'm missing a whole bunch of people right now..

TIME is such a bitch. I hate you Mr Time!

I'm missing...

her...

her...

him...

and especially her...


If only everything could come to a standstill.....

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P.S. I Love You

Holly Kennedy (Hillary Swank) is beautiful, smart and married to the love of her life - a passionate, funny and impetous Irishman named Gerry (Gerard Butler). So when Gerry's life is taken by an illness, it takes the life out of Holly. The only one who can help her is the person who is no longer there. Nobody knows Holly better than Gerry. So it's a good thing he planned ahead.

Before he died, Gerry wrote Holly a series of letters that will guide her, not only through her grief but in rediscovering herself. The first message arrives on Holly's 30th birthday in the form of a cake and, to her utter shock, a tape recording from Gerry, who proceeds to order her to get out and "celebrate herself". In the weeks and months that follow, more letters from Gerry are deliverd in surprising ways, each sending her on a new adventure and each signing off in the same way: P.S. I Love You.

Holly's mother (Kathy Bates) and best friends, Sharon (Gina Gershon) and Denise (Lisa Kudrow), begin to worry that Gerry's letters are keeping Holly tied to the past, but in fact, each letter is pushing her further into a new future.

With Gerry's words as her guide, Holly embarks on a touching, exciting and often hilarious journey of rediscovery in a story about marriage, friendship and how a love so strong can turn the finality of death into new beginning for life.

Taken from the official site for the movie "P.S. I Love You"

P.S. Someone bring me to watch this movie once it's out.

P.S.S "It's a capricorn thing"(: bliss......

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Capricorn

This is the day to start new projects. Your energy will increase as the day goes on. - Friendster

Riiiggghhhttt......
Someone please explain to me why I can't think right now.

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Physically and mentally drained

Hectic hectic hectic.

School has been real hectic.

Project meetings
Submissions
Presentations
Deadlines
Tests

On top of that, the pressure the bands on my braces are giving me is killing me! I hate every post-dental appointment.

Oh and as the days go by, more and more unfamiliar numbers are sms-ing me. One common thing among them is that they all live in Bedok.

Which fucker is doing this to me?!

I'm officially jinxed for the year. Thanks.

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Euphoric

Tell me, how can one daughter not love her dad? Tell me.. TELL ME!

Today, I'm am like the most happiest 17 yr old siak.

Why you ask?

Other than the fact that I just screwed my Quality & Service Management test just now, despite having studied.... 6 hours before test :x, (well not exactly, but I still studied!), I came home with my new love!

OMG OMG OMG!!! *fans herself*

I just love him la. Wa tak ley angkat ah beb!

He came with his twin. I took pictures of him without him realising.
Ta-daaaaa.....


So what were you guys thinking siak. Aaahhahahahahahahahaaahaha!


Oh and then Mama came home with donuts from Dippin' Donut or something like that la. God knows from where she bought them. Not very nice though. J.Co is still on top of my list of donuts for now. I've yet to try Donut Factory. For some reason, the queue for 'em donuts just kills me. So I don't bother to stay in line for 'em. I'll try once I've got time to actually queue.

Oh and over the weekends, I bought another baby... This I also love...


Yah yah.. I know you guys would be like thinking..

"SIAK AH NI ANAK PIA MANJE!!"
[Wah! This girl ah so pampered!]

or

"Dekni kaya pia lahabau siak!"
[This girl is such a rich bitch!]

I'm not rich ok.. My dad is. I'm living off his money. Ok maybe I'm pampered but not alot! -_- Don't make me sound like I'm such a brat living off my dad's money. Sheesh.

Howells, I love my parents la ok. No matter how much they get on my nerves sometimes, but still, they ARE my parents. The ones who know me thick and thin, in and out.

EUPHORIA!

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Piala Raja Dikir 2007

Yesterday, me, Lela, Ain and Kak Nur went to watch the Piala Raja Dikir 2007 at Marsiling Sec.
It was a SUPER warm day, and all of us were complaining of the weather. Seriously. The weather has been bothering me alot.

Yes, I went all the way to Marsiling Sec with a sprained foot. Trust me, bearing the pain wasn't easy.

No doubt it was a small-scale occasion, with only 5 schools competing, nonetheless, quite a crowd turn up and we were there to give support to our fellow friends. :)

So 5 schools competing...

Bishan Park Secondary
Bedok South Secondary
Ahmad Ibrahim Secondary
Ping Yi Secondary
Fuhua Secondary

I was touched by Fuhua Sec's performance because of the lyrics written by Fid which was dedicated to Nira. I teared but Lela cried ok. Seriously, we were really touched. What more with such a melodious voice from the Juara. Juara muka SEBIJIK macam Yan siak. Muka photocopy! Freaky.

So the results....

The placings:

• 1st - Fuhua Secondary
• 2nd - Bedok South Secondary
• 3rd - Bishan Park Secondary

The individual categories:

• Lagu Ciptaan Asli - Bedok South Secondary
• Lirik Terbaik - Bedok South Secondary
• Paluan Terbaik - Fuhua Secondary
• Awok & Kesenian Terbaik - Fuhua Secondary
• Juara Terbaik - Fuhua Secondary
• Juara Harapan - Bedok South Secondary
• Tukang Karut Terbaik - Ahmad Ibrahim Secondary
• Tukang Karut Harapan - Bishan Park Secondary

Congrats to all the winners.. and big CONGRATULATIONS to Fuhua Secondary.

Di manakah puspa yang ku impi?
Di mana niranya manis sekali...
Berputiklah ahai indah berseri
Mekarlah jambangan harum tak terperi

Lembut berkembang gubahan mayang
Sama sehayun asyiknya lenggang
Ribuan warna mengutus riang
Harap menjenguk, air mata bergenang

Konon tebal selaput dalam naluri
Benih disemai putik menanti
Detik, waktu berganti hari
Pucuk meninggi menunduk sepi

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limp

Soo.. my sprained toe has gone up to the next level.

My right foot is swollen and I'm limping real bad. REAL bad.

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Apparently, some idiot(s) has/have been passing around my number and so I've been getting SMSes from very unfamiliar numbers. I'm kinda pissed about it. I mean really.

Who the fcuk is passing my number around, I really don't know. Some of them mentioned that they accidentally SMSed the "wrong number". Riiiiiggghhhhhhtttt....

Some said they got it from a friend, and when I asked who was that so called "friend", they mentioned some unfamiliar names who I didn't know existed. SHEESH!

So is this some kind of "sign" or something? No no no. Can't be.

I'm waiting for YOU. Yet, I'm not hoping for anything to happen, anytime soon. :)

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Jinxed

Ok I sprained my toe on my right foot...

Today...

Performance day for Global Cultural Night. Audience included people who are recognized.. like STB, Embassies and TP's very owns students.

Super nervous...
t'was my first time on the rebana..
Gosh... I was such a nervous wreck on stage....

So started the performance..

Sing sing intro..
Tepuk sepuluh [Clap ten :x]

Then... I started to feel a bit of pain on my fourth finger on my right hand. Maybe it's just me..
So wasn't really quite bothered.

But the pain got more painful... I tried to catch a glimpse of my fingers in between beats.

I saw like it was like a normal abrasion against the rebana skin. So I didn't really care.

So I had to endure the pain... and at the same time, try to smile for the camera. Yes, I was literally smiling for the camera. I saw the camera took loads of shots from the percussion side. WOOHOO!!!

Anyways.. Alhamdullillah...
No mistakes made.. At least I didn't just froze and stop when I got some of the beats mixed up. Phew.


Mimpi bulan.. jatuh atas riba...

Tepuk Sepuluh [Clap ten]


Applause from the audience....
Lights off....
Exit stage...


There it was.. blood on my fourth finger. I looked at the rebana...
OH SHIT!


Yes, there were red stains on the rebana. OMG OMG OMG! I was soo afraid that I might get screwed for ruining the rebana. How could it happen?!?!?!?!!

Lucky enuf, Fid and Achiok didnt screw me for that.



I'm such a clumsy fcuk...


A sprained toe, an injured finger. I'm jinxed.

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Nasib si nangka busuk.

Mungkin aku stress...
Mingkin aku penat...
Ataupun...
Aku memang *kelaba'an...

*kelaba'an is clumsy in Javanese

In English that would mean:

[Maybe I'm stressed...
Maybe I'm tired...
Or maybe...
I'm just clumsy...]

Rehearsal for ICN today... was.. a-okay. No matter how tired we are from Pentas, we still put up a show for the Art Directors. Well it would help Nira in getting recognition and publicity...

So, it was time for us to get on stage..

Settled down...
Performed...
Receive comments...
Left the stage...

At that point, I was having pins and needles on my left foot. Because of having to rush off the stage, I had to endure the numbness of my left foot.

So I stood up...

*gedebuk gebang gebung*

I landed on my ass with the rebana helpless, in pain, yet laughing heartily, along with everyone else.

Ok.. another attempt to stand up..

Stand up Naq... C'mon....
You NEED to get off the stage immediately!
Forget the pain!

I started moving backwards... til the crew, who had to gather the mic, had to help prevent me from falling again.

AAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAAHAHAH!!

Was walking out of the stage then...

*tang tang tong tong*

The gong fell on the floor.

Ok people.. now laugh with me!!!

*lo SUPER l*

All us girls were laughing about everything that just happened after lights off on stage, and I still am laughing now, by myself. LOL! That surely made my day..

See what pins and needles could do to some helpless person like me...

Now I'll walk on a cramped toe....super painful la I tell you!

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Finally...

Pentas came and go......

The journey... wasn't easy... at all. There were ups and downs, stress minds, anger, sadness, happiness... it's all mixed up.. with a lil bit of everything.

Though that night proved that everything worked out... and when you know you worked hard... the tears will come naturally.

Trainings day in day out....

Endless going through of ragams, movements, stage blockings...

Constant set up of lights,visuals and cue...

Pizza lunch with the girls....

All of it worked out well and proved that hard work done was worth the energy and time put in. Though mistakes were made, it's all part of the learning process. Mistakes are made to be learnt from and gain experiences.

My thanks to....

Fid - Thank you for always always being there for Nira. I know that I've been a pain and haven't been easy for you, but still.. you showed your never-ending support for Nira. Despite having a busy schedule, less time and the lowest of energy, you were still there. Regardless of all that happen, you still believed that we could do it. Thank's Fid, thank you very very much.

Im - Eventhough you are new to Nira, you were generous in sharing your knowledge and helped us through trainings and help us gear up for the performance. You try to make everything fun, happy and stress-less for Nira. Your presence has been very much appreciated and we truly thank you for all that you have done.

Haithir - You have been a wonderful help to Nira. I was touched to see you cry, letting the emotions out. You had been there through Nira's ups and downs no matter how busy you were. You've helped alot in bringing Nira's performance to life with the percussion. When Fid said you cried during Wau Bulan, I really didn't expect it. Thank you so much for the help and effort that you've contributed to Nira.

Caca - Akaaaakk!! THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH!! You are the one in the limelight for Nira. You brought up Nira's performance with just truly being you and thanks to you, we had one enjoyable performance, for both us and the audience. Thanks for making us look good on stage with the make up and hair with the help of your friends. Thank you very very much. Thank you for being the sotong hitam busuk dan kering. :) I love you ok akak. Thank you so so much.

Ain - Girl, you've been the one to hear me rant out all my emotions when I was at my wit's end. It wasn't easy and I know, you know that. Thanks to you, I've made it and I know that this isn't the end. Being an SGH for Nira, you've advised me alot in bringing my responsibilities well and resolve my problems. On top of that, you even sacrificed your time and energy on top of your work responsibilities to be with us on that stage... performing. Thanks Lil Miss Scatterbrain. :)

Nira Exec Comm - We all know that it wasn't easy. We've had our dosage of shits and what nots. Lela, thanks for working with me closely and getting everything done. We kept each other sane with constant laughter and jokes around, being up in the control room together and getting the stage right. Mau pah NADI? lol. Sai, thanks for all the help with the girls. Lucky for me, I had you to help me even with having to lose my own voice and help going through the set, getting of ragams, getting the bajus. Thanks for being ASGH and you've truly done a good job. Fish, you were all in charge of the girls' welfare. I know you have your MP going on but still you came down to be with Nira. You waited for the pizza to arrive, called members up to come for training and what nots. Thank you Fish. You've been a truly great help. Thank you Exec Comm members for working well with me. :) :)

ALL NIRA GIRLS - A big big thank you to ALL OF YOU! You made it happen on stage. Your commitment, your energy, your time... EVERYTHING! Thank you thank you thank you! How can I not love you girls. You girls are the reason why I keep on going strong because I know no matter how much hardship that I as a leader face, I know I still got ALL of you girls. It was your show. It was NIRA's show. I was OVERly overwhelmed the moment when lights off and the curtain closes. I just had to let my tears flow because I know that we did it well and the main important thing was that WE ENJOYED OUR PERFORMANCE! Once again, thank you so very much girls for your support. This isn't the end. We've still got a long way to go. Remember, no matter how much people bring us up, we still have to come back down to REALITY. I LOVE YOU GIRLS! :)

Di atas pentas, selesai sudah

Persembahan pameran seni budaya...

Ampun maaf, dipinta

Harapan kami semua terhibur hendaknya.....

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Pentas Rahsia

Today is the day.....

Yes... 16th of November 2007..

The one I've worked hard for, sacrificed time and energy.... mind and soul...... everything....

Finally, it's come to today... the day I've been waiting for.

It's been one helluva ride for the past few months. Who said it was easy anyway?
But then, I tried. I tried my very best, I gave all out to it. And I know, throughout... I was NEVER alone. Thanks girls.

I had my dosage of shits just for this. I know things are gonna work out. I'm sure it will. I believe these girls.

I'll cross my fingers in knots and loops and hope that everything is gonna be AWESOME.

Alamak, dont do like this to me la babi. I LUP SAMA U! :x

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I want quality

The Quality Standards Management Module is sucky.

Period.

I'm a lady rocker. Rock On! \m/

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help

My phone has been on a hiatus for a few days now. Doesn't anyone find me? SHEESH.

Howells....

Went to Ngee Ann Poly just now for the second Piala Khatulistiwa's taklimat (briefing) with Fish and Sai. I still don't understand WHY Ngee Ann Poly had to be located in the middle of GOD KNOWS WHERE with no easy access. We met at Hougang interchange and took 74 from there which I fcuking hated the bus ride like... TOTALLY. It was a bloody 1hr+ ride to Ngee Ann Poly. It went from Hougang to Ang Mo Kio to Toa Payoh to duno what road. I was sick to the throat and all up til my brains. Never bring me on a 74 bus ride pls. That's definitely the last.

Oh and the bad part is... I FORGOT TO BRING MY EZ-LINK!

of all things. -.-
Lucky me, I had coins to spare me for bus rides. URGH!

And we bus-ed around Singapore. Me, Fish and Sai were definitely "bus-lagged" after the 74 ride to NP and from there, the 961 ride to Woodlands Interchange and the 168 ride to Tampines.

If only I can drive. Please make next year come faster. I just want my license and go back to being 17. Can?

That's not all. I woke up with a weird feeling throat. I don't know how to explain it but it just makes me wanna puke. It got worse through the day. My head hurts like hell .. My body is aching .. My eyes are watery .. and my body temperature is definitly rising. I'm actually shivering right now *shivers*

Just hope it isn't the throat infection... again.

Ok so how can my day get any better? Not only day.. but FOR THE WHOLE REMAINING 2 MONTHS OF THE YEAR!

Stab me.

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Shagged

Busy. Busy. Busy

The days are becoming hectic, like overly hectic. Reports here and there. Training everyday. Sleepless nights. Black circles around the eyes. Aching body. Draggy timetable. Long hours.

Eh who knows, I might lose weight SIAK!

Bak pepatah Ainn "Hiruk pikuk siak otak."

[As quoted by Ainn "Scattered brain siah."]

Even with the hectic schedule I have, I guess everything is still under control. I've managed my time real well, so far. I got my school work done and yet attend trainings. Oh and trainings are super love la. I know the performance is gonna be a BLAST.

Do come to Pentas: Rahsia ok.

Confirm fun nak mampos! Worth ur $6 la siaaaahhh!!!

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Mama is love la. I trust Mama alot for having good tastes. She went to Batam yesterday and I got 6 tshirts and a dozen of donuts from J.Co donuts!

TOTAL LOVE!

Ok people. I know all of you are very tempted with that dozen donuts. Oh well, all mine.. ALL MINE! Haha. I do have to pay the price for having such fantasies with sweet cravings. This is the only way to pay for that.

Oh wells. Let me just drool over my donuts ok.

Oh and Starbucks pls. Anyone?

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girlfriend.

I've cherished our friendship since the start.

You're the laughing partner, shopping partner, bitching partner, crying partner, single's partner, the twin sister, the bestfriend, the girlfriend.

Thanks for being there through thick and thin, through joys and sorrows.

I love you la gf. You're simple irreplacable. :)

I miss you already laaaaa!! So when will I get to "flare my nostrils" again?!?!?!

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Teacher fantasies

I feel like becoming a teacher.

A kindergarten teacher.

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Oh and I can't wait to have this... my new found love.....

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Touched.

Who would have known that it was such a touching moment? I didn't expect myself to actually tear when seeing them. Especially at the point where I was at the brink of losing it.

Singing it through, it really teared me. Though I kept it to myself. When I saw all of their faces, no doubt, I was really happy. I was soo elated. I have no words to describe what I really felt that night.

Right there and then, I know things are gonna work out anyway. I know I can do this. With the upmost support from the rest of the girls, WE can pull this through. The love I have for this group, is growing and growing and I know that whatever happens, WE will stick through it.

I'm now convinced that with patience and endurance, everything will work out no matter how screwed up the process of getting there is.

It's gonna be one hell of a hectic period for the next 2 weeks. I've got to have extreme endurance, mentally and physically. Definitely at the same time not losing my focus with education.

Nira,
I love you girls alot and I treasure the times spent every training. I was really touched seeing everyone there. I mean EVERYONE. With Fid's, Imran's, Ainn's, Jaja's and Dayah's presence, nothing can compare to how elated I was just seeing everyone while sitting in front and having training. When everyone sang, I just teared. (Apparently, someone really did. Heh.) I know I'm still struggling but with support from you lovely girls, Fid and Imran, I know that things will go smooth. With the coming weeks, I know it's gonna be mentally and physically tiring but WE will definitely pull through and stick through whatever ups and downs that will come. I know we can do it. I really do. Thank you so much and let's do this TOGETHER.

P.S. Sedih bangets speech aku. Now everyone cry...... *sobs*

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BARELY legal, BARELY there.

Hari Raya has been real good I guess. With open houses 'til almost every week, the weekends are just full of raya visits and family time.

I've yet to go raya-ing with the friend. Nira, next week? How? So yeah. I can't wait la to go out with the friends.

School has pretty much been kinda draining for me. I know it's only the start of the second week, but if a report draft has been submitted last week, then I can somehow foresee that the year won't be a "sit back, shake leg and relax" kind of year. With Pentas preps and trainings, hell yeah. This semester will be pretty much hectic. Just hope it won't affect my studies.

But then again, it's all about myself. Or is it?

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Sometimes, I feel like I wanna call it quits. Then again, I don't want to leave my responsibility at a time like this. But, I'm no superwoman to handle everything.

It's not that I can't do it. I just don't know how to. I can be very ambitious in doing such stuffs but I don't want to be like I'm some big fcuk and a smart ass.

I've been a very reserved person since like forever and I wish to keep it that way because I know that it's for my better. I only let the little-est info out and rather keep the main details to myself. I don't ask for people's sympathy. I only ask for understanding.

I'm at an age where parents are very skeptical about letting their kids out. Firstly, I'm a girl. Secondly, I'm the eldest daughter. Lastly, I'm BARELY legal.
Whatever that I do, I'll make sure that family comes first. I want to fulfill my responsiblity as a filial daughter to my parents. Not by being some "goody-two-shoes" bitch but as a simple-living daughter which gives no worries to my parents and lessen their burden.

The last thing that I would wanna do is to hurt them. I've been through alot of shits to get to where I am now, and seriously, it wasn't and easy journey. I've had to go through almost daily squabbles just to be able to be there.

At least, I don't just leave my responsibility hanging for someone to pluck it down frm a tree and swear and curse the hell out of it. I try my best to carry out my duties as a leader for the best of my people. Please vote for me in the coming elections. lol.

However, if I don't get the support that I need, then I don't see why I should even try. Then again, I'm someone who perseveres. If I know I can do it, then I know I will.

I know I've changed alot of myself because I've been through alot of experiences, that are.. well.. let's just say that it's too good to be true.
Then again, everyone changes and I know that I've changed for the better.

Well, *sighs* who says it was gonna be easy anyway.

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Pentas: Rahsia

Temasek Polytechnic Malay Arts Group presents......


An annual Temasek Polytechnic Malay Arts Group production, PENTAS (STAGE), showcases talents from various art forms, mainlay Dance, Drama and Dikir Barat. An energetic and vibrant affair, PENTAS has always been an event to look forward to every year.

This year's production is entitled Rahsia ie 'Secret'. PENTAS: Rahsia portrays the journey of three kids, searching for an answer to a discovery.

Will their journey unravel the mystery?
Will they find out the truth?
Will their questions be answered?

16th November (Friday)
TP Renaissance, (Auditorium 1)
7.30pm, (Doors aopen 7pm)
Free seating, tix at $6.

For more info or for booking of tickets, you can contact me through my email, that is biskot.naq@hotmail.com.

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addiction.

You're my addiction.

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the bitch is love.

Thanx to the bitch, I now have green elf-liked ears, a long moustache and a red dot on my forehead. Thanx eh Ayul. Yet, the bitch is still love la.

More starbuck-ing sessions puh-lease!

Ok so school was..... normal. Not much things happening. It's like it's getting more dull by the minute. Ayul is out. Ayu is out. It's left with only me and Fizah in ITAS. Boo~

No more fun times with the usual bunch. How boring. On top of that, my timetable sucks like major big time and Tuesdays are dreadful. I start at 8 and end at 6. Oh jolly. So what more could I look forward to?

My schedule is pack especially with Nira under my "responsibility". Performances, rehearsals, datelines. Gosh. This year seems so hectic. I guess it's because the dates are so near and time flies so fast. I have 4 block-teaching modules. My timetable is in a mess with different modules back to back. I hate block-teaching. It makes my timetable looks ugly. Well, on the bright side, there wouldn't be any exams for the block-teaching modules. Hurray!!

So it's Tuesday and I'm gonna dread the whole day. Urgh! Why did I get myself into such a course? It kills just to know that school hours are longer than normal working hours. So now I envy those who are working.

Now, now, let's not contemplate so much on my timetable. It won't make a difference either even if I did. Sheesh.

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good luck.

Good Luck dearest cousins for the upcoming O-Levels!

This is the first stage of your youth years to pass through and I know all three of you can do it. It's only a few weeks more until you close all your books and say goodbye to Secondary School.

This is the final leg. So go all out!

GOOD LUCK COUSINS!

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Arjuna

Ku peluk indah manisnya cinta, Semuanya terasa indah,

Bagai di alam cerita cinta,Hadir bahagia selama-lama

Katamu kekasih yang sedang kita alami, Takkan kekal 'tuk selamanya

Mengapa kekasih,Tiada kau percaya, Kebenaran cerita kita

Bagaimanakah lagi untuk aku buktikan, Selamilah pada kejujuranku

Jadikanku arjuna, Arjuna dihatimu, Percayalah oh puteri

Katamu kekasih yang sedang kita alami, Takkan kekal 'tuk selamanya

Mengapa kekasih,Tiada kau percaya, Kebenaran cerita kita

Bagaimanakah lagi untuk aku buktikan, Selamilah pada kejujuranku

Jadikanku arjuna,Arjuna dihatimu, Percayalah oh puteri

Bagaimanakah lagi untuk aku buktikan, Selamilah pada kejujuranku

Jadikanku arjuna,Arjuna dihatimu, Percayalah oh puteri

Bagaimanakah lagi untuk aku buktikan, Selamilah pada kejujuranku

Jadikanku arjuna,Arjuna dihatimu, Percayalah oh puteri

Ooooh... Percayalah bidadari.....

When I heard this off Ria for the first time, I was like...

"OMG OMG! This is Tong Hua!!!!"

And yes, Tong Hua happens to be my most favourite Mandarin song til I actually learnt the lyrics and memorise by heart. Though I didnt really know what the song actually means.

Anyways, Aliff Aziz is the Anugerah 2007 winner. Well, for a guy his age (he is only 16 mind u), he has gone a long way. I mean he won a beladi sum of $10,000 sia from the show. Next year? Anugerah? Me? LOL! Not in a million chance.

I still find that the way he sings is very "air-y" as in I can hear him taking breaths in between lines. Oh well, I'm sure he's gonna work on it la. I mean he won the competition for a reason. Moreover, his record label is with Sony BMG siah. Anyways, kudos and good luck to him. Lucky kid.

Ok so now let's stuff my ears with Benny Bennasi and unscrew my neck joints.

I feel your love now. You're reaching out to me. Your touch.... it took my breath away. I love you.

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Syawal

Syawal has been great and the relatives, the food, the kuih, the money was all I could ask for this Syawal. As usual, with an elderly around the house, Syawal gets better with never ending guests, the forgivings, the laughters, the kids. Simply Wonderful.

Being a family person, I love meeting up with relatives whom I meet especially in Syawal. Setahun sekali je jumpe. Meeting up with such relatives made me realise that no matter how big the world seems to be, it really is just one tiny circle floating in space. We know that we are never alone and realise that we've known each other way before realising that we are relatives or we had created a bond before knowing any blood relation.


A distant cousin? A young uncle? A new niece?


Thanks to Syawal, I've just came to know that I'm already an aunt. AN AUNT! I feel so old la seyy...


Oh wells. Lets not talk about the money I receive. HAHA! Super alot la. I havent even started counting. I'm rich! I'm rich!

That's for savings. Mum aint allowing to spend my raya money. It's for "future" purposes. Sheesh.


Anyways, Syawal has been wonderful. Looking forward to more "jalan raya-ing".


Selamat Hari Raya!
It's raining kuih tarts and F&N drinks.

More pictures @ my multiply

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Selamat Hari Raya.

Ramadan has ended and Syawal comes. A great holy month has left and now it's the start of the celebrations.

Ramadan has thought me alot on patience and responsibility. On top of that, I learnt the art of appreciation. Meaning to say, I'm learning to appreciate that every little bit of life as it comes.

Patience.
I'm known to be very patient. I haven't fumed for a long time (not that I can remember of) and I guess it showed me to appreciate life as it is. Appreciate. Ramadan was the month to abstain from almost everything bad and I've learnt alot. From the aspects of religion, to my own upbringing.

Responsiblity.
Being a leader ain't easy and also, a leader should always be consistent in performing his/her responsibility. As for me, I've realised that I'm not much of "leader" material. I suck big time at leading and everything is just getting bad.My insticts tell me that I'm being "shitlisted" by some and my instincts are never wrong. Though I'm trying my best to redeem myself but all this has to be given some time and that is what I'm really lacking off right now. Sometimes, it's best not to let the matter be taken into our own hands.

To the respective people,
Sorry I've let many of you down. As such a responsibility given, I should have known better to carry out my job and lead. Well, the mistakes can't be undone and all I can do now is to work on it. I'm still learning and I hope that we all learn to work together now onwards.

Many thanks to all my friends whom send me SMS-es wishing Eid Mubarak. My phone has been singing "Ewa Ewa, adik singguh lawa" for every 10 mins. Now my inbox is flooded! lol. I appreciate every single message sent. Thanks all.

Inginku ambil kesempatan ini, pada bulan Syawal, untuk menyusun 10 jari dan memohon maaf atas segala kesalahan dan kesilapan ku kepada sesiapa pun. Harap segala dosa-dosa, terkasar bahasa dan tersilap kata yang mungkin menyinggung mana-mana pihak dimaafkan. Halalkanlah segala makan dan minum dan maafkan segala kesilapan. Minal Aidil Walfaizin.

Dengan ini,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

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this is love.

I LOVE YOU!

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Bliss?

Only when I thought that you were almost gone.

You greeted me with the most lovable hug, the friendliest smile and the most tender touch I could ask for.

I had mixed feelings when my phone lighted up, and I saw your face. Yes, I still have your pic in my phone as a contact picture. What was I feeling? Indescribable.

Yet, I'm not hoping for anything from you. You've made me lose it for countless of times. Somehow, I was never angry. Maybe because I'm numb? I don't know. I still feel that you're hiding something from me. It frightens me though to think that I'm just your spare, your rebound.

Nonetheless, I enjoyed this night very much. Needless to say, I do miss you. It has already been a year. Yes. A year. I'm surprised that I could hold on for this long. Again, I'm not hoping for miracles to happen or sparks to fly. Though it would really be nice.

B, I still can't get over you. This night, was wonderful.

Stop putting me in the dark and shine me some light.

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HAPPY 42nd BIRTHDAY MUM!!!!
I LOVE YOU SO!!!!

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Gastritis

I've been having this gastric pangs for 3 days now and it's killing me. I know it's not diarrhoea because when the pain comes, I don't feel the need to go to Mr Potty. It's juz really really painful. Yet I still eat. Sometimes it hurts sooooo bad I just want to cry. Really....


*tahan je laa...*


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Raya preps are on de way. Kuih-making is finally done. Made kuih tart, kuih makmur, choc chip cookies and biskut gajus.


Now it's left to "revamp" the house.


Now I've got a big big decision to make. The decision I make is gonna affect me one way or the other. I love them both but only one can really be place in my heart....

So my loves, I don't want to hurt either the both of you. I'm sorry...


Help me with the decision pls........

Who should I choose?

.
.
.

.

Mr Faisal "Nikon" Muhammad

Or

Mr Syed "PSP" Omar

Note: The names are all made up. So don't think there are such people who really do exist, in my life for that matter.

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